Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 9:54:35 AM)
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Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 9:54:39 AM)
((ok. Now afk. back soonish. =) ))
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 9:55:08 AM)
((ok cool))
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 10:14:49 AM)
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Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 10:24:02 AM)
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Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 10:24:08 AM)
((back!!))
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 10:25:15 AM)
(still here?))
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 10:26:44 AM)
((sorry yes was changing a diaper))
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 10:26:52 AM)
((ewwww!))
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 10:28:30 AM)
*Stesp after her into the small cabin, and lets the door slam shut.* Uhhhuhh...*She watches herself and the amount of water she brings with her in her soaking wet clothes.*
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 10:29:58 AM)
*looks and giggles as the water pours from her clothing as she begins to explore the cabin as it rocks from the storm*
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 10:33:50 AM)
*pushes the hood back to her shoulders and flips her hair.* One hell of a storm! We have nothign alike, where I'm from. *She continues to wipe water off her face, and shakes the brim of her coat while she looks around in the swaying cabin.* The city will be flooding if it goes on like this.
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 10:35:32 AM)
*nods and grins* it will be fun. a flodding city that is. *Sighs and sits down looking at Tasha.*
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 10:37:55 AM)
Eh. If you like water, it will! *she smiles wide and makes her way to the window. Pressing her hands steady on both sides and leaning against them for balance she brings her nose close to the plex window* What about your graveyard, hmm? Don't think it would be washed a little too throughly?
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 10:40:31 AM)
*shakes her head* no that is why thay make them all stone and above ground now. *jsut watches Tasha*
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 10:44:11 AM)
Really? I thoguth it was just to make it more creepy. *She watches the water beat agaisnt the glass, and remains motionless for a logn while. Only her coat moves slowly around her, pulled by gravity while the boat moves underneath them. Then she finally turns, and slumps down to sit against the wall.* How you been, Sam?
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 10:45:56 AM)
*jsut staring at her* Dead. *she says in a very Sardonic voice* you?
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 10:48:49 AM)
*Shrugs a bit, and pushes a very wet lock of hair behind her ear.* Been good. Alive and living like a rockstar. Can't complain, I suppose. *She smiles, now casting her eyes to Samantha.* You still feel sad about this...*she waves a hand in wide circle, trying to get into the point of the subject* ...being dead issue?
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 10:50:46 AM)
*shakes her head no* No But it is strange feeling the life leave another as I slowly drain there essences like I did to a large Shake from Mc Donalds. The imaginare slurping sound of the cup empty as the victim flops in your arms gasping for life.
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 10:52:37 AM)
*She tilts her head to the side, watching her with her eyes full of thought. The dater drips slowly from the tip of her nose and chin and the thunder keeps rolling behind the window above her.* Yeah.. I can imagine. *She says finally with a hesitant sound to her voice.* Have you killed? Or just....slurped?
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 10:54:13 AM)
(stabs the lag))
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 10:55:57 AM)
*looks at her and nods witha smiles* Yes I killed some one last night. it was thrilling.
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 10:59:07 AM)
Hm. *She frowns, and turns quiet for a while.* I have to admit I would have some difficulty with it. But then again, I am not a vampire... *She muses, pursing her lip and suckling into it in thought* Does it like...change much? the way you think and the way you find life? I imagine it does, if you are dead yourself, but...I'm just curious. *She quirks a brow to her, and then taps the deck next to her against the wall, giving her an invitation to sit.* You think you can tell me about it?
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:02:12 AM)
*nods* it is strange. you are the angels of death. how you percieve things is different things that mattered before no longer matters.
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 11:05:17 AM)
*Nods slowly in return* It's pretty difficult for me to think that I'd just....end someone's life like that. I have never killed anyone, can you imagine? *she says it like it was a joke, and lifts her chin up to give her a smiling face* And to you it's no big deal, eh? Was it ever?
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:06:56 AM)
*shakes her head* no its a big deal. its a strange feeling honestly. Some deserve to die and others we should not kill.
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 11:08:40 AM)
Doesn't it worry you? It's quite the responsibility. *She asks, watching her with a very casual look in her eyes. She looks like she woudl feel cold and very uncomfortable, but somehow she seems very little bothered by her wetness.*
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:11:21 AM)
*pauses and thinks some then shrugs* No not really. I dont know I am still grasping the concept honestly.
