Alex Steele (Mar 13, 2011 11:57:25 PM)
*alex feels and mirrors her atraction, amusement and allure. Whe he feels her atraction to him, he blushes a bit and has another "Awww Shucks" moment. He likes the way it feels when she looks at him. He is scarred in so many places, but they dont' detract from his form, it's more like it shows he has been used for his intended purpose rather than abused. As she explores his bare neck and shoulders she can feel teh electric thrill run through him. While he may want so much more than this right now, he is comfortable here and would be unwilling to jeopardize this. He worsk his mouth up from her collar bone back to her ear where he whispers warmly* Aislinn, I... I think I like you. I think I like you a lot.

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 12:02:46 AM)
::a soft melty sort of feeling at the puppy Alex having his 'aw shucks', they touched her each time, striking a chord in her. The hand on his back that had been exploring, slides over the skin she found, trailing up and over his back, sometimes tracing designs on his skin, others just smoothing over his flesh. As they trailed down to his lower back again, she lightly stroked along the side of his abdomen, up the sides of his ribs, following an invisable line. She wasn't pushing, pleased where they were now, before she heard him speak. A pause, both mentally and physically, as she heard him, registering what he said, and he could feel a soft blush rising on her skin. It took a moment, to realize she should vocalize it, versus letting it echo in his mind instead:: I like you as well, Alex.. ::her tone was soft, slightly husky as she spoke, lips brushing against his bare flesh as she stated it::

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 12:09:08 AM)
*everywhere she touches, he feels that electric shock, and he takes a deep almost sacred joy in every time her fingers brush over his scars. He doesn't have to hide them, and he knows when the time is right, when he is whole on the inside she can make him whole on the outside if he wants to be. When she speaks those words, he trembles and freezes for a oment, reaching out with all of his mystical senses to confirm that this is real and not some fantasy. Deep in his mind, somewhere Alex wasn't aware of what he was doing, he had made his choice. Out of everyone who had flung themselves at him, it seemed that this... this slow acceptance resonated with every fiber of his being and his choice was made. He cradles her a bit more in his arms, holding her closely as he ,ove his mouth over her flesh back to try and catch her lips*

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 12:14:36 AM)
::she's holding back, letting him feel her touch, versus her touch + magic... wanting him to know the real, versus her reality. Her fingers seem able to find them without ever having seen his naked skin before, trailing over him softly. And with a soft breath, Ais let him seek and reach out. Let him probe and confirm that she did indeed like him... and she allowed him to explore those emotions without hindrance, letting him confirm to his satisfaction. Her head lifted, anticipating his desire to kiss, and she did, pressing against him, her lips slightly more firm than before, a bit more ... passion.. than before::

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 12:18:17 AM)
*he lets the kiss build slowly, starting with the gentle caress of his lips on hers and moving to let his tongue taste her, savoring her. In that moment she feels as if he has let go a great burden he lets the kiss deepen slowly, feeling the fires of passion leap in his heart but he tempers them, not pushing to far but slolwy exploring the boundaries of what is an acceptable kiss. He hands slide down to her wasit gently urging her to finanly completly rest his body against his, and he is unashamed and unabashed of his reaction to all this, knowing she will understand and not judge, letting her feel that all he wants is this, the most soulful kiss he has ever experienced*

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 12:24:51 AM)
::a faint smile as she presses her lips to his, just satisfied to taste him for now, breathing in his scent to get a better sense of him. The hand behind his neck slid upwards, slowly, fingers curling into the hair at the base of his neck lightly, fingers exploring lightly, as she allowed the kiss to continue. She was content to let him explore and deepen it as he pleased, able to mirror it with ease. She was also holding back, her natural reaction to seek more, wanting more, and with minor concentration she held back her natural desires and focused more on what they were doing. She leaned in against him fully, pressing lightly, as she leans in, and just -barely- grazes her teeth against his lower lip, just to let him see, and feel. She breathed out, and he could feel her heart beat had quickened, her breathing coming in short, soft breaths::

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 12:29:12 AM)
*He is open to her, mentally, emoitionally, and spiritually. he lets her run his fingers through his short hair and he moans at that touch. Time seems to stop for him as she catches his lip with her teeth and he sighs happily. It's almost like she is holding a puddle of Alex. He finnaly has to break the kiss to draw a full lungfull of air, and he swallows hard, still holding her lightly against his body, his eyes flutter open and he looks into hers, only able to whisper* ... wow.

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 12:35:56 AM)
::she smiles softly, pleased that her natural touch affected him so, and she let go of his lip lightly, having just barely suckled it as she let it slip. She looked up at him, eyes half-lidded, as she breathed out, realizing she was breathless and had been for a few moments. She smiles a bit more, watching him, blushing a bit more before she spoke softly, her voice a bit more husky:: I have to agree...

