Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:05:59 PM)
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Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:06:09 PM)
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Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:06:32 PM)
*she gently wiped the tears away lovingly liek a sister would* You hear me lil sister?
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:09:11 PM)
*nods*" i just...."*she gulbed*" i just... i want to not be alone with it..."
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:09:57 PM)
*she nodded and hugegd her in her huge furry arms, she looekd liek a white howler except for those freaky pink eyes and pink nose* You wont be alone.....
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:11:52 PM)
" yes i willl...... david hates mi so much he dinna even want our child.... it needs a family... not mi... not a mother who canna do anything right..."
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:13:29 PM)
Shhhh...he wanted the lil one...he is just hurt.....over many things sweetie.....i will be there for you thru this if...you would like me too...I may be shakey and blind as a bat nearly....forgive the pun great totem, but i will be here for you if you would klike
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:15:32 PM)
"i want him to stay..."
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:16:10 PM)
I know hun but...i don't know if he can....the past can be a hard thing to overcome....8she looekd to her, gently wipign her tears away*
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:18:38 PM)
" aye but i've been trying... just... i dinna hide or lie.... he know having this babe scares mi.... i just i want to be good... i flip out so much and i thought this past week was good... heck that the past two weeks were good that we were working things out... eough that we could... talk plans... "
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:19:05 PM)
" i'm crazy i'm the only woman who's scared to have a baby...."
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:19:57 PM)
8she nodded listening now* No...your not lovely...all women are scred to have one....i knwo plenty women who have been pregnant, all of them where scared at one point or another *she smiled curling arounfd her liek a living furry blankey8
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:21:16 PM)
" i'm scared all the time... i just started... not... being jumpy with mi pack... i thought ok i'm fixing things"
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:21:42 PM)
Why are you so jumpy? 8she licked her cheek gently*
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:22:23 PM)
" that i'll make more mistakes... "
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:22:47 PM)
*she couldnt help but chuckle softly* You want to hear alittle bit of a story sweetie?
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:23:20 PM)
*nods her head*" the gallard blood always wanting a story *
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:23:51 PM)
See this scar here...8she pointed to her chest a long scar crossed from her right shoulder down to her left hip, it looked like it nearly cut her in half* My first mistake....i got angry because a lord bad mouithed my mother....he nearly killed me that night....
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:25:04 PM)
" at least you knew ye mum... mine dinna care for mi at all... dinna have an issue dumping mi ass right after i was born at the orangpge"
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:25:46 PM)
this one *She pointed to where her arm had clearly regeneraited* because i refused to help a lord at another sept, he took my arm as punishment.....but that isnt the point my dear...you knwo what is? *she asked softly*
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:26:58 PM)
" nay"
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:28:05 PM)
Ive made so many mistakes....ive nearly been killed countles times...but ive servived and lived to remember them and to learn from them...you learn from it to not tdo it again.....but BUT you know....we all make mistakes even elders and grand elders they all make mistakes even tho they dont admit it
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:32:51 PM)
" i guess"
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:34:19 PM)
*she gently lifted her chin so she looekd her in her eyes8 Don't give up on this life nor this one S*he set a gentle large clawed hand over her tummy* people here love you, you are a sister and one of gaias own 8she smiledshiftign down to her glabro form kissing her cheek* besides i just got here....i would hate to lose such an awesoem friend
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:34:59 PM)
" ok....."
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:35:44 PM)
*she sighed looking at her* Didnt work did it? 8she asked softly pouting givign her the cutest sad pupopy eyes eevr*
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:36:20 PM)
" i shouldn't even be here i should be at home..."
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:37:04 PM)
Say....wanna go out and maybe get a milkshake? ice cream always cheers me up S*he smiled to her hoping to get her happy again*
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:39:06 PM)
" i need to go home....i'll ask... or ye can come with if ye like..."
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:39:52 PM)
*she looked to her, feeling like she had failed* Alright....well....umm *She shifted down to her human form finly* I will letcha go....dotn want to keep you
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:41:34 PM)
*somehow jenna's words hurt star more*
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:42:23 PM)
*she saw that and tilted her head, brushign a strand otu of Stars face* Did...you ....you wanted me to coem huh? *she smield alittle*
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:42:57 PM)
" i dinna invite people to the house who i dinna want there..."
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:43:00 PM)
(sorry for all the typos....im partialy blind myseldf)
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:43:19 PM)
((i don't mind....i'm spelling imparted))
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:43:43 PM)
*she smiled and nodded8 Alright sweetie....sorry i didnt mean to upset you...8she nuzzled her* (lol ) Alright well...you gotta get off my lap first 8she grinend*
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:44:50 PM)
*nods and stood, brushing her face*
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:45:45 PM)
Here *She smiled and would use a hoodie sleeve gently clearign her tears away* All better sweetie? Com on, lets get you home....you drive?
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:46:08 PM)
" i drive just not legally"
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:46:30 PM)
Well i wont tell anyone....i just sold my car....I cant see well enough to drive anymore...
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:47:49 PM)
" i be sorry... but aye i got a car.."
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:48:40 PM)
its ok *she smield and would gently hug her, pulling out a peice of paper and pen8 Also...if you need someone to call....thats my cell....*she smield and wouuld open the door* Shall we?
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:48:55 PM)
((room hop?))
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:49:12 PM)
(sure wanna go straight to the house or umm do the random sept hops?
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:49:27 PM)
((striaght home))
Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:49:37 PM)
(k leat the way
Star That sings of life (Oct 5, 2010 5:50:51 PM)
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Jenna R Jackson (Oct 5, 2010 5:50:56 PM)
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