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 11:17:19 AM)
*Nods again, and pulls a knee up to press one foot flat on the floor to better press herself against the corner between the wall and the floor while the cabin gives a bit of a rollercoaster ride.* Well, no rush. You have plenty of time. *She puts one hand over her knee, and watches the back of it and the vblue veins that are visible between her boney knuckles* I know I've been a bit of a meanie to you lately. I am still trying to grasp the concept myself. I have to say I am glad that I found you ..living, rather than _dead_ dead. But it's still a bit of a...."eh" ...you know? *She shrugs a bit*
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:18:02 AM)
*nods and sighs* I understand, it is still strange for the both of us.
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 11:19:13 AM)
Come on. *she pats the place nex to her again* Why don't you sit down. It feels odd to be looking upwards to you like this.
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:20:53 AM)
(9stabs lag))
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:21:56 AM)
*sighs and stands walks over to Tasha reaching out and places a ice cold finger to her throat and just feels her breathing and heart beat* there Is so much I am comming to terms with and yet dont miss. *looking at tasha*
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 11:25:34 AM)
No kidding. *she comments, trying to search for an eye contact* I'd be a bit freaked out to find myself lackign breath and pulse. Must be quite an eerie feeling. *Holds still, allowing her to touch and examine her as she pleases* But you know...from what I've seen I can almost say that most of your kind still think themselves alive and human. It is maybe nessessary to them. And I wouldn't blame you or anyone for a little pretendence, if that makes you feel alive. Did you say that was why you came here to the docks?
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:27:20 AM)
I was there to connect again not to claim false life. *sighsn and just feels her warmth and life. then suddenly removes her hand and sits next to her* I have found I can do things i never could before and explore like I have never been able to before. it is amazing. I walked the bottum of the river and well. yeah so much fun.
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 11:30:06 AM)
Hm. I don't think you should do that. *She frowns out of concern.* There are beasts there in the river that are bigger and tougher than you. *She leans her head back against the wall behind her and looks up to the low ceiling where shadows and light take turns as the storm continues to rage outside.* Do you like....feel cold? I know your body is that way but do you FEEL it? Do you know when it's cold, I mean...
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:31:39 AM)
*Sighs8 its cold but not reactive shiver cold ..I have no reason or need to care. old instincts are gone. desires have changed.
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 11:34:34 AM)
*Places a hand on her shoulder and gives it a tender squeeze, for a reason she doesn't know herself.* As long as you still feel it, Sam. It's be terrible to not feel at all. To me it's like... as long as you feel SOMETHING, emotion included, you are as much alive as you could be.
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:35:34 AM)
*giggles* I am sentient I am aware there for I live. just not in the scientific sense jsut the spiritual metaphysical sense
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 11:37:26 AM)
It's pretty nifty if you ask me. *another smile spreads on her face* I mean...all this time in human history, and this far we have come in terms of sciense, but still we haven't figured out vampires. That's irony. *Then she turns her head to look at her, to study her cute side profile.* Umh...do you know any scientific stuff about yourself? Or is it all gibberish and folk lore?
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:38:53 AM)
*smirks and looks at her* gibberish and folk lore. lots of scary stories ofthings that go thump in the night
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 11:41:36 AM)
Heh. Funny that... I wonder what it's all about. And how these powers work...like you changing your face. *She watches her, studying the mask that she knows her to be wearing* ..correct me if I am wrong but...is it like it affects wveryone aroudn you, rather than yourself? I mean...your flesh doesn't really change to look like that when you want, does it?
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:43:43 AM)
why does it matter
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:43:44 AM)
?
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 11:47:21 AM)
It's fachinating, that's why. *She shrugs a bit, and searches for her pack of cigarettes. She finds it, and holds it's soaked, miserable form in front of her face for a while, and her face looks just as sad as the pack does.* Ofcourse I am curious about how you do it. I was hoping to do the same when I had that bruice on my face.
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:48:24 AM)
((stabs lag damit))
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:49:10 AM)
*sighs* its not easy and I do not think you can do it until the monster you work for makes you one as he
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 11:51:41 AM)
*shrugs again, and puts the pack of wet cigs back into her pocket* Yeah, prolly not. And I guess I wont REALLY need it either before I am like him. And I don't expect that to happen anytime soon.
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 11:52:38 AM)
I prolly should ask him if I can learn such powers. Would be somethign to look forward to, in the meanwhile.
