Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 4:54:30 AM)
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Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 4:55:29 AM)
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Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 4:56:31 AM)
*gets in after she's inside, and closes the door before exhaling* God damn but that was a lot of people. *shaking his head ruefully* So what is it I was right about?

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 4:58:07 AM)
::she puts on her seatbelt, and she nods:: Thank you... by the way. I was trying to be good, make sure there was someone there with myself and Mario... just.... just in case. He um.... doesn't wait around.. or... believe in subtle approachs. ::shaking her head, she smirks:: I was just musing that you might be right about monogamy sometimes...

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:01:42 AM)
*chuckles* I don't even know what I said. But I guess, I'm sorry I'm right? *ruefull still* Look.. I really don't think you need to go to Mark's tonight. You'd be better off telling Mark you're at the packhouse, turning your phone off, and getting some solid sleep before you try to sort this out.

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:04:06 AM)
It was... a challenge... getting him to agree to not spaz out about me going. I promised I'd show up after... I don't want to break it and have him worry. ::she smiles:: Don't be sorry... it's just... readjusting to things. To be honest, so far... Mario's stuck his foot in his mouth as often as Mark did... I'm not all... swept off my feet or something stupid like that.

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:05:47 AM)
Even if you wish you were. *chuckles quietly*

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:07:11 AM)
::she laughs softly:: It'd be easier, if I were prone to girlish fancy... sometimes. It was just... odd ... for me to turn down the request. ::smirking a bit::

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:09:37 AM)
Kaia.. would you be happy, married to Mark, forever after..as it were? *black gaze watching her curiously* Because quite frankly, you seem like you're still waiting for "something" to show up, or develop. And..ah, Mark's well and truly off the deep end over you.

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:10:30 AM)
And while I wasn't surprised you took Mario up on his offer to get out tonight, it made me think you weren't ready to give up the search for whatever your Something..is.

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:13:52 AM)
::she paused, giving it genuine thought for a moment:: I..... well. I know Mark is a good guy. And I know that he is doing everything he can think of to... woo... me. I'm... sort of woo'd. I'm... I'm just.. not ready for mating.. or marriage. ::she nods:: I know Mark is in love with me... ::she flushed in the darkness, smirking:: Actually... I turned Mario down. Twice for tonight. Anne said she wanted to go, but didn't have clothing. So I said she could borrow mine... then she said it was her first time going clubbing. And... I couldn't let her go out with Mario... alone... on her first night. You just.. don't do that. So... I went. I don't know? ... is the best answer I can give. I know that I have feelings for Mark, emotions. I'm not a dead fish... but mine aren't as strong as his. He knows that.

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:19:28 AM)
*nods* A whole lot of "I know -Mark's- in love" and "I don't know". *exhales slowly, looking out the windshield* I don't think that Mark can wait much longer, and I think..you know that too. Shit girl, you sure can pick em. *pulling his keys from his pocket and starting the car as his other hand unbuttons the fancy shirt*

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:21:34 AM)
::sighing softly:: I get the impression he's willing to wait as long as it takes... ::she pauses:: He's been learning Icelandic... ::said quietly::

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:22:34 AM)
Oh? He get tired of missing what you mutter? *putting the truck in gear and pulling into the street*

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:23:26 AM)
I.... don't know. He didn't say why he's learning it. ::she paused:: Why would you... were you in his shoes?

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:25:36 AM)
I'm not Mark. *chuckles* I don't know, to show you I wanted to know that part of you or your life.. shit. I'm not the romantic type really.

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:26:13 AM)
::she smiles:: I've.. gathered that about you. ::sneaking a glance to him, the smile more of a smirk::

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:29:14 AM)
Yeah well.. *watching the road..since he's Driving* Way I see it, it relies on too much mind-reading. Trying to do what someone else -hopes- you're going to do. Or to say what -they- want to hear. Sounds too damned close to lying or guessing.. I'm sort of a stickler for the plain truth of a thing.

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:31:59 AM)
::she nods and relaxes back in the truck bench, as she thinks:: It's... nice to do dinner... or flowers or something... but I try not to have hopes with the guys I date. They... usually fall flat in my experience...

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:32:52 AM)
*laughs* That's the spirit..Aim low! *pumping a fist in the air for emphasis on the joke*

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:35:16 AM)
::she smiles:: It's not to say I don't have desires, or -want- the... end result. But.. I suppose a better word would be... expectations. I have a level that I won't sink under... but...

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:35:51 AM)
But you really don't expect much more than your minimum? Wow.. that's amost depressing.

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:37:21 AM)
I'm happily surprised....

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:37:31 AM)
::she laughs:: My bar isn't set low.

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:37:45 AM)
It's not like I don't already have high minimums....

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:38:09 AM)
I'm not sure I'm explaining this correctly....

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:38:37 AM)
*snorts* It's the middle of the bleeding night. I'm not sure it's Possible to explain much at this hour.

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:40:21 AM)
::she grins:: Thanks for the ride... for once, I didn't technically need it.

