Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:03:44 AM)
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Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:04:07 AM)
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Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:04:31 AM)
*Cole. Fretting lightly, working industriously on paperwork*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:07:17 AM)
*So. it was late at night. Sarah had rode her bike home after the spar...though she would stop at the end of the drive and then push it up the rest of the way, despite her muscle's protest. She set her bike in the driveway and then quiety went into the front door..lightly padding as best she could. Sneakers off at front door and door shut quietly*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:09:34 AM)
You're home la... *pause, browperk* muddy

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:10:06 AM)
*She pauses as she looked up*...I..went for a run. And Sparred.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:10:46 AM)
Mud wrestling?

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:11:32 AM)
*She paused and quirked a brow* Don't mention the idea around Andy or my pack mates...else I likely will end up doing that for some reason.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:11:45 AM)
Oh dear.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:12:05 AM)
*he sighed, coming to his feet* Are you all right?

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:12:25 AM)
I'm fine. No worse then bruises.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:13:14 AM)
Would you like anything?

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:14:46 AM)
I'll just get a shower. I likely look like something that came out of the tar pits

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:16:38 AM)
You look beautiful.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:16:56 AM)
*a pause he turned completely preteneding that he did not actually say that* I'll make some hot coffee.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:19:33 AM)
*She paused for a moment, mid way through hanging up her coat and attempted normality* I.....Thank you. and..Hot coffee. Good. I'd appreciate that. I'll...Be in the shower. I'll be back. *She then vanished to her bedroom and then presumably bathroom. there were sounds of showering and steam and then padding between bathroom and bedroom. After 20 minutes or so she came back dressed in a large t-shirt, knit pants and her hair brushed out and wet*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:22:16 AM)
*and waiting for her on the table was fresh, hot coffee, and a toasted english muffin with butter and jam*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:23:17 AM)
*she sat down at the table and smelled for a moment and had to some what restrain herself from simply swallowing the thing whole. She smiled at him calmly* Thank you. It smells good..and warm. So...how was your day

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:25:13 AM)
It was uneventful. I remotely connected to my office to keep up with work.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:26:37 AM)
*she nods* You can go to the office..so you don't fall behind...just...let me know your schedule to keep up..just in case. I don't want you to feel locked in a cage. It's uneasy right now, but panic will be the wrong result.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:27:51 AM)
reaction*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:28:18 AM)
I have already written up my schedule *he offered her a printout*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:28:30 AM)
*it was painfully accurate, down to every 5 minutes*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:28:47 AM)
*She took it and paused and smiled faintly* Wait, no detail of when you'll face book?

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:30:24 AM)
Face... book?

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:30:50 AM)
...you don't know facebook? Social internet sight where every man, woman and child details their existance

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:32:03 AM)
site*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:32:42 AM)
Oh, I do not engage in such frivolities. Besides, it has poor security

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:33:48 AM)
*She takes a bite of her muffin and some coffe and chuckles a bit*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:34:05 AM)
coffee*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:34:20 AM)
So no world of warcraft or what not?

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:35:48 AM)
Certainly not. I would rather invest my time and money on something that benefits the tribe

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:36:03 AM)
So...do you have any private hobbies?

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:36:12 AM)
Just...hobbies for sake of doing?

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:36:14 AM)
I read.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:36:25 AM)
What are you reading lately?

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:38:37 AM)
*he passed over his Kindle, where the pages of a book on algorithmic cryptography were shown*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:38:53 AM)
It is on engineering cryptography

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:40:06 AM)
*she took the Kindle and read over it briefly and smiled faintly* so not a hitchhikers guide to the galaxy fan

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:40:23 AM)
Sorry, have not read it.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:41:32 AM)
*She pushed back to the kindles menu...just to confirm her theory all her books were engineering, computer, science type books*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:42:01 AM)
*yes, yes, and yes.*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:42:12 AM)
*and one on the history of Romania*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:42:22 AM)
*and another on geneaology*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:43:26 AM)
Well, at least no Twilight novels. *she opened the romania history and looked at it for a moment* I've been reading Zen and the art of Motorcycle Maintenance...a novel. And a bit of Nietzche

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:43:35 AM)
...and for fun, the most ironic novel I could possibly read

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:44:09 AM)
And I quote..Curse of the Werewolf girl by Martin Millar.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:45:17 AM)
I enjoy Nietzche. Which work?

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:46:39 AM)
Beyond good and Evil. I just picked it up from the library.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:47:08 AM)
When you finish we should discuss it. *pause* if you like.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:47:47 AM)
I'd appreciate it. I want to develop ideas from it, and really, one should make sure to test their views

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:48:14 AM)
Yes, it is good to know your views can withstand challenge

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:49:42 AM)
*She nods and finishes off her muffin and coffee, and stands...albeit slowly, rubbing her back slightly* Care to sit in the living room?

