Kurt Braun (Sep 19, 2010 11:12:12 PM)
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Anna Sandstrom (Sep 19, 2010 11:13:08 PM)
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Kurt Braun (Sep 19, 2010 11:14:02 PM)
Kurt was finishing up some work and in teh process of closing the forge, he was dressed very minimaly as the forge was really hot. the door was left open.

Anna Sandstrom (Sep 19, 2010 11:15:18 PM)
* she steps into the area and glances around .* Kurt?

Kurt Braun (Sep 19, 2010 11:16:24 PM)
Kurt turned, he looked really uncomfortable. He was deffinetly nervous. "Hey, Anna-rhya. I messed up, but I'm willign to own up to it."

Anna Sandstrom (Sep 19, 2010 11:17:59 PM)
* she shakes her head and smiles a bit and places her hands behind her back* Let's start from the beginning shall we before we takle what you need to do

Kurt Braun (Sep 19, 2010 11:22:18 PM)
Kurt sat down and sighed. "Well I met Cassie, the new Glasswalker kin, and she invited me to go swimmign at her place, so we did, we ended up fooling around... I know I shouldn't have, I know it was a mistake, but I could not resist her charms. So In my understanding of it it was just sort of an experimentation thing, but she fell head over heels for me, she's talking about wanting to be with me forever, and taking marriage and all sorts of things and honestly I'm a little more thanh freaked out about it. I told her that I would ask you about us dating, but I really don't want that at all. It made me realize what was important in my life, and who i want to be with... which is Kaia Skaare. I feel like a complete jackass about the whole thing and i feel that had I only been stronger it wouldn't have happened."

Anna Sandstrom (Sep 19, 2010 11:24:50 PM)
* she listens to Kurt and furrows her brows* I see....have you spoken with her about this since you you slept with her?

Kurt Braun (Sep 19, 2010 11:27:55 PM)
" I wanted to get your imput, first. She's already spoken to her elders about us, and they have given their permission, which has made me even more uncomfortable with it." He shakes his head. "The honest truth to it is, I think I could have been stronger had Thom-rhya not shamed me infront of Kaia and other Garou so often because up until recently I was a virgin. I felt shamed and I felt that It would finally stop if I did something about it."

Anna Sandstrom (Sep 19, 2010 11:33:41 PM)
* she nods* Yes ..I can see you wanting to prove yourself that you are a man.....but being a virgin is nothing to be ashamed of....I look upon it as waiting for the right woman. of having high standards..but my views are old fashioned * she smiles a bit* But you must learn to have a thick skin...it is what some men do ...they as they say give shit to each other ...But how do you think Kaia is going to look at you now?

Kurt Braun (Sep 19, 2010 11:37:16 PM)
"I'm not sure... I've talked with her about it, and told her that it made me realize what I wanted, and that it was her, and if she still saw me as a suitor, that I would wait for her to make her choice, before I sought out anyone else., because she was a woman worth waiting for. She seemed to have forgiven my actions, and I'm doing everything I can to repair any damages my torrid little affair caused."

Anna Sandstrom (Sep 19, 2010 11:38:57 PM)
Ah...this is good.....honesty is the foundation to any good relationship....But you do know that Thom has the same intentions as you?

Kurt Braun (Sep 19, 2010 11:42:30 PM)
"Yes I do., but it is ultimatly Kaia's choice, and whoever she chooses I will respect and honor her decision. I have told her as much, and I know this is why Thom tends to give me more shit than he does the others."

Anna Sandstrom (Sep 19, 2010 11:44:57 PM)
Well you are compitition for one he desires...so yes you will be the object of his taunting .......You can let it bother you or you can see it for what it is....fear....he is afriad of you

Kurt Braun (Sep 19, 2010 11:47:08 PM)
"I see that now, and I will not let him push me out so easily. I realize my mistakes and I have learned from them, and I am stronger for it, I believe." He nodded to her, standing up.

Anna Sandstrom (Sep 19, 2010 11:51:56 PM)
* she nods* That is all I expect of others.....I could yell and I could hit you but in the end what purpose will that serve.....I beleive in concequences and you have learned more from experince then from any lecture I could fill your ears with. But.....You may tell her that I have denied any request for a relationship....If she asks why you may have her speak to me or you may tell her I do not beleive in out of tribe mixing.....

Kurt Braun (Sep 19, 2010 11:55:29 PM)
He nodded."I will tell her, but I will also tell her how I feel as well, this is on me. I made this mess and I will clean it up, but you denying her request will make the blow softer I think. Though I will warn you, she's a little crazy... I mean I wouldn't ahve called with abject terror in my voice had I not felt it about this woman."

Anna Sandstrom (Sep 19, 2010 11:58:52 PM)
* she shruggs a bit* She will be upset and that is to be expected..some women cannot seperate sex and love......She will probley threaten or cry or show what women usually do when they are upset.....I am not very afriad of a scorn kin * she smiles a bit*