Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:09:59 PM)
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Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:10:50 PM)
*She spoke in a low voice when she spoke at all. For a few minutes, she said nothing.*
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:13:04 PM)
*Then she began* "I didn't know what to do in there. When I host something, I know what I am doing but, I am never a guest.
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:13:40 PM)
Bring tinfoil it helps.
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:13:58 PM)
On a more serious note, you eat, you make small talk. A few drinks help.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:14:31 PM)
"I was uncomfortable. I'm sorry. I wished that Horus could be by my side"
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:17:15 PM)
Hes umbral meditating again....when hes like that I can't get him on link very well.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:17:54 PM)
"I'm afraid its going to take a lot more than a few drinks to forget how much I really love him" Her eyes were bright with unshed tears*
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:21:00 PM)
I've done all I can. Halfmoons would go Nazi on us if things came into the open. I do what I can by accepting it as long as it's low key. Same with the rest of the pack. I can't go against the Nation here even if it's stuck in the 3rd century.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:21:58 PM)
"I know, I also know it would be better for Horus if I disapeered. It's just... this is my home, my business, my foundation, I'm even working on tribal lands
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:22:52 PM)
Which brings us back to status quo.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:23:59 PM)
"Status is not quo because Teddy is now in the mix. He cares about me, even if he doesn't know me well. I just dont' want to see Horus with a broken heart.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:24:27 PM)
"If anyone has to be in pain, I would prefer it were me
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:27:03 PM)
If you do decide to seriously consider....Teddy, then I'll hold off on my bid to get you adopted by the Uktena. I see no reason to potentially anger the Grand Elder unless you are dead serious on going all the way. If you decide to get serious and mate with Teddy....you may as well remain as you are. As for Horus....I think he accepts realities better than you do.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:28:54 PM)
"Do you really think my head's in the cloud?
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:29:17 PM)
I don't. Just this is a situation I can't fix.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:29:29 PM)
"The truth is, I hate the reality, but it is what it is
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:30:05 PM)
However....Horus is a strong garou. Yes he'd hurt some. But eventually he'd be OK.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:30:16 PM)
"And of course don't stick your neck out for me. Not until things are settled... probably would be better for everyone, excuse me" She paused in her walkiing
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:33:28 PM)
Megan...
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:33:41 PM)
I just want to know what you want. And I'll make it happen as best as I can.
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:34:02 PM)
But....with Horus. Thats one thing I can't do.
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:34:25 PM)
And I've been up nights at times trying to reason out how to MAKE it happen. Because I'd rather my family be happy.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:35:10 PM)
"what I want, I won't get. There is nothing I can do to make Horus into a homid born."
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:35:45 PM)
I know what love is. I'm lucky I know it. And good Gaia if I could fix the metis social issues.....
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:35:48 PM)
"So I will be quietly sad and let him go as best I can, which I have been trying to do. Not interupting his life.
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:36:03 PM)
*she just sits down kinda defeated*
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:36:47 PM)
*She sits with Sarah and gives her a hug* "You have what I have wanted, a steady family with someone I love
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:37:04 PM)
I can cleanse taint beyound taint. I can redeam those poisioned by the Wyrm few others can redeam. I can cure tumors, and probably cancer. Yet I can't fix the damned eons old social issues that plague the garou Nation.
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:38:38 PM)
Usually I see a problem I can...learn stuff. Fix it. Thats what my studies are mostly about. The Wyrm's a problem. How can we treat it, fix it, fight it. But I got no answers for something as basic as a metis and a good kinfolk just being in love.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:38:40 PM)
"I've been trying to fight through the thing mentally myself, and the only solution I can see is me leaving the pack." She started to cry now, for real "But your my family now and I don't want to leave you."
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:40:11 PM)
*nods*
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:40:51 PM)
"Even if I did get married to Teddy, which only Gaia knows what century that would happen. Your still my family. You've been with me through more than I thought possible."
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:41:45 PM)
Humm you still scared the shit out of me oh Kickass Kinfolk.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:42:14 PM)
"I thought I told you"
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:44:12 PM)
Somehow I got it into my head you'd be at a secondary location away from the sept.
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:44:29 PM)
Which while semi-risky wouldn't have been as bad a cearn central.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:45:58 PM)
"I um... thought you knew
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:46:26 PM)
*shrugs* I was rather distracted with impending doom.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:47:01 PM)
"And I was trying to protect my home and family, because you, of all people, are my family.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:48:47 PM)
"I wish you had been my sister, my childhood might not have been so lonely."
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:48:52 PM)
If you are going down the militant kin mode, we'll get you outfitted better. I'll feel better.
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:49:20 PM)
I was an only child. And look what it did to my mind....
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:49:33 PM)
*considers* But I think that was more Coyote and a damned spear.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:49:35 PM)
"Sarah, I will defend my family with my life, but as for me, I do the best when supporting "
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:50:35 PM)
You can't have noticed that I'm not exactly saying never fight for the sept again here? I'm just saying if you feel it's a moral imperitive that we give you the best chances we can OK?
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:50:58 PM)
"Okay, I did notice.
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:52:03 PM)
I might not like it.....but you are mentally healthier when you are DOING. I've noticed that.
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:52:34 PM)
"So have I"
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:54:13 PM)
So some Lord kin really ran away like a little bitch?
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:55:07 PM)
*She blushed* "It was kindof odd... he wasn't wearing much at all, and I think he is an immagrant. He was with Nascha and right before the fight started he opened the door and took off"
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:57:34 PM)
"Do you want to go back to the plantation, I felt really out of place
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:57:42 PM)
Alright.
Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:57:51 PM)
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Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:58:30 PM)
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Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:58:40 PM)
((you did say plantation right?))
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:58:42 PM)
((we can go I just was looking for something
Megan Hunt (Jun 9, 2011 11:58:45 PM)
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Sarah Swiftfox (Jun 9, 2011 11:58:51 PM)
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