Caleb Dobson (Feb 1, 2011 11:57:26 PM)
I know some of us are still very angry.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 1, 2011 11:57:46 PM)
and some are just cold and calous- they have forgotten why we fought

Caleb Dobson (Feb 1, 2011 11:58:51 PM)
They have given into the hate they carrie inside

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 1, 2011 11:59:17 PM)
I can fix people, but I don't know how to fix other Elohim

Caleb Dobson (Feb 1, 2011 11:59:50 PM)
you cant fix the others you can only hope to make them better

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:00:04 AM)
but I want to fix them

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:00:25 AM)
but we are beyond that we have to fix ourselves

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:01:07 AM)
I've been working on it- I've pushed it further away- I don't feel the weight of it threatenning me anymore

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:01:33 AM)
Thats good Jacq I sadly havent changed that part of me sense I came here

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:02:43 AM)
I feel freer now- it was hard- I spent a lot of time thinking about why I did what I did- a lot of time helping people *the smile says that at least for her that wasn't the hard part* a lot of time fighting it- but I think I"m winning *taking his hand softly* I think you could to

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:05:42 AM)
*he smiles* Its been hard to let go of past wrongs.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:06:45 AM)
but how can we move on and make things right again if we do not

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:07:21 AM)
*he nods* i know. I know

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:07:47 AM)
*squeezing his hand* I"m here if you need someone to talk to

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:09:01 AM)
Thank you. *he says looking up at her* im getting better

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:09:49 AM)
*she would smile back with those heavenly blue eyes* good, we need to remember what we were before the madness- we need to remember how beautiful they were- and we need to understand that we can still help them- we don't have to let him win

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:15:52 AM)
*he smiles* Its easyer and harder at the same time for me

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:16:04 AM)
why is that?

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:16:39 AM)
I long to help everyone but i see all the worst man kind can do it it angers me so

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:17:29 AM)
*reaching out to touch his face* just remember that this if from how He betrayed us- it's not their fault- they were led astray and now we have to have the patience to undo what he has done to them and lead them down the right path

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:18:24 AM)
I know

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:19:30 AM)
we can only do it if we fight the madness and anger- if we give into it we'll be no better than what He did to them, He will have won and they will have no chance

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:23:12 AM)
*he sighs soflty* once i was able to create life werever I went but now...I can bearly mangage to heal even those in grave danger

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:24:01 AM)
*smiling at him* and do you remember what you just told me about regaining my shape shifting?

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:24:39 AM)
what about it?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:24:50 AM)
that I needed to give it time and it would come back

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:26:29 AM)
yes Thats true

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:27:52 AM)
*reaching up and brushing his hair back from his face as they talk- not really seeming to realize she's doing it as she touches him* perhaps you have the same problem I was having- perhaps Celeb's memories are overwhelming you- you don't have to do it here if you don't want me to see- but maybe you need to spend more time as yourself-

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:29:30 AM)
*he smiles and stands up and takes off his jacket and shirt, he sheds his mortal shell and large wings extend from his back as his skin takes on a golden sheen and his eyes burn with the light of the dawn. his voice sounds like a gentle breeze echos though it. Asherak turns and looks at her* perhaps your right

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:30:43 AM)
*and of course the first thing she does is reach out and touch his wings* I love to fly- but it's not really any fun alone and so few of us seem to retain the ability

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:33:22 AM)
I can of course *he smiles*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:33:51 AM)
you and celeste and james are the only ones I've seen that can- and I really shouldn't go flying with James anymore

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:34:12 AM)
whys that?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:35:10 AM)
*smiling- obvious that it's a happy memory- not bitterness at all* we would fly together- chase each other through the clouds- and when he caught me *a bit of passion burning in her eyes- what she's remembering probably quite obvious*

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:36:01 AM)
*he chuckles soflty*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:36:11 AM)
*she would smile at him* what?

