Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 2:24:35 PM)
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James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 2:38:19 PM)
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Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 2:39:51 PM)
*jacqui is laying downstairs in one of the sitting rooms- she's in one of her short blue greek styled dresses and her eyes are a bit puffy but she seems to be asleep right now*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 2:40:47 PM)
*He approached the house and stepped inside when he was assumed to be let in, dressed in jeans and a tshirt as he walked into the room, he would move to sit beside her, and he slowly reached out to stroke her hair*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 2:41:51 PM)
*she would wake up with a bit of a start as she sees feels him first and then sees himj- reaching for something- or maybe someone instinctively*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 2:42:41 PM)
*He smiled and stroked her cheek lightly* Hey heard you had abit of a rough day dear *He continued stroking gently*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 2:43:21 PM)
*she would wrap her arms around him holding onto him and nodding*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 2:44:19 PM)
*He hugged her against his side, an odd position putting her top half more in his lap, as she had been laying when he sat with her, and he stroked her side now lightly*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 2:45:16 PM)
*and she would hold onto him tightly* love shouldn't be a weapon

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 2:48:01 PM)
its not a weapon, but my dear, you shouldnt take how some fallen view some things, so to heart. You know the nature of our kind after a long war, one many of us still are fighting, they use the tools they have at hand

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 2:49:03 PM)
but they're not just tools- why would we have given up everything we were for mear tools

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 2:52:14 PM)
It is a war still Jacqui, some view things as they need to, to get through, those millenia of prison, and then coming back out to struggle back to being a shadow of what we were, and then to fight the war again. So allow them their views until its over, then when we have won, we can worry about educating one another, and allowing the healing to begin inside ourselves

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 2:53:54 PM)
that's what people said during the horrors before *he can see it in her eyes as she looks at him- she's seen things that she won't let herself remember when awake- things that she's pushed so far away that they nagg at her from afar but she doesn't know what they are*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 2:55:15 PM)
Yes dear, but im not talking about committing atrocities, im talking about views and getting the power, the faith to fuel us, he is doing nothing harmful to her, and nothing harmful to you, or your people.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 2:56:07 PM)
she's innocent and he's going to steal that from her- he's going to let her think that their is something until she is trapped with no way out- and I've turned my back on it to protect my people- I've sacrificed her for them

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:00:00 PM)
He wont hurt her or cause her harm, I guarantee that myself my dear *He strokes her hair* He will be working with me and I wont let him harm her, ok, but its not really affecting you personally, or your people, her becoming his thrall makes her, his.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:01:17 PM)
he's going to hurt her emotionally- the way that he reacts to her- she cares for him and he's using that

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:01:26 PM)
I won't have someone willing to do that around my people

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:03:47 PM)
You dont have to allow anyone near your thralls, but you cant let it affect you so strongly, there is so much worse that can be done to them by our kind, so much worse that is done by others of our kind, and so much worse they do to eachother, if you let it all get to you hun, then we wont ever be able to rebuild paradise

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:04:47 PM)
he won't help rebuild paradise- he'll just destory what I work so hard to build

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:06:57 PM)
He will help rebuild it, his methods of getting there are different from your own, but that does not make them, bad or wrong, just because you disagree Jacqui. He follows the morningstar still, he follows me, trust me to help him and guide him. An keep in mind, it is not about what you have built, it is what we will all build together in the end

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:08:14 PM)
he is twisting everything I built- using the gifts I gave them against them

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:10:27 PM)
Jacqui, stop, I get you dont like it, but there are worse alternatives, such as fear, and anger, pain and torture, would you rather he use those?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:11:02 PM)
he should treat them like people- they arne't just tools there for our benifit- we're here to help them

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:13:46 PM)
Answer the question posed Jacqui, and understand it is a war, we cant afford to all worry about the feelings of every person, and expect to win. We are here to help, in a way, yes, but first to help, we have to win, and to win, we need them, and so some will use methods you do not agree with, but there are worse ones to be used, would you rather he use them instead?

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:14:16 PM)
*she shakes her head no and starts crying softly against him again*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:15:34 PM)
Well then dont begrudge him letting her feel the affection she does, and remember it is a gentler way for him to go than to force what he wants from her. *He strokes her hair gently*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:15:55 PM)
he's going to destroy her and I'm letting him

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:17:07 PM)
he is not going to destroy her, stop believing he will, he is a better fallen than you, or he gives himself credit for

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:18:09 PM)
I encouraged her to persue him- I told her the worst case was he wouldn't be interested and she would be like she is now with out him- I didn't think he would lead her on

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:19:44 PM)
Jacqui, calm yourself, you still dont realize it all holds true still, but in the end she is as she is emotionally, but has the strength of faith, and the benefits he can give her with it

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:20:48 PM)
and when she realizes he doesn't love her and it's all just been a game to get her faith?