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 12:38:21 AM)
*he takes both her hands and settles them on his scared chest, holding them over his heart, letting her feel his thundering pulse in his chest through her figners* I think that if we go any farther tonight I won't be able to control myself, but... *he closes his eyes for a moment as somany emotions all good and all directed at her wash over him* I know what I want now, and not just in general terms.

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 12:43:49 AM)
::she watched him, wanting to let him get this out on her own, without her influence, and she just waited, fingers resting against his heart, mentally counting out the beats as she did, feeling the fierce thumping, inwardly pleased that she was the cause. She nodded to him, it was okay with her that he wanted to stop, and she paused, letting him get out what he wanted to say::

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 12:47:29 AM)
When I was a child, My family was very religious, and while there are alot of parts of christianity I dont' agree with, there are some very specific things the Bible has to say about what love is that make a lot of sense. It's patient and kind. It doesn't boast or brag. It doesn't act unbecomingly and it is unprovoked. Fr some reason a lot of people have... thrown themselves at me in one way or another. And you never did. If anything is to grow, to blossom into a pure love, it is the seeds we planted here tonight. I want to go slowly, but I want to go slowly with you.

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 12:54:58 AM)
::she paused as he mentioned religion, knowing that conversation would likely be had at some point, but she accepted his views... though.. there was a pause when the L-word was mentioned. It had been a long time since she'd had someone she said that to romantically, and she had a bit of faint nervousness threading through her, excited nervousness. It took her a moment, but she spoke quietly, watching him as she did:: I.... I think slowly would be good... together.

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 12:57:57 AM)
*And fireworks! Like the bigest fourth of july ever in his brain when she says that., such reliefe, such hope. He takes her into his arsm, holding her, and she can feel the happy tears running down his face against her perfect petal like skin* Thank you. Nice and slow, untill I'm ready to loose the training wheels. *he nuzzles into her, and takes a deep breath, and she can feel eminating from him such a strong bond of loyalty*

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 1:02:26 AM)
::a soft laugh, and he can feel a tenseness leave her body as emotions came to the forefront, holding him, arms wrapped around him as she smiles softly:: No need to thank me... and we'll go at your pace...mine too. ::she grins:: You're balancing on your own... wheels are just there to catch you.. ::she said softly, arching her neck and allowing him to take her scent. Taken aback by the power of that bond, she melted just a little more against him, peeking a bit further over those walls as she did, opening up another few chinks in the armor::

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 1:07:16 AM)
*he takes her scent, breathing it deeply, wanting to cover himself with her. to cloak himself in her scent like a warm blanket. He is at peace in this moment, surrounded by good wild earth, trees and water, and the arms of someone who understands. He can feel her peering more over the walls as he peers over his own, offering a slight wave*

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 1:12:33 AM)
::her scent imprinted on him, he knew he'd recognize it anywhere now. Her own natural scent blended with the little flower at her ear, and each breath he took was infused with it, and her hands slid around him carefully, holding him a bit tighter than before, careful not to smother or keep him there. Green eyes peeking over the wall, before he saw a bit more, a soft smile, and a wriggle of fingers as she watched him. He could feel her breathe out against him, as though settling on someting::

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 1:14:44 AM)
*He smiles at how she holds him and the wave over thier respective walls.* I have to say, this makes up for our little moment of bliss being interrupted earlier, don't you think? *he grins a little goofily*

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 1:16:19 AM)
::she grins a bit, blushing:: It was.. a... bit less obvious then. I was... distracted from enjoying the moment wholly... other people kept interrupting. ::said teasily, and she nods:: At least... we know our options?

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 1:19:01 AM)
Yeah, sorry, I just kind of spaced out and lost myself inside what you were doing. *he grins* We do know our options, and I am sure we will be able to add to the list as time goes on.

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 1:22:14 AM)
::she blushed softly as she looked to him and she smiles softly, a flash of dark in that smile, though it wasn't aimed at him, but... -with- him, giving the idea that there was likely a lot that could be added to the list, some she was sure he'd enjoy... and happy to wait, for him to be there. A flash of a thought came and went faster than he realized, and it was just a brief flash of him and her, spooning, both dressed, both appeared asleep, an innocent enough repose, and she instantly shoved it down, not wanting to scare him... biting her lip as she shoved the thought away rapidly::

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 1:25:44 AM)
*he gnelty catches the image as she caught the one he tried to hide, and and studies it thoughtfully. He is unafraid of this, and actually very relieved at the level of trust this shows. he savors the image and looks a bit bashfuly to her* If... if this is something you want, I can give it to you, I think... I think that would be nice, but I would ask you to do me one favor first. *and he seems really embarassed about what he would ask for*

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 1:28:40 AM)
::she was blushing, a bit embarrassed as she revealed a simple desire. She watched him, and she waited, looking to him as she did, eyes going over his face, mind scanning his lightly, though again, letting him reveal what he wished, rather than pluck it from him. An encouaging nudge from him to make his request.. reassuring him it's okay::

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 1:30:08 AM)
(snerks, Justin's txting her)

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 1:31:25 AM)
I... *he bites his lip* I think that I would enjoy laying with you like that, but I would be afriad of... how my body would react. And if I did it to myself, I could turn it off. Could you... *he looks down* COuld you make sure I don't ... get an errection? *he seems really ashamed to ask her this, but he would be more ashamed of his body's reaction and what could happen if he were capable.*

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 1:31:38 AM)
(( if you want to say she has better reception than Alex, go for it.