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:39:20 AM)
Your where a little lost in the past

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:39:31 AM)
sorry, it was a nice memory

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:41:38 AM)
im sure it was

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:42:02 AM)
but anyway it would be nice to have someone to fly with again- even if we just ended with a nice picknic

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:45:32 AM)
of course I enjoy flying when I can

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:46:17 AM)
brb

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:46:39 AM)
*she would smile- and perk up as she hears a noise- the sound of someone comming upstairs- obviously a sound that she recognizes the footfalls of* that would be alex getting home- I should go spend some time with him- but if you want to come back over tomorrow we could talk more

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:46:54 AM)
(translation I have to be up in about 7.5 hours to see if I go to work or not tomorrow)

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 12:49:58 AM)
(yep get some rest dear ill see you later hon

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 12:50:21 AM)
(*hugs* thanks for the play)

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Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 4:56:13 PM)
*Casey let herself in and wandered into the kitchen, grabbed a sixpack of beer and headed upstairs looking for Jacqui* Honey, I'm homeeee!

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 4:56:26 PM)
*Jacqui is upstairs in her sitting room looking out a window and eating fruit- she's in her appoc form and a little blond is sitting with her as they nibble the fruit*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:00:19 PM)
Hey Jacqui, am I interrupting?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:01:16 PM)
no- this is Annette, Annette this is Casey- *she would smile as she introduces the pretty blond woman to Casey*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:01:50 PM)
And what does Annette do for you? *she had a seat with them*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:03:51 PM)
she works and the university and sometimes helps me stay calm *the woman would look at Casey in a friendly manner a warm smile on her face* I'm Anette like she said, and I just kind of help out where I can best

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:05:40 PM)
*she set the six pack down and hugged Nisroch*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:05:59 PM)
*she would return the hug and feed her a strawberry*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:07:06 PM)
*annette would chuckle* if only I had your luck with all the lovers

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:08:47 PM)
*she chewed the strawberry* You don't like women like that Annette?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:09:23 PM)
*Annette would chuckle a bit* I like everyone- Jacqueline just has more luck than I do

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:10:40 PM)
You poor dear.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:11:34 PM)
*chuckles and stretches out over Jacqui taking a strawberry off the plate as Jacqui shakes her head* not as much luck as me doesn't exactly translate into deprived *playing with Annette's hair*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:15:07 PM)
She is very cute though, to be perfectly honest...*she winked at the thrallie*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:17:55 PM)
*Annette would smile and offer an arm out to her- obviously rather incouragable with mischief in her eyes*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:18:18 PM)
*she kissed the side of Nisroch's neck as she played with her hair and slid close to Annette*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:18:29 PM)
*Jacqui would chuckle* so how have you been Casey?

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:19:22 PM)
Saw Tommy last night. He's trying to talk me into going with him to Dust. Keeps trying to tell me I'm worth more than a warrior and meat shield...I don't see it.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:20:13 PM)
*wrinkles her nose a bit* Savannnah should not be in Dust

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:22:04 PM)
Oh? Why's that? I don't really know her.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:22:25 PM)
don't you know- people crave guidence- they just need to be led like little pets on a leashe

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:23:18 PM)
We should inform the Tyrant.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:23:51 PM)
do you think the Tyrant would actually care- you know that in todays world the Minstry of Dust is not what it once was

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:24:20 PM)
I don't know. I don't even know the Tyrant's faction

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:24:50 PM)
she's a slayer- David is looking for a new master because she could not handle the fact that he loves her- but please don't repeat that

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:25:43 PM)
What faction though?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:26:43 PM)
I don't know- I do not know her that well, but I doubt David would have told me that was the issue if it was not

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:27:26 PM)
*she nodded* Gotcha.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:28:33 PM)
*Annette would nibble more strawberries as they talk, just listenning to them as Jacqui nods* honestly we won't be able to change anything- and if we move openly against her we won't have the small amount of control we can excert now

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:30:41 PM)
Yea, the Tyrant did seem a little fond of her.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:31:12 PM)
our best bet is to just work around her

