Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 12:46:33 AM)
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Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 12:47:04 AM)
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Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 12:47:23 AM)
[[ok your post?]]

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 12:47:38 AM)
(nope, yours)

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 12:48:08 AM)
(she just kissed him back, and he's realizing she's drunk enough to forget she's mad at him, momentarily)

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 12:50:35 AM)
*his body was pressed up close. The hand at the back of her thigh and finding that perfectly round ass of hers, the running more then paid off and he appreciated all the hard work she had put into it. Cupping and squeezing it in his hand as he lost anything else that had been on his mind. focusing on the way she felt and her tender lips. The kiss electric and caused her knees to almost give out. He felt like home... a home she had not realized she wanted, or even existed till this very moment*

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 12:54:19 AM)
::she pressed against him, bodily, both to be closer, however, she was also too drunk to keep on her feet for long. Her lips pressed to his, hungrily, deeply, as she shivered a bit, hands sliding up his chest, nails then dragging down just a little, and she sighed out softly against him, her pulse erratic and her heartbeat rising quickly:;

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 12:58:44 AM)
*Things suddenly changed. Though not for the worse... something inside of him let go... released the aprehension and constant analysis of the situation. Not thinking anymore and just existing... here and now with this perfect woman. HIS perfect woman. She would feel herself suddenly pushed back onto the couch. Before she was even aware of what was happening he was on top of her. Her Sundress torn open as seems tore and the fabic was pulled from her soft body. Desperate for her he didn't even remove the small panties and simply hooked a finger inside the crotch and pulled them aside. His thick hard manhood moving intoher in a smooth easy motion and the fact she was already wet not going unnoticed or unappreciated*

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 1:04:41 AM)
::she blinked, so drunk that the world spun a moment as she found herself dropped on the couch, looking upward as she felt the cool air on her exposed body, taking in a breath before she slid her arms around him. He was moving faster than she could follow, her movements always a beat behind, as she moaned softly, feeling him sliding inside, nails dragging down his back, as her hips arched upwards, sinking him inside her deeply, as she arched her back, her neck, pushing upwards:

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 1:09:22 AM)
*The sex was as loving as it was explosive. How long it lasted they could not know but it was timeless and endless. The kind of sex you would remember long after it was over and know it was a special moment in time. Exhausted they would both pass out on the couch. him behind her and holding her close. their naked bodies pressed together in a warm perfect union, until the sun came up.... and the alcohole wore off... and they stirred awake. Though as he woke he continued to hold her close. Trying not to think about anything as he let his lovefor her seep from his body and into hers*

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 1:18:46 AM)
::she had managed to stay conscious through it all, but after they were both spent, she was passed out completely. So far gone, she slept bonelessly, hard to wake the next morning. She was nestled into him, against him, her body felt so perfectly fitted to his, her naked skin was warm against his, and she let out a soft moan as she started to wake up, eyes fluttering open as she looked blearily around .... and realized she had -no- idea where she was, but she could certainly feel the warmth behind her. This.. didn't look like an apartment.. she frowned a bit, facing away from him, as she saw the shredded remnants of her dress, her panties... nowhere to be seen. -Awesome-::

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 1:21:53 AM)
*he hugged her close to him, and if she had worn him out last night she couldnt tell by the half erection he still had. nestled against her body he would give her neck a small kiss as he moved his head into the crook of her neck and stayed there. lips pressed against the skin as he finally spoke softly and somewhat muted by her skin* morning...

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 1:25:58 AM)
::she realized that whomever was behind her was hardly satiated from the previous night... yet another embarrasment, as she leaned back against the warm body behind her, radiating such warmth, it gave her pause, as did the husky voice in back of her, and she froze, as last night crashed in on her like a ton of brick. Her voice came out softly:: Jophiel...

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 1:27:07 AM)
Yeah.. *Said softly and with empathy. He knew this moment would not be easy but he still held her close to him* Before you say anything can we just stay here for a minute... like this.

