Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 5:29:46 PM)
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Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 5:30:12 PM)
He just walked along not shifting to lupus like has before
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 5:34:34 PM)
fs~ whats wrong?
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 5:35:55 PM)
He just looksaround "do I belong to the nation?"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 5:36:35 PM)
fs~ Yes
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 5:36:50 PM)
"and yet I have been here some time and am anruth to the sept"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 5:39:06 PM)
fs~ anruth?
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 5:39:34 PM)
"not a member of a sept.. any sept"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 5:40:11 PM)
fs~ then join the sept
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 5:40:51 PM)
'I have tried but no interest has been shown by either side of the sept or packs"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 5:41:48 PM)
fs~ do you need pack to be sept?
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 5:42:03 PM)
He shook his head, answering no to her question. "I have grown to miss my monastery."
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 5:42:26 PM)
fs~ I'm sorry Sonam......I wish there was something i could do to help
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 5:42:44 PM)
He looked at her then looked away, he looked mad "It is not your fault, do not say sorry."
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 5:48:25 PM)
fs~ well is there anything i can do to help?
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 5:49:06 PM)
He looked at her with sad eyes "I do not know."
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 5:50:09 PM)
fs~ you know i would help if i could
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 5:50:53 PM)
He smiled it was still sad, "I know"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 5:53:30 PM)
fs~ your thinking of going back arnt you
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 5:55:15 PM)
He looked down some. He didn't answer.
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 5:55:56 PM)
fs~ Its ok if you are
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 5:57:24 PM)
He doesn't look up to answer
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 5:59:09 PM)
*she kicks his foot*
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:01:08 PM)
He looks at her leg then at her face.
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:06:14 PM)
*she lifts her hand to her face*fs~ If you are thinking of going back to your monistary that is ok
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:07:44 PM)
He frowns deeply "There is no blaance there or here"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:08:35 PM)
fs~ then perhaps you need to find your place of balance
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:09:03 PM)
He looks down "I came to that conclusion when I had that thought."
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:11:10 PM)
fs~ Then taht is what you need to do
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:11:27 PM)
"This I know... I am just distrubed by my thoughts"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:11:40 PM)
fs~ tell me your throughts
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:13:34 PM)
"I feel alone and unbalanced,"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:14:02 PM)
fs~ well your not alone you have me
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:14:11 PM)
fs~ As far as unbalanced i dont know what i can do to help with that
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:14:19 PM)
He looked at her. Confused by the you have comment.
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:16:41 PM)
fs~ what?
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:18:11 PM)
"How can someone have someone else?" english nuance lost on him, the possessive confused him
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:18:56 PM)
fs~ i'm your friend. YOu have me as a friend
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:19:20 PM)
"How can..." he pauses... and sighs pinching his brow. "English makes no sense."
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:23:02 PM)
fs~ if you need someone to talk you can talk to me. If you need someone to spar with...well i will try. If you need someone to rob a bank with well hey i'm your girl
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:23:41 PM)
He frowns at that last part then looks down
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:25:51 PM)
fs~ you need to decide what you want Sonam and do it. If you want to find a new monistary to go to then do it. Its your life
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:26:18 PM)
"It would be leaving the nation..."
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:26:33 PM)
fs~ if that is what you need to do for yourself then do it
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:26:46 PM)
He frowned then looked hurt
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:32:59 PM)
fs~ what
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:33:28 PM)
"It wouldbe wrong to leave the nation."
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:34:01 PM)
fs~ Would it?
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:34:34 PM)
He nodded.
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:35:22 PM)
fs~ why?
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:35:38 PM)
"it would be shirking my duties as a Gaian"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:39:06 PM)
fs~ Does being a Gaian mean you must be one of the nation?
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:39:26 PM)
"no but the hengyaki has shirked its duties."
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:39:49 PM)
fs~ So you have to be one or t he other?
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:39:59 PM)
He nodded.
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:40:23 PM)
fs~ why?
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:41:12 PM)
"It is how it works."
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:41:21 PM)
fs~ I dont understand all this stuff
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:41:41 PM)
He smiled and patted her hand. It seemed like he wouldahve huggedher had he comfortablitiy doign that
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:42:58 PM)
fs~ well you decide what you want to do and you let me know. I will be your friend either way
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:43:52 PM)
"if I leave you will never see me again," he leaves out the fact the nation will stopher.
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:44:26 PM)
fs~ See you no, but you can write and well i know you dont like cell phones but you could text me
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:44:51 PM)
He just hugs her then,.
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:45:11 PM)
*she hugged him gently*
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:45:25 PM)
It was a sad hug like was saying bye or hiding the truth from her.
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:46:06 PM)
*she hugged him for a long moment then pulled back looking at him her head tilting*
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:48:33 PM)
he watchedher sadly
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:56:14 PM)
fs~ Sonam what is wrong. If you need to go then you do what you need to do to help yourself and others. If that means you have to leave then hey you leave but you damn well better write me
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 6:57:53 PM)
"They wouldn't let you or I do such."
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 6:58:39 PM)
fs~ Fuck them I can write anyone I want to. And if you like you can not put a return address on the evelop but on the letter inside so i know where to send it to
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 7:06:52 PM)
He frowned... watching her.