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:31:33 PM)
Yelling at those that thought she was a traitor when she was spying on Maksism. Like, what the fuck do you expect people to think of her when she gets close to someone like that

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:32:28 PM)
it is true, I'm sure if I could have stomached letting him touch me to gain more information the same things would have been said by people about me

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:33:19 PM)
It's to be expected when you become a spy and if her skin wasn't thick enough to handle that...what kind of Elohim is she?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:34:12 PM)
one that has forgotten why we left the host- in fact she said that idealy she would like to undo what we did, but as that can't be done she's just going to make the best of it

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:34:36 PM)
Is she a fuckin' Rav?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:35:30 PM)
my guess would be a faustian *petting Annette- obvious that she is helping keep her calm* the first time I met her she was disapointed that I found the palace of sighs to be an abomnation

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:38:02 PM)
The palace of sighs?

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:38:07 PM)
What the fuck is that?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:38:36 PM)
it was something the silver legion did during the war- breading experiments- horrors that I don't like to think of

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:38:51 PM)
I don't...remember that.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:39:00 PM)
which legion were you/

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:39:09 PM)
Although I -was- in the Ebon legion.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:39:30 PM)
you may never have encountered it then- it was where some of the greatest excesses fo silver took place

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:40:11 PM)
Between battles I spent my time in my own bastian.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:40:40 PM)
I spent most of my time in Alex's

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:40:57 PM)
And in the latter days of the War...uh, I'm not proud of it let's just say.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:41:22 PM)
*she would nod* Alex protected me and kept me safe during the war

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 5:42:16 PM)
You didn't fight at all?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:42:34 PM)
not well

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 5:42:39 PM)
(and brb)

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:05:00 PM)
(back)

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:05:09 PM)
((wb))

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:05:13 PM)
(thanks)

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:09:02 PM)
*Annette would give Jacqui a kiss on the cheek* I need to go for a tutoring session, I'll stop back by a bit later *and then Casey would get a kiss on the cheek for good messure*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:09:38 PM)
I certainly fought it was about all I was good for. Oh nice meeting you Annette. I'm sure I'll see you again sometime.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:11:56 PM)
*she would smile as she makes her way out* I'm sure- though more often than not I hang out downstairs *and out she would go- meanwhile Jacqui would shake her head* I was useless- Zenkil tried to teach me, but I just didn't get it- normaly I would stay with the people in case someone got through- I probably couldn't have stopped them, but if it came to it I could likely have slowed them down enough for someone to get away

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:13:45 PM)
Yea I was on the front lines, or worse, beyond enemy lines.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:14:49 PM)
*she would nod* I couldn't have done that

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:15:34 PM)
My unit was a lot like special forces of this day.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:16:05 PM)
I just wanted to keep people safe

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:18:45 PM)
I understand Jacqui. I would expect no less of you.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:19:33 PM)
*she would smile and move over to settle against Casey* I tried very hard

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:20:06 PM)
*she wrapped her arms around Nisrorch and kissed her cheek*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:20:46 PM)
*she would smile her wings fluttering against her*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:21:12 PM)
That's very noble of you. I lost myself in the frenzie of battle...it was like, a drug and I was an addict.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:22:20 PM)
a lot of people lost their minds- the madness swept through so many- their were such horrors -so many people that didn't need to be hurt

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:25:21 PM)
I think I began to enjoy killing the Host Nisroch, if I hadn't lost controll and torn Aaramayuna apart, and killed all my followers...I think when Michael's troops came for me, I would have fought back until they would have been forced to destroy me. But I was loathing myself so much...I was so ashamed at what I'd done...I didn't care what they'd do to me

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:26:13 PM)
*she would pet her a bit* and thus you rerturned from the madness that still consumes so very many

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:26:47 PM)
Thanks to Casey.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:27:41 PM)
perhaps- gave up what we were to save them- perhaps even if they don't realize it now that they truley do need us they are giving up of themselves to save us

