Patricia Radcliffe (Aug 14, 2011 5:16:05 AM)
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CLF (Aug 14, 2011 5:17:58 AM)
All avilable garou where asked to join yes, some times it takes awhile to become a member yes, yes i understand cole is currently in germany with the fenris yes. There are more then one way a member can join the sept the mistress of the rites offered to explain you such if you where interested you choose to insult her ic
CLF (Aug 14, 2011 5:18:23 AM)
had you simply asked it is not as difficult as one would think to become a member
Patricia Radcliffe (Aug 14, 2011 5:18:24 AM)
Actually, I maintain I was wholly polite to her IC.
Patricia Radcliffe (Aug 14, 2011 5:18:54 AM)
By then I was quite convinced I didn't want to be one. I just had the one question for you. you've answered it.
CLF (Aug 14, 2011 5:19:17 AM)
Okay well then you still want the sheet deleted yes?
Patricia Radcliffe (Aug 14, 2011 5:19:32 AM)
I'll make my apologies to Cole and company about letting them down, but I think it's pretty clear this isn't a good fit.
CLF (Aug 14, 2011 5:20:03 AM)
Okay so I will delete the sheet and background at your request then anything else before I leave for the morning?
Patricia Radcliffe (Aug 14, 2011 5:20:23 AM)
Nothing that won't get me in trouble.
CLF (Aug 14, 2011 5:20:51 AM)
Okay well good evening then.
Patricia Radcliffe (Aug 14, 2011 5:20:57 AM)
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CLF (Aug 14, 2011 5:21:55 AM)
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SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:16:53 PM)
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steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:17:07 PM)
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steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:17:12 PM)
yo
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:17:29 PM)
easier to do it this way than to worry about my PM boxes blowing up, and we won't have to worry about someone sneaking in on us
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:17:47 PM)
no problems
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:18:16 PM)
so whats up homes?
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:19:20 PM)
straight up, i think we need to talk, player to player, about what happened... without anyone else intervening, without someone else chiming in... just the two of us hash it out and get this shit over with instead of dancing around each other like two feral dogs, wondering if we should sniff each other's butts or tear out each other's throats... yes, i attacked you publically in the park.. my character, however, has the flaw short temper, which is what i was playing out... it had nothing to do with what he had said to her, how he portrayed himself to her, none of that... it was how she was reading his signals, and how she WANTED to read his signals...
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:20:32 PM)
when she found out he was dating a mortal, something she sees akin to sleeping with a brainless sheep, she went postal about it, hence the attack at the park... however, i think this ended up blowing up into far more than it should have been, because there's this fucking wall between the two of us that really should never have been erected... i've always liked and respected you, ever since you and i first met back in November, when I got Isabella sanc'd
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:23:08 PM)
i should never have told you that you needed to apologize to Ogre, becuase that wasn't my place... however, i felt that it was, given that you had, in my eyes, besmirched the gaming reputation of someone who's been dealing with whitewolf stuff since it first came out back almost a decade ago, or whenever it launched, i forget the date... i do appreciate the gesture, and don't know what happened with that, because i forcibly removed myself from the situation at that point... and after discussion with legion, we both agreed that i needed to step down as AST because there was too much personal shit that was going on with my life, and i needed to get that stuff taken care of before i tried again, at a later date... has that date come? no... but i'm still working towards it, because i honestly enjoyed being a narrator for you guys
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:24:18 PM)
this may be a point of 'too little, too late', but i still wanted to get the air cleared between the two of us, because, yes, you were right... Isabella buying you and Alex a drink was a kind of white flag waving on the battlefield, more to you than anything else
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:24:27 PM)
i understand what happened, and i now don't think you did it maliciously, but it didnt make any sense... i dont care how short your temper is... the only reason i didnt straight up kill your char immediately is because i didnt want the drama... i get that you had stuff going on but i think you are too easily influenced by other peoples chiming into you ear. people that really didnt like me and so got you to act coldly to me. which was not cool at all.
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:24:31 PM)
i get that
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:26:36 PM)
but i am not the kind of person that holds a grudge... if you wanna play we can play it's cool. it's not like i hate your guts but it's not like everythings going to be great again either... i don't trust easily and when i feel like i can't really trust someone i can't really get too into anything with them
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:29:39 PM)
it's not that i want to be able to go IC with you again, though that might be something we could work towards further down the road... and i know you are having stuff going on in your life, you probably know by now that i've got shit going on in my life that makes things way more stressful than it should, which (as i'm sure you're aware) makes people more on edge about things that happen in their character's lives than it rightfully should be... my point is, i just want to at least be on speaking terms again, instead of the STs flipping the fuck out whenever the two of us are in a room together, and having to hover over us with boot button ready in case one or the other makes a snide comment about the other person
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:30:33 PM)
im fine... i have moved way past it already, i may be a passionate person but i am not someone who lingers in the past
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:32:53 PM)
usually, i'm not either, but i really wanted to sit down and talk to you about this, try to clear the air and, if not get back to being some kind of friendly to each other, at least get back to being civil towards each other to where the STs aren't freaking out about us... and, yes, you're right... certain people were pushing me towards trying to get me to assault you, with Court approval, and i totally feel that it was due to OOC feelings of TPO towards you, not IC feelings towards Zac... now that I think back on it, i can see that, and have pretty much moved past dealing with many of those players
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:33:45 PM)
yep... it was a whole lot of bs... and thats what was annoying me... it was a lot of metagaming.