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 1:29:27 AM)
::she was rigid against him, not a surprise she had been expecting, and she spoke softly still, trying not to facepalm as she did:: Why?

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 1:30:26 AM)
So that we can talk.... I think we need to. I just want to let things really sink in and not think for a bit though... just feel.

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 1:33:21 AM)
::she remained quiet, trying to ignore that she thought she might still be a little drunk, this... just wasn't happening. This couldn't be happening... not in her wildest dreams did this happen. She lay there, letting him hold her close, her body not moving, as he felt her against him. She knew that they'd talk, it seemed inevitable::

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 1:35:11 AM)
Just stop thinking for once... *his voice soft and prodding her a bit. Thinking was part of her problem sometimes and though she loved it, it hadn't really helped much in this situation up to this point. His hands smoothing lightly over skin. body pressing into hers gently, he enjoyed the closeness and the vibe was infectious*

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 1:42:27 AM)
::she closed her eyes, as she tried to relax a bit, and he could feel her willing her body to relax, and it did, eventually. He could feel her sinking back against him, her body was soft and relaxed against him, and her skin was as soft and satiny as he remembered, fitting his body well. He could feel her body pressing lightly to his as she relaxed, sinking against the warmth he exuded::

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 1:44:53 AM)
*his shaft was now fully erect and nestled naturally between her cheeks as he body molded perfectly to her. It was if they had become one being and it was then he finally started the conversation* I'm sorry for hurting you Lucinde... *his voice soft and filled with genuine emotion and truth*

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 1:50:28 AM)
::as he started it, she felt her body get tense again, facing away from him still, as she lay there:: You weren't sorry yesterday.. or before... you left.. more than once. Now... now that we fucked again... you're sorry? ::oh yes, she'd been hurt, and it was bad, her voice still soft as she spoke, remaining faced away::

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 1:52:35 AM)
No... I was sorry from the moment it happened.... don't cheapen it by saying shit you know isn't true. *he still spoke softly to her.* I'm not trying to ask you back.... I know there's no point in that I just want you to know that of all the things I have ever done in my life...as man or demon... hurting you was the worst.

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 1:58:31 AM)
If you were so sorry, why didn't you say so? I was sitting at Lina's... I was there. You didn't even -try- to talk to me... ::she pauses and looks to him:: There's no point?! ::she frowns:: Yeah... it was pretty shitty. ::her voice not raising, she was beyond hysterics, and not the type to cry, at least not in front of him::

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 2:00:38 AM)
I just didn't think you wanted to... and after what Lina said.... it just kind of reenforced why it all happened in the first place. Come on.. really would you take me back even if I begged? *said softly and with sorrow*

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 2:04:21 AM)
I don't know what Lina said, we didn't talk about it. ::she paused:; Do you even want to come back? Nothing has changed... outside of us. ::she looked to him, over her shoulder, rolling over a bit:: Are you planning on begging?

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 2:06:11 AM)
No.... like you said nothing has changed. Iwant nthing more then to be with you... that's the truth of the situation but the reality of it is that I just can't do it like this....

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 2:09:17 AM)
Non, you -do- want something more than me... you want more than we have currently. ::she turned away from him again, and she moved slightly, as though she would get up::

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 2:10:17 AM)
You say that like its a horrible thing... *sinking down into the couch as he spoke in barely above a whisper*

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 2:14:54 AM)
Non, I don't. It is truth. I have told you only truths... not even half-truths. Lina was right about me.. I trusted her, not Amos. I still do trust her.. but I don't jump ship so easily, not until I'm sure it's what I want... and despite my reassurances that Amos is not using me against you, you are consumed by that. ::eyes scanning the room, as she got up, not daring to look back, as she moved for the bathroom::

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 2:17:01 AM)
Ok so then you said it yourself... I'm not what you want... *he sat up and looked for his pants as he tossed the shirt at her* You think I'mbothered by amos using you against me... as if you're lying to me about it but thats not the problem and I don't see how you can't understand that.