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:52:42 AM)
*sighs and looks at her* honestly enjoy life and living while you can because ebfore you know it you iwll find it all gone
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 11:57:11 AM)
*She looks at her thoughtfully, and cups her hand at the back of her head between it and the wall.* Yeah.. I guess. But there must be some joys left for you, the way you are now. What do you say?
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 11:58:46 AM)
*looks at her hand and opens it touching a finger for each Item she lists* I cant drink, I cant eat, Sex has no meaning, there is no reason for basic neccesitys of human existance, *looks at her* so hmm Sure *grins*
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 12:00:58 PM)
You know....that's what my monster says too. About sex. And still I have slept with atleast two guys who I am positive of being vampires. So they must get SOMETHING from it, eh? *she grins a little* Damn good lovers too. They really want to please.
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 12:03:59 PM)
*rolls her eyes8 they either fed from you or they are just perverts. fucking perverts
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 12:06:35 PM)
Hey hey, do I sound like I'm complaining? *the grin only widens, but then she shakes her head* I get what you mean, though. Dangerous game, when you have to expect them to be after somethign else than the obvious. It just makes it more thrilling, really....maybe I am the biggest pervert of them all.
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 12:08:14 PM)
*shakes her head and sighs* you dont understand
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 12:09:48 PM)
*sighs aswell and hangs her head* Yeah.. I really don't. Sorry. *She rubs the back of her head, pushing her fingers through the slick wet hair* I really wish I did. Makes me feel....so annoyed. We used to connect, you know? Now I just don't have a clue.
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 12:13:10 PM)
*looks at her and watches* this is just a game to you. To us its a way of life. we use people, we tear at there existance to better ourselves. Sex is but another tool to master you. you are still lost in the moment of the party. *looks around you* life is no longer a party.
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 12:16:15 PM)
Well, you know what? I don't mind having a party with my life. *she shrugs casually, still hanging her head* I am pretty glad the way I am at the moment, and even gladder the more I listen to you, miss Morbid 2011.*even though her face is held down, her voice reveals the smirk she carries on it.* I just wish I understood you a bit better, that's all. But I guess I can't do that yet. So...a party it is.
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 12:18:39 PM)
((DAM LAG))
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 12:28:34 PM)
*her mask drops as he releases a animalistic growl, her hand snaps out and she wraps her rotting hands into Tasha hair, yanking painfuly she whips her down gramming her other hand and shoving it into her rotting flesh, as she pulls her close her fangs tickling her neck base, as maggots excitedly fall from her and onto Tasha squerming. He rotting corpse of a face close to her her eyes full of discust as he words are a soft hiss into her ear as she licks her neck holding her close* ~ is this waht you what. is this the existance you long for, Is this the party you are running to?
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 12:30:22 PM)
*shoves her face and nose into her rotting flesh* Breath in my essence,become one with what you will be some day. *then pulls her face back lettting her breath as she glares at her and the now rot covered face* Do you really want to play russian rulette with death hunny? Are you ready for Father death to come nocking at your door?
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 12:32:00 PM)
Fuck! *she bitch slaps her away* Get off my face! *She says, not sounding as terrified as she may have aimed for, but concerned nevertheless* What's the matter wth you, girl? That was like SO out of context and unnsessessary! I am just trying to talk to you and you put up some freakshow! Geez!
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 12:34:12 PM)
*lets her go and steps back and sits staring at her* you are playing games that will get you killed. the freek show is waht you are dancing with. Was it really out of context? Honestly, how much do you crave to become a immortal a vampire? always asking what it is like to be one of us. *looks at her concerned* you honestly have my worrigin about you. you hang with some shady mother fuckers
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 12:41:15 PM)
((stabs lag))
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 12:42:07 PM)
Yeah, and I worry for myself. I wont deny it. That's why I'm trying to LEARN! As much as I can, before my time comes. *She stares back at her seriously.* I don't ask these questions for sport, oyu know? Well...alot of things I do just for sports, but from you...I really WOULD like to understand you better. You jsut give me some fuckign riddles and drama talk. Why can't you talk like a real person sometime, eh?