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:42:26 AM)
(I should nini soonish, I have to get up at 7 to txt my boss)

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:44:55 AM)
That's not true..not a matter of For once. Look, you've..well, Grown up a lot since you've been here. And not just your knowledge about the Trues etcetera. Though sure..that's part of it. *he exhales shortly, looking for the words he wants* You've changed a lot, and it's not always something you'd Want to do.. *shaking his head* Shit. I don't know. You've got a lot up in the air. I understand some of why you wouldn't want to sign up for another Life-changing event if you don't have to.

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:46:42 AM)
But I know where Mark's coming from too. Modi don't generally have a great life-expectancy. And he's devoted a significant chunk of that life, to you..Knowing that whatever time you two have will be a much smaller part of your life, comparatively.

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:47:52 AM)
Shit.. look at our sept "Elders". Not a damn one of em other than Hilma..who's even hit 40. *a brief sober glance her way* Ever notice that most of the Trues are teenagers..or early twenty somethings?

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:48:17 AM)
::she nods to him:: Committing to mating... also conflicts with other promises.. commitments I've made to others. ::she lets out a soft breath:: It wont' go back to the way it was, ever. ::she pauses, nodding:: That's... part of it. A small part.. but... it's... daunting, to think that I mate with someone... with a really high likelihood of them .. dying.

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:49:29 AM)
It sca-..... concerns me... that I get so close to you guys, my friends or lovers, or teachers... whomever. And it's so ... so fucking easy to blink and you guys be gone. Hototo... he was killed -right- in front of me. Poof!

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:50:04 AM)
It was -seconds-.

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:50:05 AM)
Yeah, and believe me, I'm not pushing you to mate him. But..keep it in mind. His proverbial clock is ticking about three times faster than yours. Might help you see where his frustration comes from..when no normal Human would blow up over the small stuff.

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:50:46 AM)
*nods* Yeah.. hard as it is to kill us, we've gotten really good at it. *wry* Yippee.

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:52:44 AM)
I.... I don't know what else he wants. I know... I -know- I'm not ready to be mated. -He- knows this. When he said he loved me, I was honest, and said "I'm not there". He said he got it... wasn't pushing. He hasn't said it since. I stay half the time at his house... but... I'm just.. I'm not -there-.

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:53:20 AM)
I don't know if it's him... or me. ::she shrugs::

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:53:35 AM)
And... I was tempted... -damn- tempted tonight.

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:55:24 AM)
*nods a bit* Maybe it's a good thing Mario's going to push Mark's buttons. Might make him face a few truths I think he's been avoiding. A little heat and pressure tends to get wrinkles out faster than thinking about them.

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:56:37 AM)
::she raises a brow:: Which truths?

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 5:58:15 AM)
*shrugs* That you're still looking around. That you're not on his schedule. That he may not be able to hold out indefinately..the way he thinks he can. Things he'd rather not examine closely.

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 5:59:56 AM)
::she laugh softly:: I wouldn't say... looking. Mario kind of landed in my lap... and let's be honest. I'm not so sure that "dark and retardedly mysterious" is the solution.

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 6:01:37 AM)
*snorts at the "retardedly mysterious"* Hah yeah.. he's claiming that's a part of his Ragabash nature. I'm claiming it's part of an elaborate and poorly concieved Act.

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 6:02:45 AM)
We accused him of being a mobster tonight. ::she smirks:: After he was questioned about "his job".... again. He said even if he was part, he wouldn't tell us... and same thing if he wasn't. So... Man of Mystery... no thanks. I like honesty. Much easier to deal with.

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 6:05:19 AM)
Wait till he privately reveals to you that he kills for a living, then laugh and point out that every Trueborn on the face of the planet does the same. *chuckling and shaking his head..ignoring the "honesty" comment..because it sounds too much like what he said*

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 6:05:58 AM)
((And..cuz you need sleep!)) *parks at Mark's apartment building*

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 6:06:22 AM)
(house, actually)

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 6:06:30 AM)
*house!*

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 6:09:22 AM)
::she smirks, shaking her head:: I wouldn't be surprised he's a mobster.. If he's looking for mating... that doesn't help me either. Hard for a person with a -green card- to date someone that does illegal activities all the time... well... worse than the average garou, I suppose. ::she smiles, her tone friendly, normal, leans over, very brief peck on the cheek and she's sliding out of the truck fast:: Hmm... maybe someone who has more of your qualities.. ::tilting her head, before she shuts the truck door with a BANG!. Sashaying up the front walk in her boots, she's opening the door and inside without even getting out a key.. or fumbling for one. ::

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 6:10:31 AM)
::nothing more in her tone to read than just usual Kaia::

Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 6:11:20 AM)
*brows high for a moment at the comment about his qualities, before fading to an amused expression and a headshake, dropping the truck into drive to pull back out and move off*

Kaia Skaare (Feb 25, 2011 6:13:36 AM)
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Lukas Vangelis (Feb 25, 2011 6:41:06 AM)
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