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 7:07:33 PM)
fs~ what
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 7:07:52 PM)
"It is not very likely"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 7:09:52 PM)
fs~ Not very likly and i'll do it if they like it or not are two different things
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 7:11:56 PM)
He frowns at her comment agian
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 7:15:52 PM)
fs~ You forget i'm still my own person
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 7:16:02 PM)
He sighed "I am not leaving.:
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 7:16:22 PM)
fs~ Now your not leaving. Well either way i can talk to you in person or if you need to leave i will write you
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 7:21:05 PM)
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Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 7:39:53 PM)
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Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:24:47 PM)
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Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 10:25:18 PM)
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Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:25:58 PM)
((last posts?))
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 10:26:10 PM)
fs~ Now your not leaving. Well either way I can talk to you in person or if you need to leave i will write you.
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:26:43 PM)
He smiles. "I want you as a part of my life... if that makes sense."
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 10:28:51 PM)
fs~ I'll always be in your life Sonam but if your going to be miserable
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:29:52 PM)
"I am not miserable!" he pokes her, smirking playfully. "just worried."
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 10:31:16 PM)
fs~ Yeah well you still need to be happy not worried
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:32:16 PM)
He pokes her again "Don't make me tickle you"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 10:32:39 PM)
fs~ I'm being serious here Sonam. You need to be happy
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:33:06 PM)
"I am."
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 10:35:27 PM)
fs~ bull shit. If you were happy you wouldnt be worried about all this balance thing
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:36:05 PM)
"I... I am alone"he said softly, he holds up a hand "there is friends, yes, but no shengya...no community.. no... kani"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 10:36:41 PM)
fs~ shengya?
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:36:51 PM)
(spelling so wrong))
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:36:54 PM)
((I was too lazy to look it up))
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:37:02 PM)
"it means community.. its a type of community.."
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 10:40:08 PM)
fs~ I'm sorry Sonam i wish you could help you
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:40:24 PM)
"Teaching you the middl path has... been..."
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 10:41:44 PM)
fs~ has been what?
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:42:11 PM)
"helpful"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 10:45:29 PM)
fs~ I am not going anywhere Sonam. I still want to learn
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:46:11 PM)
He smiles "teach me words"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 10:47:08 PM)
*she smirks*asl~ If that is what you truely want
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:50:54 PM)
He blinks "I got you....what else was in taht
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 10:51:26 PM)
fs~ if that is what you truely want
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:52:45 PM)
He nodded "I want to be able to tlak to you better"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 10:54:58 PM)
*she nods*fs~ we will start with simple words. I will spell them then sign them OR you can ask me a word and i would show you a sign for it
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:56:12 PM)
He nodded "or we can point and use words"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 10:58:27 PM)
*She looked at him confussed*
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:59:14 PM)
He points at a tree and says in his native tongue "tree" then in english "For example"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 10:59:37 PM)
*she nods and smiles then signs* asl~ tree
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 10:59:46 PM)
He smiles and repeats the sign
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:02:51 PM)
*She points to herself and signs* asl~ Anika
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:03:06 PM)
He repeats it.. hre repeats that sign a few tiems
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:04:46 PM)
*She nods and plucks a peice of grass then signs it*
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:04:51 PM)
asl~ Grass
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:07:19 PM)
He rpeats that one too but only once
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:08:36 PM)
fs~ what else do you want to learn
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:08:55 PM)
"how are you?"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:09:10 PM)
*she nods*asl~ how are you
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:10:02 PM)
Hefigner spells good then repeats the question
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:16:35 PM)
asl~ I am fine thank you for asking
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:16:51 PM)
HE raises an eyebrow*
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:18:16 PM)
*she smirked* fs~ I am find thank you for asking
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:18:35 PM)
he repeats the full signature
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:23:58 PM)
asl~ what else
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:25:01 PM)
He pause and repeats the sign
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:25:13 PM)
fs~ what else
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:25:47 PM)
he finger speleld "surprsie me"
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:26:38 PM)
asl~ surprise me
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:26:47 PM)
He as usual repeats...
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:31:34 PM)
*She starts to teach him the signs for the tribes*
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:32:27 PM)
he repeats, each one twiuce
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:34:32 PM)
*She smiles a bit watching him. She slowly starts to go through the signs for boy, girl, mother, father, friend, mate. Then the different moon phases*
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:34:53 PM)
*again he repeats each one, one at a time, doing each twice*
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:36:30 PM)
smiling the entire tiem
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:38:55 PM)
*She smiles and continues to teach him simple words one at a time*
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:39:19 PM)
ad he would repeat with her, smiling the entire time, enjoying this ... it seemsed to make him happy
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:40:54 PM)
*She continued to teach him every word she could think of..........which was alot of words really
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:42:43 PM)
((her entire vocab))
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:44:01 PM)
(yeah shes going to teach him her entire vocab which isnt as big as some but still pretty big)
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:45:04 PM)
((well it almsot every word she knows it willl take a few days probably))
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:46:02 PM)
(yup thats why its takeing a while, lol
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:48:04 PM)
((yup))
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:50:56 PM)
*she takes a break not wanting to burn him out*
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:51:12 PM)
He smiles and signs for thank you
Anika Sanders (Sep 12, 2010 11:52:33 PM)
asl~ your welcome
Sonam Rinzen (Sep 12, 2010 11:56:23 PM)
He smiled and looks around