Maya De La Cruz (Apr 23, 2011 12:05:00 AM)
- She stops and looks up the stairs, her eyes filling with tears, she wanted to run up the stairs, but instead she turned and left-
Maya De La Cruz (Apr 23, 2011 12:05:08 AM)
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Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 12:15:41 AM)
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Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 12:21:05 AM)
*Her presence becoming stronger she opens the door and steps inside, closing it softly behind her and allowing her essence to flood through the apartment. Wearing a white cotton sun dress, covered in small embroidered daisy's her long dark hair is caught up at the sides, small white flowers woven into it as she begins inside and towards him.*
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 12:22:29 AM)
*he was in the bedroom sitting on the edge of the pool with a pair of slacks on that were now wet up to the knee as his feet dangled down into the water. Looking up when she enetered he would smile to her though she could see he was bothered* Hello...
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 12:24:03 AM)
*She smiles a gentle expression as she looks to him, pausing for a moment in the doorway.* Now either you are less happy to see me than I had hoped or something has happened to upset you belle amie. Shall I be selfish and wish for it to be the second?
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 12:25:13 AM)
no it is the second... i would never want you to think otherwise... *reaching a hand out for her, his face softened a bit* It is maya... kianara... i do not understand her anymore..
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 12:25:50 AM)
(And now you need to pm her and tell her to make an awareness roll :) And if she succeeds she can hear what they are saying :P)
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 12:26:15 AM)
[[lol oops... ]]
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 12:27:11 AM)
*Raising her left leg and then her right she slips her shoes off, leaving them discarded by the door before moving over to him and sinking down at his side to dangle her bare legs in the warm water. Her hand reaching for his, she slips her fingers through his and holds onto it.* Tell me what has happened belle amie.
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 12:29:00 AM)
(lol I can't remember how long it lasts for though. You?)
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 12:30:55 AM)
*he would hold her hand and brush his fingers against hers as they talked. Looking down at the water he would speak sortly* I do not understand her... she came to me and blamed my actions for her leaving her post... then when i responded unpleased with the accusation she claimed i accused her of commiting some romantic ploy and accuse her of jealousy...
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 12:31:59 AM)
[[i think till one of them severs it... so shed get the first few sentences before he would realize whats up lol]]
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 12:34:08 AM)
*Her blue eyes selttling upon his profile she speaks gently.* It is a simple truth Zadkiel, that women often understand truths that sometimes remain unspoken or even simply hinted at. Be honest with yourself.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 12:35:16 AM)
I am honest with myself... i think in this instance she confuses the situation because of an inability to distinguish past and present clearly.
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 12:37:15 AM)
Oui. *She nods, her eyes lowering as her head turns to look out and over the water.* It is not long since Maya left us no? She is not yet completely comfortable in this world, in that body, that mind. None can yet expect her to be belle, such things take time.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 12:38:57 AM)
which is why i now choose to give her space... she will have to come to know herself without the distraction of my presence... i feel being around me confuses her... makes ita harder for her to come to terms with this thing. *looking to violetta*
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 12:41:10 AM)
*She raises her free hand and runs fingertips down the side of his face, a gesture of infinate tenderness while she looks deeply into his eyes.* Oui, perhaps it is harder... but be truthful, at least with me, is this space for your sake or for hers. For when has anything of great worth been easy my Sebastian?
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 12:43:01 AM)
Hers... I have come to terms with her passing, and see thatthough the part of her remains as i wished... she is truely a different being.. one whom i have shown great openness and affection for and yet who throws back only discourse it seems... though i do not fault her.
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 12:44:20 AM)
The rage of our betrayal tears at us all. It takes time to find focus, to see where it must be laid rather than to simply lash out at all around us.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 12:45:40 AM)
*he nods* thank you... it is hard sometimes. I am glad to have your support in this.
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 12:49:15 AM)
*She watches him curiously for a moment.* You sound as though you discuss business contracts my friend, not those you care about.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 12:50:08 AM)
Sometimes it is easier to do so... *he smiled and kissed the back of her hand as he held it to his lips*
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 12:51:34 AM)
*She watches him push his emotions down within himself, settling into the comfortable place of denial.* Perhaps I should go.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 12:53:10 AM)
No... stay... I need you to help me get soem clarity... though you are correct i cn not try and stifle this down and hope you will somehow magically understand what i feel though blocked emotions...
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 12:55:17 AM)
Then tell me truthfully Sebastian, not with the words of a lawyer, but with your own words. You are hurt by her no?
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 12:57:01 AM)
I am... i have opened myself to her and she can not see it. I have tried to move past what happned because she said the feelings maya had were still present with her... she claims love for us both but somehow she seems hurt by my feelings for you when i only see taht if you love two beings who also care for each other it should bring you joy and not sadness...
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 12:58:05 AM)
*She nods.* You do love her then belle?
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 12:58:43 AM)
yes... the feelings do not leave just because part of the essence has changed...
