Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:23:13 PM)
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Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:23:51 PM)
He walks silently along fiddling with this robes.
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:24:02 PM)
*Fs~ Sonam..
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:25:13 PM)
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Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:26:31 PM)
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Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:27:04 PM)
fs~ Sonam?
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:27:26 PM)
He looks at her eyes and nods,waiting to see if she had anything mroe to say
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:27:47 PM)
fs~ Please tell me whats wrong
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:28:41 PM)
"Nothing is wrong " he signs and says aloud.
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:28:58 PM)
fs~ Then what is going on? Something is up
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:31:33 PM)
He looks at her, and signs " I was not mindful of something."
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:31:44 PM)
fs~ Please explain?
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:32:33 PM)
"I am not sure how to" he addmited aloud, geuine.
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:32:52 PM)
fs~ Try the best you can?
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:33:23 PM)
"when I was teasing you I realized I was about to say something... that was not wise"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:33:51 PM)
*she looked at him confussed, not understanding what he was talking about*
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:35:33 PM)
Seeing her confusin he pauses. "I was worred I'd offend you"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:35:45 PM)
fs~ Say it Sonam
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:37:16 PM)
He frowns for a moment "I would rather not."
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:38:19 PM)
fs~ you are not going to offend me Sonam
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:40:03 PM)
"A mindful person says that says that knowledge changes behavior. " he looks at her " I am honest, so .. I was going to say teasing you after, I said you were not to bad for a glass walker, that too bad you were not a star gazer."
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:41:58 PM)
*She smiled softly*fs~ But if i was a Star gazer....who is to say that i would be the same?
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:42:15 PM)
"That is among the thoughts being wrong."
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:42:45 PM)
fs~ Its fine Sonam..i am who i am and my past is part of it. Even if i dont like remembering my past.
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:43:11 PM)
"I want to help make your future better."
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:44:30 PM)
fs~ I know you do and your helping trust me. If you hadnt have been there i likely would have just punched that man
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:46:40 PM)
He smiles, even at the punching comment "You are good person." not kin. He used the word person.
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:47:51 PM)
fs~I try....
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:48:43 PM)
"You don't try, you are." He looks at her eyes
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:52:14 PM)
fs~ You are just getting to know me Sonam.....you dont know all the bad that i have done in my past
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:54:10 PM)
"or mine... And yhou think the past makes you a bad person? Our failures can be our greatest triumphs.. also some people with horrible pasts became the best zen masters
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:55:53 PM)
fs~ tell me more of your past Sonam
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:56:18 PM)
He looks more uncomfortable then he did before.
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:57:05 PM)
fs~ I'm sorry.
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 8:58:07 PM)
"Don't be... I... violated" he looks away from her. "I felt my beliefs were violated so I betrayed those who taught me:
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 8:58:43 PM)
fs~ someone hurt you
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:01:40 PM)
"Its why I left the Hengyaki"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:01:49 PM)
fs~ I dont know who that is
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:02:20 PM)
"Its... like the nation... its the eastern version... more than garou though"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:02:37 PM)
fs~ There is something other than garou?
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:03:54 PM)
He nods "I do not know much about that"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:05:08 PM)
fs~ I am sorry that they hurt you Sonam
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:06:06 PM)
He shakes his head "You know why we left hte nation to begin with?"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:06:14 PM)
fs~ no
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:09:00 PM)
"Our home was destroyed by the wyrm... but no one... came so we left... some of us remained partof the nation... the sept and monastery my parents were at.... was oneof those.. I was raised in another sept"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:14:28 PM)
*she stands listening quietly*
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:15:24 PM)
"The wyrm attacked my parent's sept...part of the nation still. My sept part of hengyaki elected not to aid them."
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:15:44 PM)
fs~ why would they not aid them
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:19:25 PM)
"they felt it was wrong too, felt that they could stand on their own, thought that is not the true reason... It was because they were a part of the nation. It was... it wasn't right.. so I fled to help"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:19:58 PM)
fs~ So now you are back with the nation then.....to help
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:20:35 PM)
"I left in the middle of the night, betraying the sept.. and went to help the nation." he nodded.
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:21:05 PM)
fs~ you did not betray them Sonam, they betrayed you
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:21:33 PM)
"the proper thing to ahve done would have been to reason with them.. brought them to realize what to do.:
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:22:18 PM)
fs~ there are those that can not be reasoned with
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:22:46 PM)
He shakes his head "but we each have our mistakes... it doesn't change that you are a good person Anika..."
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:23:43 PM)
fs~ you keep saying that your going to ruin my bad girl reputation
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:25:13 PM)
The pun is lost on her. "I am telling you what I see in front of me." he looked downafter hat though
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:26:24 PM)
fs~ dont look down *she made sure that he could see her hands*
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:27:58 PM)
He watched her hands, smiling. He then reached over and patted her hands. First time he touched her beyond stopping her from touching him or helping her up
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:31:07 PM)
*she looked at him and gave a soft smile*fs~ if your telling me what you see infront of you then atleast look at whats in front of you
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:32:45 PM)
He looks up at her, looking at her eyes.