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:28:26 PM)
I really don't even know what to think anymore.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:29:05 PM)
just remember why you fell- what was in your heart when you left heaven

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:29:44 PM)
*she nodded her head*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:30:50 PM)
we weren't just arrogant- we weren't just disobedient- we were overcome with love- we didn't fall to become kings- we fell to love them and protect them- that love and caring was what seperated us from the host

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:36:40 PM)
Most of us I'd say that was true

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:37:03 PM)
*touching her face* we just need to remember why we started this and that what happened ot us was not their fault

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:40:01 PM)
I've never blamed them Nisroch

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:40:10 PM)
I know, but some people do I think

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:44:25 PM)
Savannah does?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:44:54 PM)
maybe

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:45:08 PM)
Figures...

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:46:12 PM)
that would be my guess anyway

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:51:08 PM)
((sorry back))

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:51:13 PM)
(no problem)

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:51:27 PM)
She sounds pretty fucking worthless...

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:51:53 PM)
that does seem to be the case- but their is very little we can do at this juncture

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:53:04 PM)
Yea yea, I know Nisroch.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:54:14 PM)
*reaching up to play some with Casey's hair* but you know it's ok because in the end we'll come out on top

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:55:24 PM)
*she pulled the Lammasu into her lap and kissed her deeply*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:56:26 PM)
*she would return the kiss softly* my my I didn't know politics was such an aphrodisiac for you

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:57:43 PM)
*she laughed hard*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 6:58:21 PM)
*looks at her with a what look*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 6:58:53 PM)
What?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 7:01:13 PM)
nothing *just snuggles against her with a bit of a giggle*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:01:46 PM)
what is it?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 7:02:15 PM)
you were the one laughing at me- shouldn't I be the confused one?

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:08:00 PM)
Not at you, at what you said...

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:08:11 PM)
*she shushed her with another kiss*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 7:08:37 PM)
*and she would return the kiss snuggling against her*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:11:57 PM)
*she stroked her hair, just enjoying the moment*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 7:12:39 PM)
you know it seems like every time I go out and try to get to know some of the old gaurd I'm just disapointed

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:24:49 PM)
Yea, they are very cliquish and will only talk to you if they need you for something...or no one else is around

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 7:25:43 PM)
they talk to me- I just don't like the things they say

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:26:12 PM)
Oh they do?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 7:27:41 PM)
like savanah and her view of people or sophie saying they are a blight on our creation

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:30:06 PM)
What the fuck is with these people, they need a kick in the head

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 7:32:03 PM)
the pain is getting to them- then need to learn how to deal with it

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:37:26 PM)
I don't think there's any getting through to them sadly Nisroch. But I suppose it's our duty to try.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 7:40:09 PM)
you can't just give up- I mean I've made a lot of progress with Larry since he shot Jacqueline

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:40:32 PM)
Tell me about that then Nisroch.

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:40:44 PM)
*she cuddle against her*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 7:43:42 PM)
he was lonely and hurt- he didn't know how to talk to a woman so he fixated on one that he couldn't have- and then when someone else did have her he tried to stop it- to posses her because he didn't have the confidence to look at himself

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:46:38 PM)
How are you fixing him I mean?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 7:47:56 PM)
I talk to him- I have ways of making him trust me and open up to me that other counslers don't

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:50:45 PM)
You're a better person than me, I think I might have wanted revenge.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 7:51:08 PM)
but they can't get better if they're dead

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:52:27 PM)
Not all can get better Nisroch.

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:52:56 PM)
But I do agree with you. And I'm not saying it would have been right.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 7:52:58 PM)
sure they can- it's just a matter of if they can do it with out hurting more people

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:53:10 PM)
Just that my anger would have gotten the best of me I think.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 7:54:49 PM)
but that's what we have to learn to rein in- I mean in Larry's mind she had hurt him- she had betrayed him- she needed to be punished

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:55:57 PM)
But he's sick...