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 12:59:42 AM)
She needs to know that you set her apart. *She speaks softly.* That she is first in your heart.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 1:00:54 AM)
I can not promise she is first... only that she is there. *he would look into violattas eyes and see liaphon underneath. linking them in deeper meaning as he speaks to her softly*
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 1:02:13 AM)
You know that is what she wants to hear. *She doesn't look away, her blue eyes remaining fixed upon him as she speaks.* It is the truth that lies underneath all these arguments between you both.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 1:04:39 AM)
*he nods* I will tell her of her place within... even if i can not bring myself to admit why it is so crowded in there.... *his face soft as he reached out a hand to cradle her face. a soft strokeof her skin as he leans his face close to hers*
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 1:06:42 AM)
Tell her the truth. *She leans into his touch unable to help herself, the hand that held his running up his arm with a gentle touch.* She deserves that from you, but Zadkiel, you must first be honest with yourself.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 1:07:51 AM)
I am... i just hesitate to say it aloud.... i fret over how it will be received. I do not wish to drive away, only to make it understood that one is held above all others in my soul...
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 1:10:05 AM)
*She kisses him softly, tenderly taking his bottom lip between her own, the touch free of sexual undertones, a pure desire to be close to him.* Do i bring you pain? It was never my intent.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 1:12:20 AM)
No only joy... *he would move into a deep tender kiss with her. It was not heated and primal as usual but soft and tender.... ful of love and warmth* I have always felt like I was incomplete.... .a broken peice of creation devoid of wholeness. I do not feel that way in your pressence. *he would wrap his arms around her in a firm hug*
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 1:14:34 AM)
*Her head resting upon his shoulder she sighs, her eyes slipping closed.* We bring joy to one another, completion. Why must it be a competition to see who brings the most joy belle? Can it not simply be that you know joy with me and joy with the one inside Maya? Can I not know joy with you and with Michael? These memories, these minds, they cloud who we are.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 1:16:40 AM)
I do not seek to compete.. i am sorry if my words make it seem so. I have never asked you to turn aside your feelings for michael... or to choose me over him. I could not ask you to... i desire for you only to know that you complete mein a way i have never felt and make my love for the one present in maya possible. for that I am greatful...
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 1:19:19 AM)
*She shakes her head a little and smiles raising it from his shoulder to look into his eyes.* Non Belle, I do not speak of you. It is Michael who feels the same jealousy as Maya. *She pauses watching him closely.* He wishes to be my consort, to be placed above all others in my heart.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 1:20:37 AM)
Is that possible? *looking deeply into her eyes he would would take her hands in his and hold them firmly and yet gently* Could you place him above all others inside of you?
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 1:21:33 AM)
*She shakes her head, one of the little white flowers falling from the dark locks to fall upon their joined hands.* It is not Zadkiel. I cannot.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 1:22:43 AM)
*he would smile then and bring her hands to his mouth to kiss upon them softly* I would be lying if i said that was not the answer i was hoping for... and be lying even further if i said it did not bring me joy to hear those words...
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 1:26:10 AM)
*She smiles in responce, her hand continuing to cup the side of his face.* So swiftly do you run through my defenses belle.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 1:27:38 AM)
I was a messenger... it ws my job to be swift or purpose and fleet of foot. *smiling at her* We seem to be disarmed with one another... It is funny that only recently i would have viewed it as a weakness and now it has become my greatest strength.
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 1:31:09 AM)
*Leaing forward she presses soft kisses upon his cheek before runing the smooth skin of her own against his, with an odd almost feline nuzzling gesture to be close to him.* Oui, but you and I both know that you cannot be truly happy without her also in your life. You must be honest with her Zadkiel. Tell her you love her, but you cannot offer her the role of consort, that now there is none to be consort to you, you must have your freedom despite your love.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 1:32:51 AM)
thank you for the advice... i do not know what i would do without you. *he would nuzzle back against her. Needing oto feel his skin upon hers as he tries to caress her with any bit of him that he can. Unable to break free from her presence and only finding himself being drawn closer with a need to be in contact with her*
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 1:35:24 AM)
*She smiles at that, her eyes sparkling as she shifted from beside him and he found her upon his lap, her bare feet dangling in the water around his.* You would either avoid her and pine for her, or you would offer to be her consort simply to make her happy which would only lead to heartbreak for you both no?
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 1:37:27 AM)
veyr true... how did you get so wise huh? *he smirked a bit as his slid his hands along her thighs and leaned his chest against her. Lips pressing to her shoulder as he continued to enjoy their closeness* Is michael angered by our closeness as well?
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 1:39:24 AM)
Oui. *Her head falls to his shoulder once more, small kisses placed upon his neck as her fingertips seek out his to play with, and somehow this closeness without the fierce desire of lust seemed more dangerous, more of a risk that calling out for eachother in crowded bars.* He, like Maya, seeks to be my first, my consort, and he fears that he is losing me to you.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 1:41:53 AM)
*he would return the soft tender kisses... losing himself in their touches as he simply forgets about the rest of the world and focuses completely on her. fingers dancing lightly across her skin as his head rests agaisnt hers finally* is he? or is it just paranoia on his part?
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 1:45:09 AM)
I... I do not know belle. *She sighs gently, her fingertips running down to the back of his palm and back up again, as though they would learn the feel of his skin and lock that knowledge within her.* After James.. I did not wish for any consort, I still do not, I am too much in love with my freedom to be so beholden to another. Were it not for what lies between us though, it is possible I could be tempted. But I will not place another above you.
Sebastian Garza (Apr 23, 2011 1:47:34 AM)
*he smiled at her and leaned in to kiss her softly on the lips* I do not wish to possess you Liaphon... I will not have you a slave to my love. I only ask you to be honest with me... and with yourself. Do you love me as much as I you?
Violetta duBois (Apr 23, 2011 1:53:27 AM)
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