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 12:44:45 PM)
because we are not aloud to shit ...Miss riddle master herself with the velvet and pretty things. If I was your Monster master it would be different I would take care of you and teach you but you are not mine. I am the friend who has to watch her friend get hurt and beat up by p-erverted asses
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 12:50:30 PM)
((dam Lag))
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 12:53:09 PM)
*Looks at her and tilts her head. Water drips. Then she finally smiles again, her grin somehow resembling much of her own, exept for the rotten flesh around it.* Thanks, Samantha. I guess we are in the same situation. It is tricky, isn't it? When you want to care for something or someone but...you'r not supposed to. *she takes a deep breath and looks up to the ceiling* I'll tell you something. But you musn't, on any circumstances, let anyone know that you heard it from me, alright? I risk my own skin for helping you....by giving information. Do you think you can keep it a secret?
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 12:54:06 PM)
*nods* I am a secret *grins*
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 12:56:06 PM)
((god dammed lag))
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 12:57:28 PM)
Yeah, well...I am a fool to trust you. *she sighs* I'm gonna, anyway. It may also be somethign you already know but....The mafioso-looking guy, Michael with red glasses, and the little ballerina whose home burned just a week ago...*she hesitates for a while* ...came together to talk about...your kind. Trade information. I am afraid their purpose is to find a way to get rid of you...or your momma. Likely both. *She shrugs* I just want you to be careful, Sam. Stay away from the pretty...
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 12:59:52 PM)
miachael with red glasses? who is that? I know the torries were after her but who is this other person
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 1:04:05 PM)
*shakes her head and looks down to the floor* Some Michael. I got his number, but I don't know much about him. He does shady business with pretty much everyone. *She takes a deep breath, and closes her eyes, as if her life was about to escape her. She looked like she was under pressure. Clearly it was something big for her to open her mouth about this.*
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 1:05:52 PM)
*nods and sits back* I will watch out for him thank you. see what I mean everythign is crazy
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 1:06:39 PM)
Yeah...*she sighs again, and her demeanor appears gloomy, defeated. Very much unlike her usual triumphant self*
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 1:09:32 PM)
I am sorry i cant do more for you . I would take care of you if I could but yeah. those you are fucking are dangerious. you are but a tool some one is using against the others
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 1:13:11 PM)
Heh. Don't think that I don't know that. But I use them to my own pleasure. It is my own game...to play ignorant, and see how far they will go to keep up appearances. I would never help them, or go out of my way for their benefits. I hang around and look around, that's what I do. *she sighs* But you, Sam...well...you just saw where I am ready to go to help you. You'r like my little sister. I don't get it. *shakes her head.*
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 1:14:17 PM)
*sighs* I appreciate it honestly. Just I cant help you besides worry for you. those are some sick fucks you are around that are exploiting you
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 1:17:23 PM)
Don't worry about it, Sam. I can manage. *she looks up and gives her a small smile again, but it doesn't quite reach her eyes* I wont be able to help you either. Beleive me, I would if I could. And I wont expect you to do anythign for me either. If you don't tell anyone that we have spoken, I'm satisfied.
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 1:17:52 PM)
I wont tell any one. you are the only one I talk to
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 1:20:55 PM)
*she takes a deep breath and closes her eyes*
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 1:21:09 PM)
whats wrong?
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 1:23:17 PM)
Ah. Nothing. It's just....well, I know my own stupidity. *She stands up and pushes herself off the wall, then leans bakc agian when the boat sways and brings her there* It's just....woooah! *she balances herself* ...well, I think you deserve a chanse. To grow and florish, without being stomped down right after sprouting. Just be careful, okay, Sam?
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 1:24:38 PM)
*looks at her strangely as she says those words and watches her for a moment* I will be careful , but you should also. you have yet to have a chance to sprout.
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 1:30:08 PM)
That's true. *She smils a bit, and tries to stay on her feet while puttign her hands into her pockets. However, the boat sways too much for her to manage a good standing position without having her arms free.* I will be careful. It just gets so dull....I am sure oyu know what I mean. Still, it may be the only way to go. *she sighs heavily* I wish we could talk more. But I also know it is not possible. I hate being...on the outside. It gets lonely.
Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 1:31:37 PM)
*nods* I understand that. *she stands and opens the door* ((you should of been a ravnos ghoul...lol))
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 1:32:36 PM)
((I coulda been any kinda ghoul ;) ))
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 1:33:16 PM)
Thanks. *She says to her, and steps out. She doesn't wait but hurries off the deck and to the solid ground, where she continues towards the city*
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 1:33:22 PM)
((need break))
Tasha Ribakov (Sep 4, 2011 1:33:26 PM)
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Ghede Samantha (Sep 4, 2011 1:33:36 PM)
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