Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 10:13:32 PM)
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Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 10:17:52 PM)
*she was just pulling up after having patroled and fed for the night
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 10:18:28 PM)
*katie drove out there to se what jules wanted to talk about*
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 10:21:26 PM)
she was waiting/pacing in her living room*
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 10:23:29 PM)
*she walks to the door and knocks*
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 10:23:54 PM)
* she moves to it opening it, only 2 people knew of this place*
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 10:24:15 PM)
*she stood there* hello
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 10:24:34 PM)
*softly, she looked tired, * Hey Katie, come on in
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 10:30:27 PM)
*she would walk in, looking to jules*
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 10:33:06 PM)
* she took a seat and said softly, the wods only one other person in her life has heard* I am sorry katie
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 10:34:19 PM)
*katie had not sat yet, she quietly looked to jules* why? *she said quietly*
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 10:35:10 PM)
*softly* for beleiving something that isnt true, for letting it effect our friendship
Marzanna Perun (Nov 7, 2010 10:35:18 PM)
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Marzanna Perun (Nov 7, 2010 10:35:23 PM)
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Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 10:37:11 PM)
*she nodded a little* where does it go from erhe
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 10:37:42 PM)
*softly* I would liek to keep our friendship, I felt mark was trying to push me aside,
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 10:40:03 PM)
I got very burned last night. *she said quietly* I tried to be close to some epople and it.. turned out badly.
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 10:40:49 PM)
*softly* i wasnt trying to push you away, my reaction was to mark and what i felt he was trying to do, to me you are the only female i have trusted ever
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 10:44:58 PM)
*she nodded a little* I just.. am not sure.. what to do ..now.
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 10:45:09 PM)
* she stands and hugs her tightly*
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 10:51:41 PM)
*blinks and hugs jules back* ~q~ but it doesnt really solve the underlying problem.
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 10:53:02 PM)
*she would sit to listen to katie
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 10:55:42 PM)
its so hard being around you two with all the sexual tension you two create and not being able to be part of it. *pauses* i actually sort of wanted to .. give my virginity to mark.. cause i dont count the rape.
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 10:57:54 PM)
*softly* he told me that, I may not like the idea of him sleeping with another, but I wont stop him either if he chooses too
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 10:58:22 PM)
but i will always be on the outside looking in.
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 10:59:38 PM)
*softly looking at her hands* I dont want you to be, as i said I see you as a sister
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 11:00:29 PM)
i know but its hard to be around you two and see it only that way.. watching you two hold hands and kiss, and tell inside jokes and the looks you give each other.
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 11:01:02 PM)
*softly* thats only here at home
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 11:01:20 PM)
even in public its so... obvious. *shes not complaing but she is fustrated*
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 11:03:36 PM)
*she sighs softly* I cant stop him if he wants you katie, but it will kill me, but the choice is his, but i dont want to loose you as a firend either
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 11:04:54 PM)
i'm not going to do that out of respect for you
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 11:05:54 PM)
I have been apart of this life since I was 19 and never once in those years did i trust someone of my own gender
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 11:07:40 PM)
trust is hard.. i have little to none of it in m life
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 11:07:42 PM)
my
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 11:08:16 PM)
*softly* hopefully i can change that
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 11:09:00 PM)
*small shrug* it just.. wont be the same
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 11:09:18 PM)
cause I dont wish to sleep with you?
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 11:09:34 PM)
*shook her head* no.. thats too simplistic
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 11:09:40 PM)
then what
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 11:10:32 PM)
selishly its hard to be around two peopel so happy and know your not truely part of it.
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 11:11:55 PM)
*She honestly doesnt know what to say to that*
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 11:12:32 PM)
cause see. .. i want to be that happy too.
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 11:13:42 PM)
*softly* and I get the feeling just being our friend isnt enough for you
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 11:14:19 PM)
i dont know how to be someones friend jules.
Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 11:16:09 PM)
*she sighs*
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 11:16:21 PM)
i never have.. i just never learned
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 11:20:20 PM)
(we'll have to continue tomorrow i need to go to ed)
Katie Waterston (Nov 7, 2010 11:20:23 PM)
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Julianna Montague (Nov 7, 2010 11:25:13 PM)
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