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 7:56:50 PM)
and you don't think the anger inside of us is wrong too- it didn't used to be there

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 7:57:13 PM)
Of course I do.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 7:57:47 PM)
you can't sure a plague by killing all the carriers or you won't have enough population left to restart- you need to work on the disease itself

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:01:45 PM)
So what of those mass murderers that aren't sick at all? That are sane and rational and make the concious decision to be monsters. Surely they deserve to be punished in some manner?

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:02:17 PM)
At the very least sacrificing their lives to save all those would be victims.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:02:37 PM)
I didn't say they didn't - I said they shouldn't just be killed- they can be made better- shown the error of their ways

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:03:11 PM)
Maybe some can, but not all.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:03:39 PM)
I don't believe you

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:06:46 PM)
And Jacqui it's not like I wouldn't try. But look at someone like Hitler. I can't imagine he'd have repented or atoned without serious mind control, but if he doesn't make the choice to atone, with free will, what's the point? And in a case like that when one man has sent thousands, including women and children, to die...some in agnoy. You better believe I'm punishing him for it. But thankfully that's such a rare aberration among humanity

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:07:39 PM)
When it comes to someone like your Larry, I agree wholeheartedly with you Jacqui.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:08:46 PM)
*reaching out to touch casey's face* tell me what you did during the time of autrocities

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:12:11 PM)
Following the first murder, I truly became a frenzied beast of war. I was with my legion when they assaulted Sagun, inspired by the brutality of Caine's act. I began to be cruel to my worshipers sculpting their flesh on a whim. If they pleased me, I would make them more beautiful. But should they anger me, I wrought horrible disfigurements on my followers delighting in the screams of the women. I was just as cruel to my Chimera, and my temple became known as the Palace of Agony. Do you hate me now?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:13:20 PM)
no- but listen to your past- do you think you deserve a second chance now?

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:13:48 PM)
I don't know.

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:14:05 PM)
I was certainly punished for it...

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:14:12 PM)
As we all were.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:14:17 PM)
*shakes her head and turns her face to look at her* listen to yourself- what do you want to do in the world now- do you want to make it better or do you want to hurt people?

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:14:46 PM)
I don't want to hurt innocent people.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:15:00 PM)
so you'd say you are better then?

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:15:45 PM)
Merging with a host changed me as I know it changed us all.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:17:28 PM)
but you are still in there- you see what you did- you see that it was wrong and you want to make up for it- wouldn't you say they deserve the same chance- saying they can learn- saying they can be made better- is not the same as saying their should be no punishment for transgressoin, but punishment shoulc be to seperate them from those they could hurt- it should be to teach them- if you kill them then they have no chance

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:22:00 PM)
Yes they do deserve that Jacqui. I do, however, think some will not ever make the choice to be better. In the Pit some of us, like me, accepted our punishment. Others got even worse...liked the Duchess that was once my commander. I believe she's now one of the Earthbound. There's no showing them the errors of their ways

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:22:50 PM)
some are too powerful to learn the error of their ways with out destroying too much- that doesn't mean that in the right circumstances they couldn't just that we don't have the luxury

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:29:45 PM)
It's hard to tell I guess. But I don't want you to think any less of me because of some things I believe. We certainly agree on most everything

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:30:28 PM)
I don't think less of you- I just help people- that's what I do

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:30:48 PM)
I do too Nisroch.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:31:23 PM)
I've never been able t hurt people

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:32:07 PM)
*she smiled*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:33:55 PM)
*touching her face*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:36:19 PM)
*she closed her eyes.* Do whatever you feel you need to.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:36:53 PM)
what do you mean?