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 1:31:48 AM)
(nope, told him she didn't respond until later)

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 1:35:31 AM)
::she raises a brow a bit surprised at his request... but not embarrassed or taken aback. She seemed curious that he was so fearful of a natural reaction.... particularly in the morning. She spoke softly, stroking her fingers along his jaw:: I can... if the idea makes you uncomfortable. It won't... bother me... ::a natural reaction was sure not to as far as she was concerned:: But I dont' want you upset... or anything. It's up to you... but I will do it for you, yes.

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 1:37:49 AM)
I just... *he bites his lip* Are you sure that wouldn't bother you? I just.. *he looks down* I don't wnat to give you the wrong impression. That my intentions are unpure. I don't wnat to go outside of our comfort zone.

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 1:42:16 AM)
::she shakes her head:: It's... a pretty natural reaction. It wont' bother me, really. ::gently, fingers sliding along his jaw, lightly lifting him to look at her:: Alex... it's okay. I won't think less of you because your body reacts to something natural. To be honest... I know that your intentions are in the right place... and that eventually, you'll be ready for that. If it gets... uncomfortable.. we just reset in the last spot. Alex... it's okay. ::said softly, meaning it::

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 1:45:21 AM)
*he lets her lift his chin and he looks deeply in her eyes* Then... forget I asked. *he lays his hand on hers* It means so much to me that you are willing to trust me, and to take this slow path. *He nuzzles her hand, enjoying her smell* I dont' want to endanger what we have here, at all.

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 1:48:41 AM)
::she smiles softly:: Let me know if you change your mind... I want you to feel good about this too. ::said quietly, her voice still slightly husky, a bit closer to normal.:: I... I need to go a little slower as well... so I can get up to speed myself. ::her thumb brushed across his lips tenderly, and she smiled:: Don't.. live in fear of that. We just... do what's right.. talk about anything that comes up...and... not live in fear of taking a chance on something.

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 1:51:04 AM)
I will. *he kisses her figners as they cross his lips* And I want you to know that I will let you know as soon as anything comes up. *he offers her a smile* We ahve all the time in the world. This isn't a race, but a journey.

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 1:54:07 AM)
::she smiles softly, before she leaned in, brushing her lips against his, as she slid her hands down to his, softly entwining their fingers of both hands:: I will do the same... ::shaking her head a bit:: We'll get there. ::tilting her head, as she notes the moon is already out, the bayou dark around them, she smiles softly:: Should we journey back?

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 1:57:39 AM)
We should. *he smiles to her, surprised to se how dark it has gotten, after all it was afternoon a minute ago. He gives her hands a squeeze and he keeps at least one of her hands in his as he collects his daggers and his shirt.* So... Back to yourplace then?

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 1:59:16 AM)
::she nods to him and smiles a bit, a bit of a... grin, in fact. Bordering on silly even. Following him, he can feel the faint tingle surrounding her, her disguise going back up and she nods:: If you like... yes..

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 1:59:45 AM)
I would like that, very very much. (( and on that note, I have to go to work tomorrow ))

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 2:00:03 AM)
(me too, lol)

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 2:00:07 AM)
(( so, assume go back to her place, snuggles and sleep? ))

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 2:00:21 AM)
(she'll be dressed in a cami and pj pants. :nods:: I figured a little more making out, snuggles and passing out)

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 2:00:46 AM)
(( he will be in a clean pare of gymshorts, more making out, snuggles and passingout works ))

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 2:01:15 AM)
(( would she drop the rote when they are alone? ))

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 2:02:12 AM)
(kk, she'd want to touch his torso a bit more, just to explore, nothing weird. And if he asks... yes. she'll drop it if he prefers it. She's gonna have to introduce him to Audrey soon enough)

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 2:02:41 AM)
(( he would ask, and she well let her touch his torso. anywhere above the belt is pretty safe at this point ))

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 2:03:03 AM)
(( but that introduction we will ahve to save for another time. ))

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 2:03:13 AM)
(( thanks for the great roleplaying. ))

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 2:03:20 AM)
(kk she'd be respectful of boundaries... and yes. that introduction will be.. interesting. and yeah, she'd drop the guise for him)

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 2:03:27 AM)
(you too :o) enjoyed it)

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 2:03:32 AM)
(( nini ))

Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 2:03:46 AM)
(nini hun, sleep well. nini Jess)

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 2:03:54 AM)
I wll pass tha ton.

Alex Steele (Mar 14, 2011 2:04:00 AM)
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Aislinn Connelly (Mar 14, 2011 2:13:39 AM)
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