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:50:00 AM)
Sure. *he paused* Are you sure you are all right?

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:50:50 AM)
I didn't give myself time to heal long enough. It's just brushing, but I landed on my back a few times.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:51:42 AM)
I could, um, rub it for you if you would like *ever so formal*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:54:27 AM)
*She considered for a moment, her expression unreadible and silent..before she straightened entirely..with a wince that relaxed her face and nodded* Alright. The muscle could use it...I'll hear it from Rowan if I wake up walking like some sort of mannequin.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 1:55:31 AM)
*he positioned her in a careful sitting position and started to rub, slowly with care and practice.* What were you training?

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 1:58:54 AM)
*She closed here eyes* This morning..I worked on flips, practicing handstands and strenght building. Towards the afternoon...well...I am learning a practice I more or less stumbled upon at the library...called Parkour...its a philosophy..and physical practice of using your environment in the best way possible to get from one point to the next..and then I sparred with a Fianna I know in lupus.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:00:09 AM)
strength*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:00:24 AM)
Isn't parkour the street running style?

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:00:39 AM)
*he pressed down into one of the muscles, a momentary twinge of pain and then relaxation*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:02:45 AM)
Yes. *she nods* The idea is to ...find ways to move in your environment that are more efficient. Vault, jump, run,..its *she gave a slight gasp, gritting her teeth..and the continued* about how you move. *She grinned very faintly* Its exhibited a bit in the movie Casino Royale...though I don't intend on running through walls

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:03:50 AM)
It is difficult? *Hands continuing to work the muscles into unwinding. He had strong hands*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:06:47 AM)
In a way...its not exacctly a set of defined rules...its reviewing your obsticle...and deciding how your body can move over, around, up it...and keeping in mind you don't want to hurt yourself..its how you distribute your energy, your body,..its not competative. It's not a goal oriented practice save that you improve how you move

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:08:18 AM)
Have you been successful? *he pressed to one side and she could feel the sensation travel down her arm before the muscle relaxed*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:10:11 AM)
*she kept her hands on the arms of her chair, exhaling softly* I'm..not where I want to be. Somehow...my body...*She pauses for a long moment and then* Sometimes I feel like I'm relearning it in some ways. Its sometimes unfamiliar. I'm sure a very silly thought though

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:10:40 AM)
Can you find any teachers?

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:11:45 AM)
Perhaps. There seem to be groups from what I looked up online..so perhaps if I don't scare off individuals too much.. I can learn..or perhaps someone on the sept knows a bit.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:12:33 AM)
Well, if it is your body you feel at odds with, perhaps they can help?

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:13:03 AM)
*As the muscles relaxed he started to rub more lightly, more for relaxation and pleasure than therapy*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:14:17 AM)
Pehaps. *she nods a bit and exhales softly..and then said quietly*....there is a rumour ....you know. Apparently we are dating. *she said, eyes closed* We can thank my pack mates for that rumor from what I hear

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:15:37 AM)
We are? *he blinked a bit, turning slightly pink* I am sorry if I ever overstepped my bounds.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:18:23 AM)
I clarified the manner. and You have not overstepped your bounds. My pack sisters...may have. I will not ..make assumptions on what they said. *She exhales a bit*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:18:57 AM)
as...things have a way of being ...shall we say..rephrased when passed around other parties.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:20:21 AM)
I would never aim to make you feel uncomfortable.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:21:09 AM)
*She pauses and looks at Cole for a moment* Cole...I want to ask you something. That may in fact...be uncomfortable to ask...But I wish to know.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:22:30 AM)
*Quietly* You may ask

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:23:10 AM)
Do...you...believe you were sent here by...family ...because they thought you a "suitable mate".

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:24:56 AM)
for me? *She watched him carefully, turrning towards him in her seat*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:25:17 AM)
I... *he considered this* I think that yes, they were quite likely trying to play matchmakers. I did not try to let thier beliefs influence my actions, but as my family is still paying off the debts of my father I do not seek to dishonor anyone or disobey

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:28:10 AM)
*She nods a bit for a moment and turns quietly, her hand gripping the arm of the chair*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:29:18 AM)
But what they think or want is no longer relevant. I am not thier ward, I am yours.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:30:41 AM)
*She nods and murmurs softly* I..want you to know then...that I..do not have any focus on mating. Not with anyone. Not for a long time. *There was a sense of finality in her voice * It very much is not a decision made because of you. It was a decision made well before I knew you.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:31:21 AM)
I understand.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:32:22 AM)
*She nods slowly and swallows* there are hardly any female shadowlords. None truebord..save for Blows your mind rhya

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:33:13 AM)
This I know.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:33:33 AM)
But more may arrive.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:33:51 AM)
My family may choose to ask me to move again. Or yours may pressure you. Either way I am only concerned with what you desire and my own work.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:35:16 AM)
*She nods slowly and grins faintly* My mother knows better then to pressure me. My uncle..has yet to learn, but he will.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:35:42 AM)
*he gave a slow nod*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:38:24 AM)
I'm sorry. You..have much to contend with dealing with me. *She glanced over her shoulder at him* So I want to make sure you are...at least content.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:40:40 AM)
I am here to serve a purpose. I do not mind contending nor do I worry about contentment.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:40:52 AM)
If either bothered me I would have left the tribe years ago

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:41:26 AM)
*She exhales* do you ever want anything for yourself though?