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:37:06 PM)
With me.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:38:22 PM)
*she still seems confused by the offer*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:38:57 PM)
If you want to hug me...kiss me, keep talking, whatever.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:40:00 PM)
I just want to spend time- what ever happens happens

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:40:23 PM)
*she layed her head on her shoulder*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:41:53 PM)
*playing with her hair a bit*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:42:17 PM)
*she smiled at her and hugged her around the waist*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:43:44 PM)
*and she would nuzzle against her- the wings fluttering against her*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:46:33 PM)
*she kisses Nisroch's cheek, smiling*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:48:32 PM)
*and she would purr abit at that before claiming another strawberry*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:48:59 PM)
*she opened her mouth*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:50:09 PM)
*smiling and takign another to feed her*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:50:39 PM)
*she ate the strawberry, grinning.*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:51:45 PM)
*and she would play with the hair a bit more*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:52:23 PM)
I love when you play with my hair

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:52:37 PM)
it's soft and nice

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:53:42 PM)
Just like you.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:55:05 PM)
I try very hard

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:55:26 PM)
I know. And you're sweet as pie.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:55:43 PM)
*she would just preen at that*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:58:29 PM)
You are Nisroch.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 8:59:16 PM)
thank you Casey

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 8:59:33 PM)
And thank you too.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:00:07 PM)
for what?

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:00:24 PM)
For everything.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:01:02 PM)
you mean for being pompas and telling you my way is the only way?

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:01:43 PM)
You're entitled to your views.

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:02:15 PM)
No, for always being affectionate with me, for being my friend and more...for everything

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:03:59 PM)
you realize I am affectionate with everyone right

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:11:23 PM)
Yes I realize that.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:12:15 PM)
*she would smile and nuzzle against her* it's so nice being held

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:12:26 PM)
It really is.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:13:17 PM)
*She would smile happily at her*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:13:58 PM)
You look so beautiful, especially when you smile.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:14:41 PM)
*she would blink a bit and stretch oh so happily- obvious that even the way the world is now it just holds so many delights for her*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:20:38 PM)
*she layed Nisroch down on the couched and snuggled up beside her.*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:21:33 PM)
*she would pur at that- moving carefully to make sure her wings don't get trapped under her* so what have you been up to?

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:21:52 PM)
Not a whole lot...

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:24:06 PM)
we should find you some projects

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:32:22 PM)
What kind of projects Nisroch?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:33:24 PM)
I don't know- what do you want to work on?

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:35:04 PM)
I haven't the faintest idea Nisroch.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:36:08 PM)
maybe you should come with me for some of mine then- I help women that are getting out of bad situations for examples

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:36:29 PM)
I can do that Nisroch.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:39:04 PM)
you know it might work well for you to work with the children- you could finger paint with them for example

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:40:31 PM)
*she laughed* You see me as a big kid don't you?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:42:53 PM)
sometimes

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:43:15 PM)
I wonder why that is.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:43:44 PM)
*chuckling* I can't imagine

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:44:41 PM)
*she smiled and nuzzled her*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:46:44 PM)
*she would pet her a bit more just happy to be held*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:47:08 PM)
*she purred and kissed the nape of her neck*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:55:08 PM)
*and she purs and pets Casey just seeming rather snuggly tonight*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 9:56:14 PM)
*she lay against her enjoying the treatment, purring softly.*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 9:59:23 PM)
*she would smile at that* this is nice

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:01:41 PM)
Yea it really is...

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:02:01 PM)
Will Alex be joining us?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:02:39 PM)
I hope so- he's been working so much lately I miss him

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:03:09 PM)
You smell so good Nisroch

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:03:32 PM)
it's just purfume

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:03:53 PM)
I know...doesn't change the fact.