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 2:20:48 AM)
Non! That is -not- what I said... Goddammit! You twist my words, you read into things that don't fucking exist! If I didn't want you, would I have been so upset?! You know me, you know my past... I could've been out fucking any number of man, and you know it! Did I?!?! NON! I went to drink myself into an oblivion... by myself... ::she eyed the shirt... with its huuge amount of holes... , and she went into the bathroom, closing the door::

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 2:27:00 AM)
*he would slip on his slacks and wait for her pacing a bit after pulling on the shoes and speaking loudly through the closed door* Then what huh?! Tell me and explain it to me how I should be ok with the situation because for the life of me I don't get it! Oh its awesome... I get to be maybe possibly one day loved at the sufferance of some other demon that hates my guts and treats me like shit.... wow realy it is a dream come true! Invest your heart and sould into it and then maybe someday if you're worthy enough she'll trust you and be sure that you're really what she wants... cus no matter how you think it is... thats exactly how it feels to me.

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 2:38:32 AM)
If he hated your guts... do you think he'd be fine with us dating? Seriously?! Wouldn't it be much more pleasurable to deny your "enemy" ::saying the word and obvious mocking it:: Wouldn't it be much more enjoyable to gloat about what he kept from you?! Non! Instead, he NEVER asks me ANYTHING about you, save to make sure that -I'm- happy with the arrangement! How do you think it looks for him?! Oh, my property is all over that other Elohim and I'm fine with it.... -he's- taking a blow for it too.. and has he complained ONCE??!! Non! He's just glad that I'm happy! He's never asked me about you, or our relationship, or where we go, or what we do... NEVER! YOU are the one freaking out about NOTHING! ::the door flew open, and she stood there, having knotted the t-shirt into a midriff-baring top, and the shredded remains of her dress around her hips, her body was lean and sexy as she burst from the door:: As for how I feel.. I'm pretty pissed off!

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 2:41:05 AM)
You think so goddamn little about my feelings... Mortals don't instantly -feel- things... love at first sight doesn't exist... so... what have I done... well, let's see... let you in, let you see the real me, let you get close, close enough to hurt me... and where did it get me?!!? FUCKING HURT, YOU ASSHOLE! YOU ran away when you got scared, when it became too much.... Me, I -tried-... I kept trying.

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 2:42:25 AM)
::she was shaking slightly, likely dehydrated, and not feeling her best, it had been a trying few days, her eyes shimmering again, which only made her even more frustrated::

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 2:49:57 AM)
Yeah but he doesnt fucking love you you stupid ass! You're so fucking intellectual you can't fucking see anything... what the fuck does he have to lose huh? You cant find the answers to feelings by thinking about them like its some kind of scientific formula... love is really fucking simple.... either you do or you don't... period. there is no figuring it out... or thinking about it. I didn't run away because I was scared you stupid stubborn ass... I left because when I told you I loved you, you didn't back. I thought i was ok with it but I'm not. I offered you my soul andyou're not even sure you really want to be with me fully... so fuck that. You need time? Time? you signed over your fucking soul to someone you knew for a week... and I don't want to hear some shit about trusting Lina... it's a bullshit excuse because it's like the thrid fucking reason you've given me for why you need to remain in his possession... Tell me the truth, cus you never did answer... How ok would you be if there was someone who co

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 2:51:26 AM)
could say end our relationship and i would? And don't give me any of the fucking "but eh wont... or he would lose me" shit either... how would it be for you if someone had more control over our relationship then you did?

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 2:57:32 AM)
What the fuck does he have to lose?!? Face with your Elohim! He loses credibility... ::she throws up her hands:: No, love is apparently simple for YOU. It's not simple for humans! It's NOT simple! It's a gradual thing for humans, we date for periods of time, get closer, then realize that we're in love later in the relationship! I AM WITH YOU FULLY! YOU TOTAL ASS! I'm ONLY dating YOU! I'm ONLY with YOU! I knew him longer than a week... way to exaggerate. And my options were.. hey, go with the person that you trust and their recommendation... OR be hunted down and KILLED because you know about Elohim! And before you suggest yourself... YOU WERE GONE! YOU WERE IN SPAIN! And if that happened, your little scenario... if I felt as you claim to, if I was in love... Non, I wouldn't be happy.... BUT ... I'd try to make it work, versus just throwing up my hands in frustration!

