Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 8:13:51 PM)
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Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 8:14:07 PM)
((Thanks for bareing with me I think I fixed it)))
Anahita Radan (Jun 23, 2011 8:14:22 PM)
((yw... quick question, did you log in and boot me from the room?))
Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 8:18:08 PM)
(( after that I have no idea where we are))
Anahita Radan (Jun 23, 2011 8:18:28 PM)
Again, she shrugs. "I will take you at your word, but he still is not mine. I have never met him, never heard a word from him. I did not know that he existed until just recently. Does fault lie with Behnam and the others? Of course. They did not tell me what I needed to know, just sent me over here and told me to find more of my "kind", with no clue as to how to spot them, or even a name of someone to talk to. However, when I arrived just before Christmas last year, there were many who knew that I was here. Did anyone ever ask who I belonged to? No. Did anyone ever approach me to find out who I was? No. Many chose the path of blind ignorance, and I am now being punished for their crimes. Not just the ones who were here last year, but for the knowledge that I was not given."
Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 8:25:40 PM)
*Maybe it was because she was her father’s child. Maybe it was because she had seen so many others wait a long time and consider things before talking. Either way it look a long time for all of that to sink and be digested. A bit of a sigh slipping from her lips the severity of it all really came back into play* “I do not know anything of your own personal values, or religion that you hold. I thought people as devout as you tended to be pure before marriage. Clearly if you were not given those values then you might not know them, but ladies all over the world garou or not remain pure till marriage. Many mistakes were made, some of them your parents, some of them the man who took you, some of them yours. “
Anahita Radan (Jun 23, 2011 8:30:56 PM)
"Mistakes? Yes, of course there were mistakes that I have made." She starts to say something else, then just shakes her head. "As far as my religious beliefs go, my God still talks to me. I have asked for His forgiveness for my transgressions, and if He seeks to grant that, then that is His will. Otherwise, my religion has nothing to do with any of this, and I would request that we not discuss it further." Her face remains on the rapidly approaching twilight outside, her hand clenching and unclenching on the windowsill at her hip.
Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 8:37:42 PM)
*Caroline nodded her head once when she asked not to talk about her religion anymore. That seemed fine with her as she really knew very little of it and didn’t want to be considered speaking on a matter which she had no knowledge on. Shifting her position again she pulled her knees to her chest wrapping her arms around her legs* We won’t talk about it anymore then. But, if you would honor falcon and may homage to him…I can help you with that. My father taught me many things about that when I was very young.
Anahita Radan (Jun 23, 2011 8:39:45 PM)
Shaking her head slowly, she replies. "I must decline on that, as I do not feel that it is appropriate to pay hommage to someone or something that I do not truly believe in, or believe that I embarrass in some manner. It just seems to be insincere and disrespectful to the thing you wish to honor if just the sight of you embarrasses them."
Anahita Radan (Jun 23, 2011 8:44:41 PM)
((afk for a sec... gotta go get something to drink to take advil before my back revolts again))
Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 8:44:52 PM)
(( kk np))
Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 8:47:59 PM)
*Innocent doe-like eyes became suddenly large blinking several times, her jaw dropping when she heard words of disbelief. She did not want to believe what her ears as told her. Like shot through the heart it was imposable for Caroline to mask that the words had wounded her. Unable to speak anything for a while her jaw just trembled looking like she might cry.* “I...I…can’t…how?...You don’t believe in Falcon? *She just had to clarify didn’t she?*
Anahita Radan (Jun 23, 2011 8:48:42 PM)
She shrugs again. "Do you believe in my God?" she retorted, her face still outside.
Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 8:51:27 PM)
I believe in Gaia, I believe in her cause, her plight. The way and laws of our Garou society…the wyrm, the weaver, the wyld, Spirits, ancestors. Were you not told of these either?
Anahita Radan (Jun 23, 2011 8:57:43 PM)
Shaking her head with a weary sigh, she finally turns and slowly climbs back into the room, kneeling down to situate the blankets that are neatly folded up underneath the lip of the window, laying out a small pallet for herself. "My ancestors have disavowed my existance when Behnam disowned me. My spirit, my soul, belongs to my God. Worms crawl in the ground and make for good fishing bait; weavers help make your fabric, and the wild is just outside of that window, calling to me with a voice that grows louder with every passing day that I am imprisoned inside this guilded cage. The only thing I know of Gaia is Fire of Fury~rhya told me that it is my duty to produce Gaia with another one of our line. However, I apparently have failed at even that, and have disgraced everyone." Lifting her face finally to the other girl, silent tears drip off of her chin. "So, no. I do not believe in Falcon. Because it has become obvious that he does not believe in me." With that, she gingerly lays down on the floor, covering he
Anahita Radan (Jun 23, 2011 8:58:07 PM)
((*covering herself with the blanket she uses for her prayers, her face turned to the sky outside, and she watches the starts slowly wink on.))
Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 9:07:33 PM)
*Caroline let go of her knees, slowly moving to her bare feet once again. Her eyes low with pity for her fellow kinfolk. There was sympathy in her heart for her, and it showed from just the way she looked at her, never angry. This was not a matter of anger* Please don’t cry. I am you have not been given the same knowledge and up bringing that I have been. Things you have been told, have been scarce and wrong. I thought maybe I could help you see that it’s not what it seems to be. For me being in his good grace is like having a bright sun shine on my life. I just wish you could feel that, I wish you could understand why we feel this way.* Caroline turned towards the door seeing that Ana was now ready for bed* “Maybe you could try talking to him, the way you talk to the wind, the way you talk to your God. Who is to say he is not listening? I’ll leave you be now…I am just down the hall if you need to talk”
Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 9:08:35 PM)
(( I am sorry you have not been given ^))
Anahita Radan (Jun 23, 2011 9:11:02 PM)
Silently, she curls over onto her side, wrapping her arms around her abdomen, with her face turned towards the wall. Her shoulders hunch forward towards the rest of her body as she curls further in on herself, returning to humming the same song that the other girl heard before, words in farsi slipping out of her mouth in soft whispers as the wind starts to blow the night sounds and smells further into the room.
Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 9:12:57 PM)
*Caroline didn’t say anything else, rather she just nodded her head once in a good night. She soft sound of the door gently closing behind her would be heard, followed by foot steps leading away back down the hall*
Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 9:13:08 PM)
(( Good Scene thanks for the play))
Anahita Radan (Jun 23, 2011 9:13:47 PM)
((and thank you :)... i'll have to write this out, and the rest of the night later, as my back is screaming in three different languages at me))
Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 9:14:38 PM)
(( awww I am sorry! Go lay down... or get a back rub >.>
Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 9:14:39 PM)
))
Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 9:15:11 PM)
(( and *poofs!*))
Anahita Radan (Jun 23, 2011 9:15:14 PM)
((i've got the heating pad on it, and a pillow to fit the curve of my spine... i think it's just a badly pulled muscle... the 1600 mg of advil should be kicking in... in about 10 minutes))
Anahita Radan (Jun 23, 2011 9:15:17 PM)
((later))
Anahita Radan (Jun 23, 2011 9:15:19 PM)
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Caroline Bradford (Jun 23, 2011 9:15:25 PM)
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