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:33:24 PM)
fs~ that is a bit better. So is there anything else you would like to talk about
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:34:18 PM)
He looks to the side for a moment then to her and to her hands again. He was weighing a thought, "What did the story last nigh tell you?"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:34:58 PM)
fs~ the general and the zen master...that Fear is a way to control others if you can over come fear you can over come adversery
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:35:03 PM)
(adversity)
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:36:40 PM)
"too specific"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:37:01 PM)
*she blinks*fs~ too specific..
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:37:07 PM)
fs~ what do you mean too specific
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:37:39 PM)
"think of the story more general,"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:38:26 PM)
fs~ i'm confussed
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:38:49 PM)
"you only looked at fear," he tells her, "What else is there to look at?
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:39:50 PM)
fs~ any type of adversity
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:40:41 PM)
"What alllows the master to over come the adversity?"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:41:30 PM)
fs~ their disappline?
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:41:39 PM)
"What sort?"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:42:19 PM)
fs~ disapline of self?
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:44:47 PM)
'self-control?"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:48:42 PM)
fs~ perhaps
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:48:53 PM)
"how does this apply to you?"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:50:35 PM)
fs~ means i need to cool my jets some
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:51:03 PM)
He looks confused
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:51:13 PM)
fs~ control my temper
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:54:08 PM)
he nodded "anything else?" He watched her... he seemed more relaxed as the moved away from the earlier topics
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:55:14 PM)
fs~ to think about my actions before doing them
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 9:56:29 PM)
He watched her for a moment then llooked down.
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 9:57:04 PM)
fs~ what
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 10:00:18 PM)
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Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 10:02:38 PM)
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Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 10:02:43 PM)
((repost))
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 10:02:48 PM)
fs~ what
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 10:03:13 PM)
He keeps his head down. Looking embarrased again.
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 10:03:28 PM)
*she taps his shoulder*
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 10:04:51 PM)
Tensing he looks upat her.
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 10:05:14 PM)
fs~ i cant talk to you if you dont look at me Sonam
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 10:05:33 PM)
"sorry, I just.. I am not sure what to say."
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 10:06:25 PM)
fs~ say what is in your heart
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 10:07:22 PM)
"I am not sure what is in there right now. If I was I would say."
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 10:08:40 PM)
fs~would you like to go back and get something to drink or eat?
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 10:12:29 PM)
he watches her hands and then whispers 'I like spendign time with you?" yes lieka wuestion
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 10:16:05 PM)
fs~i like spending time with you as well
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 10:17:49 PM)
He smiles, broadly.
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 10:44:36 PM)
.
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 10:46:51 PM)
((your post))
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 10:47:16 PM)
fs~ So i'm hungry shall we go get grub?
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 10:52:50 PM)
He nods, "Can we avoid the sept?"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 11:12:26 PM)
fs~ If you want
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 11:20:54 PM)
He nodded "too many people"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 11:21:11 PM)
fs~ so where to then
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 11:21:52 PM)
"I..." he pauses and looks embarrased again. "I don't know"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 11:24:22 PM)
fs~ Do you have a place you like to eat?
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 11:24:50 PM)
"I usually eat at the sept"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 11:27:21 PM)
fs~ and you dont want to go there so where is there to go. You dont feel comfortable at the house...
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 11:28:34 PM)
"Where can we go?"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 11:28:47 PM)
fs~ we could go to a resturant
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 11:29:01 PM)
"I do not have money."
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 11:33:16 PM)
fs~ah.......neither do i
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 11:34:03 PM)
"I..." he furrows his brow pndering. He looks at the ground feeling embarrased again.
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 11:36:29 PM)
fs~ stop that
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 11:37:49 PM)
((assuming she put her hands in his line of sight like before)) He patteed her hands again, "I feel bad that I can't do something nice for you." He rested his hand over hers.
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 11:38:27 PM)
*she moved her hands so he could see them again* fs~ Hello you were negotiating getting me a blanket that is awesome...thats nice
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 11:39:44 PM)
"I like... being nice for you." He murmurs
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 11:40:45 PM)
fs~ i like you being nice for me. Though at times you like to cut out words when translating *she smirked*
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 11:42:10 PM)
He looks up "I try to make .... some times I don't understnad, sometimes, I want them to hear you as I hear you - as .... good caring person, you try to sound hard at times, to keep at arms length. But i talk to you here and... I feel close to you."
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 11:43:18 PM)
fs~ sometimes i have to be.....other times no to much. I am greatful that you try to help smooth out my rough edges
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 11:43:54 PM)
He smiles at he. "Not all garou are bad... see? I am a monster but I am friendly monster."
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 11:47:29 PM)
fs~ You are one of the only friendly monsters i know....
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 11:48:02 PM)
He smiles at her. Then looks down again, blushing, "thank you"
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 11:49:37 PM)
fs~ your welcome
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 11:50:31 PM)
He blushes, still without looking up
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 11:52:54 PM)
*she stomps her foot*
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 11:53:14 PM)
He looks at her feet.
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 11:55:12 PM)
*she moves her hand under his eyes* fs~ this is really hard to do without you looking at me
Sonam Rinzen (Aug 30, 2010 11:56:55 PM)
He looks at her hands and nods but is silent
Anika Sanders (Aug 30, 2010 11:57:10 PM)
fs~ Hey talk to me