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:42:22 AM)
Everyone does.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:44:50 AM)
*She nods a bit*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:47:36 AM)
Thank you..for being forthcoming. *she rubbed her hands a bit* I appreciate it

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:48:50 AM)
You are welcome.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:49:04 AM)
*he leaned back, for a moment looking far off*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:50:00 AM)
Are you disappointed? Beyond your ...concern for serving me.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:50:19 AM)
And please, don't answer " It doesn't matter" or something in that vein

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 2:53:46 AM)
In you? no.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:54:04 AM)
Then....

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 2:59:28 AM)
*She looked at him calmly, tilting her head*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:00:26 AM)
*a pause, a bit of heat behind his voice, a rare show of emotion* Do you like I like my place? At one time the stars say that Miroslav would be a hero like his father. He would be trueborn under full moon, but no! Burian has to rpove his dominance and take Ramisela against her will, mate with another garou! and the spirits are displeased! And so Kiroslav must make a new way, and forever pay debt of his father. Forever alone, forever only flesh of kin for brother Matrosin shines with the rage of Gaia and the shame of metis.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:00:38 AM)
No. I an not pleased. But there is not other recourse.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:02:06 AM)
*Do you think)

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:02:35 AM)
*Miroslav not Kiroslav. Laughing to damn hard at fursonas >.<)

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 3:02:53 AM)
*She pauses a bit at that and tilts her her head downward, closing her eyes for a moment*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:04:20 AM)
I have long since accepted this. I have long since become Cole Moore.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 3:07:44 AM)
*She gave a slow nod, her expression some how apologetic, though she didn't speak. She stood up slowly* I...*She pauses* Sorry is a stupid thing to say, but in some way...I am.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:10:04 AM)
I have long since stopped wishing change or wanting pity. But I am not weak. I will do what I must/

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 3:12:18 AM)
*She nods a bit and paces a moment* I never..for a moment considered you weak. If I say I am sorry, it is because perhaps I am.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:13:28 AM)
Maybe you are sorry for yourself? I do not know what issues you face. I can not imagine. I only carry on.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 3:14:23 AM)
*She eyes him a bit, wryly* you have an amazing way of putting things into perspective...you know that?

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 3:15:31 AM)
((Look! Rapunzel the silver fang is on))

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 3:15:33 AM)
((Rasia))

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:17:05 AM)
((*Snerk!*))

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:17:30 AM)
I have now been told. *he said simply, openly once again*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 3:19:07 AM)
*She smiled a little bit and chuckled faintly at him.* I'll keep you up to date on things like that

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:20:21 AM)
Appreciated?

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 3:22:35 AM)
*She grins faintly and leans back, sighing faintly* I think...we have learned a lot on each other tonight.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:24:00 AM)
*he gave a silent nod*

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 3:25:58 AM)
*She pauses and looks at him for a moment..and steps closer to him, and looks up to look him in the eye for a moment*...This isn't more...then a moment. *And quietly embraces him suddenly, resting her head on his shoulder, eyes closed*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:28:11 AM)
*he stood very still for several long seconds before wrapping his arms about her gently* I am sorry, too.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 3:29:58 AM)
*She swallows and nods* Well...between you...and the other kin I met tonight...feeling any sort of sympathy for myself feels rather...beyond repugnantly selfish. But....thank you for the sentiment

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:31:10 AM)
You hold much inside yourself that has yet to be healed.

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:31:18 AM)
Selfishness is not a crime

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 3:31:50 AM)
Perhaps not. But too much is..blinding.

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 3:33:11 AM)
*She swallows*... I should likely sleep. Besides, you have work *she started to pull away carefully*

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:33:38 AM)
*he gave a nod, releasing her* Sleep well, Sarah

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 3:34:02 AM)
You as well. *She nodded and walked to her room* (yay. work. tomorrow. ew))

Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:35:11 AM)
(Goodnight! Take care!)

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 3:36:12 AM)
(you too!))

Sarah Matthews (Nov 16, 2011 3:36:14 AM)
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Cole Moore (Nov 16, 2011 3:36:25 AM)
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