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:35:02 PM)
what annoys me most about all of this, is that i was used as a tool to metagame... granted, there was my own IC stuff involved, but it was used as a ruse for metagaming, and the people not only got away with it, but i ended up having the sword of damcles hanging over my head with people thinking i'm a bad player because of this shit... and that pisses me right off
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:37:13 PM)
yep... i tried to warn you and thats why i asked for an admin... i never thought orgre was a bad st but i knew people were manipulating things and i know how easily you can get pushed towards a course of action you think is right and justified... but in actuality is bullshit. And by you i mean anyone...
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:39:20 PM)
yeah, i kinda figured as much... i just started going off because i had one person yelling in one ear, another yelling in the other, a third screaming at me in... yeah, i ran outta ears fast, and then i was trying to think and get my head wrapped around a course of action that wasn't going to end up either character death, or mine getting banned from the venue because of shit that was happening, and things just got blown way the hell out of proportion... and here we are
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:41:37 PM)
nod nod... so can i ask who it was that was prodding you to attack him?
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:42:04 PM)
several people influenced it, but that day, no one was prodding me... it was just opportunity
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:43:40 PM)
nod nod... if you could do me a huge favor and just let an admin know i'm not a paranoid asshole id appreciate it lots and it would go a long way towards mending things with us... cus i almost got kicked off chat for that whole period and lost all my rp, its been really hard trying to repair the damage it did to my reputation and my ability to play on chat
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:44:10 PM)
i'll talk to Siggy about it, since she was the one who was there during the whole shitfest
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:44:25 PM)
dastai i think handles that stuff
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:44:25 PM)
not tonight, though... i took my sleeping pill and it's about to put me down for the count
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:44:30 PM)
nah thats cool
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:44:38 PM)
it doesnt have to be now
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:44:39 PM)
lol
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:45:20 PM)
yeah, but it's just easier to go to the person who already knows what happened, because they were there, than to have to explain everything all over again and have to wait for her to investigate, remember what room it was in, who the people were, blah blah blah
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:45:45 PM)
incidentaly, i painted my toenails *flashes seafoam green nails*
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:46:34 PM)
das knows everything
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:46:35 PM)
lol
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:46:45 PM)
she was called in to interveine
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:46:50 PM)
and investigate the whole thing
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:47:20 PM)
honestly i don't even remember all of what happened... i forced myself away from chat for a couple days after that incident, which was what sparked the idea for me to start writing my vampire
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:47:28 PM)
nod nod
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:47:37 PM)
thanks for coming to me like this though...
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:47:52 PM)
i appreciate it and you don't have to worry about me being an asshole to you dude.
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:48:36 PM)
i saw you on your player skin and wasn't going to bother you about it, but knew that we would have to sit down and talk like this eventually... we're both adults, even though we may not act like it sometimes, but that's ok... and, to be honest, it was a helluva lot easier than FPMing you and waiting for responses
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:49:00 PM)
nod nod not a problem... ill be on again next week when i get net
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:49:08 PM)
and then youll have to deal with me regularly again
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:49:08 PM)
hahah
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:49:26 PM)
yeah, i'm on pretty much during only daylight hours, EST, because of where i'm living now...
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:49:27 PM)
though really i'm not playing much because i lost a lot of the drive for it after everything that went on
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:49:32 PM)
where ya live?
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:49:54 PM)
no offense, but it's kinda a sensative subject... >.>
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:50:00 PM)
not a problem
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:50:07 PM)
hope things get better for you
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:50:18 PM)
i do too... i really really do
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:50:44 PM)
they will if you just hang in there and focus on making things better
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:50:46 PM)
trust me i know
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:51:04 PM)
but, yeah... gonna go ahead and curl up with a book while i still have semi-consciousness left to me... and hope the nightmares are done for the week, cuz dammit, i need some decent sleep
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:52:15 PM)
ok you
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:52:18 PM)
sleep well
steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:52:21 PM)
have a good night
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:53:13 PM)
you too
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:53:18 PM)
catch up with you ICly later on
SerenePrincess OOC (Aug 14, 2011 10:53:42 PM)
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steev OOC (Aug 14, 2011 11:10:37 PM)
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