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:04:17 PM)
Maybe because I associate that smell with you and only you.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:04:33 PM)
*she would smile* I'm a bit girlier than most people anymore

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:13:16 PM)
And I love that about you

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:14:16 PM)
people do seem to like that

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:14:56 PM)
I love girly girls

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:15:48 PM)
I especially love girls that are handy in the kitchen too, but I don;'t know anyway

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:16:16 PM)
*chuckles* I guess I can't be perfect

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:17:24 PM)
You're 99.9999% perfect.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:17:47 PM)
only until you see me angry- you never know I might just turn into the hulk

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:19:11 PM)
*she laughs * I saw you angry at paint ball*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:20:35 PM)
it's not pretty is it

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:21:33 PM)
*she laughs* You're talking to a gal who literally frenzies.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:22:26 PM)
*she would nod and reach out petting her* we can help you learn to control it

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:23:07 PM)
I do control it, it's an aspect of my darker self Nisroch

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:23:58 PM)
*playing with her hair still*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:29:27 PM)
*she purred softly and just lay there enjoying her*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:30:14 PM)
if only we'd gotten out sooner

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:31:24 PM)
hmm?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:31:50 PM)
well if we made it back before christianity set in just think how much easier we could make it

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:32:45 PM)
Maybe, maybe it was inevitable.

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 10:33:09 PM)
(This user has entered Jacqui's) (IP = 134.129.203.20)

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:33:24 PM)
perhaps- it's starting to calm down

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 10:33:41 PM)
*he knocks on her front door*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:35:00 PM)
*a little blond would let him in with a smile* you're jacqui's friend that was here last night aren't you?

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 10:36:42 PM)
*Casey lay on a couch with Nisroch upstairs*

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 10:44:35 PM)
*he pokes his head inside* Hello?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:46:05 PM)
(I had a npc answer and ask him a question)

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 10:46:26 PM)
*he walks inside of the house and heads upstairs knocking on the door*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:49:12 PM)
*and she would chase after him putting herself between him and the stairs* you can't just go in like that with out answering

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:49:24 PM)
(the little blond that openned the door that is)

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 10:51:11 PM)
*he looks down at her*Sorry but I heard voices up here, no one anwered when I opend the door

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:51:48 PM)
I answered when you knocked on the door- I openned it and asked you if you were Jacqui's friend- did I suddenly become invisible?

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 10:52:32 PM)
Im sorry I wasnt paying attention. Is your mistress here?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:53:10 PM)
why don't you wait over there *pointing to one of the downstairs sitting rooms and I'll go get her*

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 10:54:07 PM)
you can just tell me if shes here she knows me

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:55:05 PM)
if she knows you then waiting a few moments shouldn't be an issue should it

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 10:56:32 PM)
*he smiles* no it would but I can here her voice just over there so if you could just tell her im here

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:57:13 PM)
*she would smile* just wait down here and I'll go get her- who should I tell her is here?

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 10:58:44 PM)
*he sighs and turns and goes down* Tell her Caleb is here

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 10:59:21 PM)
*she would nod and move up the stairs leaving him downstairs* someone named Caleb is downstairs- I think he might have a concusion or something

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:00:23 PM)
*Jacqui would chuckle and describe Caleb asking if that was him and when the thrall nods she would tell her to go ahead and send him up and Annette would go back downstairs* ok she said you can go up- 3rd door on the left

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:02:35 PM)
*he nods* thank you *he goes up and knocks on her door*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:04:19 PM)
*jacqui would call out* come on in *she's in a one of her short blue dresses that lets her have her wings out and tonight she does- curled up against Casey in her appoc form*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:04:31 PM)
hey Celeb, so why does my thrall think you have a concusion?

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:05:10 PM)
Sorry I had my mind on other things and overlooked her.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:05:32 PM)
*she would shake her head* have a seat- at least I'm not the only one with my mind in the clouds

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:07:41 PM)
*he sticks his tongue out at her and sits down*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:08:10 PM)
*she would stick her tongue back out at him- an oh so angelic looking expression*

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:10:13 PM)
*he chuckles*how are you tonight?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:10:39 PM)
mostly ok- though I keep getting reminded why I keep such a small circle of real friends

Michael Seiden (Feb 2, 2011 11:18:56 PM)
(This user has entered Jacqui's) (IP = 79.225.20.145)

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:19:09 PM)
(they're upstairs in Jacqui's sitting room Mike)

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 11:19:34 PM)
Hello Caleb.