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 3:04:43 AM)
Really? So thats how it works for humans...or is that how it works for you? You're so fucking scared you might actually fall for me you search for fucking excuses not to be with me... you can't have everything the way you want it to be sorry... this isnt something you can control. I'm not like the men you hold in the palm of your hand that will do anything you ask... There are things I can not accept. When we were fucking fine... whatever... but not now. You wouldnt stay with me if i was out fucking other women... or if i hit you... or if i decided that i really loved to shit on your chest... so to say you'd "try and make it work" is bullshit... you bought mea lapdance and still got jealous of what might have happened so dont feed me shit and tell me its chocolate cake ok?

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 3:09:36 AM)
That's how it works for humans, you asshat. I -search- for reasons to not be with you!?!? Are you -mental-!?!? I spend almost every night with you, I go to your work to hang out with you...I go out to dinner, vacations, nights out with you.... I spend almost all of my off time with YOU! How am I even REMOTELY trying to not be with you!?!? I'm CONSTANTLY with you! And I bought you the lapdance.. I was -fine- with it... I'm a -cop-.. I notice things. When we walked out of the club, he threatened -you- with the gun, not me. He made a comment about you using his woman! He didn't make a single comment to me directly! Just to -you-! So yeah, it didn't look so great, especially after some Elohim chick tries to take you out saying you cheated on her with me!

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 3:11:36 AM)
If it's -that- important for you to fuck other women, then go! Now's your chance! But I won't be here when you get done whoring around...

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 3:13:17 AM)
Really? you don't think it makes sense to point the gun at the guy and not his slim girlfriend armpeice? If I wanted your fucking body I would just buy a fucking whore.. youre in my presence yeah... but you're not with me... I don't get your love... I don't get your soul... so what the fuck do i get huh? when you really get down to it?

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 3:15:31 AM)
(I will need bed in 15 sadly)

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 3:15:49 AM)
[[okies we can continue tomorrow]]

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 3:19:49 AM)
::she shakes her head::; Amusingly... you said you -wanted- my body... you asked for it, and I granted it. You -asked- for my body... I gave it. And.. no... no, you dont' get instant gratification! Love isn't a fucking light switch I can just flick on and off in my head... From what I knew of, you were working on me falling in love...instead... you want me to just... randomly be all "Oh Jophiel! I love you with every fiber of my soul!" ::her tone sarcastic:: It DOESN'T work like that... it's an ongoing process. I was under the impression you were trying to convince me... to be with you.

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 3:25:05 AM)
I shouldn't have to convince you to be with me.... I'm not stan stanley... average asshole on the street. You said it... I am Jophiel... the yellow light... giver of knowledge, and creator of imperfection... yet that doesn't inspire your love... it doesnt inspire your faith... so what? I should be content to be what? I should wait around like some lovestruck schoolboy for the day you decide i am worthy maybe... it doesn't fucking work that way.

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 3:30:02 AM)
You -want- me starstruck?!? Seriously!?!? How the hell do you know what it's inspiring, dammit! You aren't in my head and you don't know! Non! You should be patient! Let me get there on my own, versus you commanding me to give you an answer that I can't give you!!!! If you want me to get there, then encourage, let me get comfortable, let -me- make that choice... Let me determine what I feel... without you punishing me...

Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 3:30:51 AM)
what the fuck have you given up huh? Tell me... cus you keep telling me what i should do.... keep telling me how to feel....

Lucinde Duboir (Jun 25, 2011 3:31:26 AM)
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Zacarias Martin (Jun 25, 2011 3:33:33 AM)
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