Michael Seiden (Feb 2, 2011 11:19:50 PM)
*wandered inside and asked one of the usuals if they knew where she was, then heading over towards the already suspected sitting room*

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:20:15 PM)
hey casey

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:20:23 PM)
*Jacqui is in one of her little blue dresses- it has a band down the middle of her back leaving it bare on each side- the purpose for this is evident as she lays curled up against Casey in her appoc for, the inhuman beauty, the empethy, the soft golden eagle wings*

Michael Seiden (Feb 2, 2011 11:22:48 PM)
*stopped in the door taking a breath before gathering himself and moving carefully into the room*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:23:09 PM)
*she would roll over and smile up to him holding out her arms to him* Mike dear

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:23:44 PM)
*he turns regarding the new arrivel.*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:24:26 PM)
(casey is ghosting)

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:24:42 PM)
*she would smile* Caleb I believe you've met my Michael

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 11:27:36 PM)
(This user has left DigiChat) (IP = 24.188.211.71)

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:27:37 PM)
I think so

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 11:28:01 PM)
(This user has entered Jacqui's) (IP = 24.188.211.71)

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:28:10 PM)
*she would smile holding her arms out- obvious that she wants Mike to cuddle with her*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 11:29:04 PM)
*kissed Nisroch on the cheek as she lay on the couch with her*

Michael Seiden (Feb 2, 2011 11:29:37 PM)
*headed over to her*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:30:18 PM)
*she would smile brightly at him* Annette is roaming around somewhere- I'm sure she would adore seeing you before you leave tonight* leaning up to give him a soft kiss hello

Michael Seiden (Feb 2, 2011 11:30:46 PM)
*nods* I will go look for her before I go

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:31:28 PM)
*she would smile and sit up patting the sofa for him to join them- then look over to Caleb* have you had the chance to really speak with Savannah?

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:32:04 PM)
no I havent

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:32:40 PM)
apparently she picked the ministry of dust because she understands how people just need guidence- to be led on a leash like little pets

Michael Seiden (Feb 2, 2011 11:32:50 PM)
*sat down and nodded to Caleb and Casey*

Casey Richards (Feb 2, 2011 11:33:27 PM)
Hey hey.

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:34:16 PM)
*he frowns* So ive heard

Michael Seiden (Feb 2, 2011 11:34:17 PM)
Hello

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:34:38 PM)
*and of course he gets a cuddly Jacqui in his lap that is still trying to cuddle with Casey, but hey not something most men are goiing to be objecting to being pressed between*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:34:45 PM)
oh I'm not the first to bring the news to you?

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:35:41 PM)
Not directly no ive heard a few things here or there about sacannah

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:35:46 PM)
Savannah

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:36:48 PM)
*she would nod* well that is what she told me when we were talking this afternoon

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:38:07 PM)
*he sighs* to many of us are so lost in our torment

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:38:28 PM)
so we just need to figure out how to fix them

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:39:49 PM)
Easyer said then done

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:40:15 PM)
I'm getting better

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:40:36 PM)
that is promising

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:41:17 PM)
and it meanst hat others can too

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:42:42 PM)
*as they talk she would let herself fade back to just Jacqui instead of the winged beauty she's been for a bit*

Michael Seiden (Feb 2, 2011 11:45:19 PM)
*waited for them to finnish their buisnesness before engaging into the conversation*

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:45:27 PM)
*he sighs* i wish it where somethign all of us could learn from

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:45:40 PM)
why can't you?

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:47:35 PM)
becouse we are all differnet and so is our torment

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:49:13 PM)
it's just a matter of dealing with what you experineced though and remembering why we are here

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:49:41 PM)
yes thats true

Michael Seiden (Feb 2, 2011 11:54:16 PM)
Unfortunatly not all agree on that if I understand right...

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Feb 2, 2011 11:54:33 PM)
no they seem lost in their pain

Caleb Dobson (Feb 2, 2011 11:55:28 PM)
Its all to easy to fall into it