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:21:15 PM)
I trust him to have more tact than that my dear

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:21:42 PM)
what would he's she's just a human he said so himself

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:22:46 PM)
like i said, he is a better fallen than either of you, give him credit for

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:24:18 PM)
promise me you'll protect her

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:26:13 PM)
As best that I can

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:26:34 PM)
I failed her- I always fail them

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:27:42 PM)
You failed nobody jacqui, now stop that. *he stroked her hair*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:28:25 PM)
*she would just cry softly holding onto him*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:29:15 PM)
*he held her there half on his lap, stroking her hair slowly*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:30:04 PM)
I I don't like seeing people hurt

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:30:47 PM)
I know, and she has not been hurt, and shes not going to be anytime soon, calm yourself dear, stop thinking about it happening when it hasnt

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:31:03 PM)
but he said

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:31:22 PM)
no, stop, i dont care what he said, shes not getting hurt.

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:32:05 PM)
I still don't want him near my people- till he changes his opinion I won't risk them

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:32:59 PM)
you dont have to, and even if he were around them, he isnt allowed to interfere with them, we have rules we do abide, and interference is among them

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:33:23 PM)
*she would nod relaxing when he says she doesn't have to let rohan near her peopel*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:33:52 PM)
*he strokes her hair and cheek lightly*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:34:49 PM)
*and she would snuggle against him* (now see is she really that hard to handle)

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:35:32 PM)
(depends some people have less patience)

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:36:06 PM)
*He lets out a soft sigh, relaxing back on the couch, and he lets her snuggle there, his eyes closing as he strokes her hair and back*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:36:52 PM)
*and she curls more into him has he does that- pretty much ending up in his lap and making it quite obvious just how much she needs to be held right now*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:37:27 PM)
*He holds her there gently, and smiles just slightly*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:40:13 PM)
(what's his hair like again?)

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:41:18 PM)
http://sarashiel.webs.com/

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:42:40 PM)
*her fingers would make their way up to his hair and soon she's focusing on that instead of all the trouble as it slowly starts to stand up straight*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:43:12 PM)
*He chuckles, his eyes staying closed, he strokes her sides lightly as she plays with his hair*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:44:46 PM)
*she's calming down slowly as she does- obvious that she's staring to feel better*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:45:41 PM)
having fun with my hair dear? *He chuckles softly opening his eyes*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:46:26 PM)
*she would nod quietly against him*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:47:40 PM)
good dear, what are you doing to it *He rested a hand on her hip*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:48:22 PM)
I don't know

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:48:59 PM)
hehe, ok *He chuckled and patted her thigh lightly*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:50:05 PM)
*a little smile ghosting on her lips as she leans against him- taking his arms and wrapping them tightly around her*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:50:33 PM)
*He smiled and hugged her tightly against him and snuggled with her now*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:51:25 PM)
do you want something to eat or drink?

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:52:12 PM)
something to drink, if you want something yourself dear, but otherwise im fine

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:52:45 PM)
*she would get up and go off through the house to retrieve something*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:53:22 PM)
*He would sit there stretched out, legs parted, shoulder width apart as he waited, his eyes closing*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:57:29 PM)
*she would some back with a couple of wine glasses and a bottle of white wine*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 3:58:20 PM)
hmmm thank you dear *He smiled and would open his eyes and reach for the bottle, to open and pour for them when she returned*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 3:59:08 PM)
*she seems to have wiped her face off a bit while she was gone- though her make up is still a bit of a mess as she reclaims her place in his lap*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:00:01 PM)
*He smiled at her and set the bottle aside letting a hand rest on her hip as the other held his drink and he took a sip of it*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:00:47 PM)
*and she would drink about half of hers in one gulp- obviously not as completely better*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:01:15 PM)
*He sipped at his and stroked her hip lightly as she sat there*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:02:45 PM)
*sipping a bit after the first start8

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:03:18 PM)
*He wrapped the free arm around her and pulled her tighter onto his lap and snuggled with her there*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:03:54 PM)
*she would snuggle against him* why do people have to be so hard

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:04:44 PM)
it is the nature of them to want to do things their own way dear, *He kissed her cheek and gulped down the rest of his glass when it was two thirds gone&

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:07:01 PM)
*laying her head on his shoulder* I guess

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:07:42 PM)
*He snuggled against her and set his glass aside and stroked her sides lightly*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:08:33 PM)
we played paintball this morning

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:09:50 PM)
I heard all about it all nd the aftermath *he chuckled*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:12:37 PM)
*she would look down*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:13:28 PM)
*he arched a brow up at her*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:15:01 PM)
*she would nuzzle against him* will you dance with me?

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:16:30 PM)
Sure hun we can dance

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:18:06 PM)
*she would stand up and wait on him to stand with her*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:20:29 PM)
*He stood smoothly as she got up from his lap*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:23:20 PM)
*she would put her arms around him facing him as she starts to dance- their is no music playing but she doesn't seem to care*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:24:31 PM)
*he slips his hands around her waist and moves with her slowly holding her close*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:25:59 PM)
*she would lay her head on his shoulder moving slowly with him*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:28:24 PM)
*his hands stroke her sides slowly, as he nuzzled against her neck while they danced to the silence*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:30:55 PM)
*she would move slowly wiht him- though she does seem in beet to something- perhaps something that only she hears*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:32:15 PM)
*He matched her mystery musical beat, his hands resting on her hips as they moved, his eyes closing*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:34:37 PM)
*and she dances with him for a ridiculous amount of time like that- seeming content to just be held and danced with*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:35:34 PM)
*After awhile he lifted his head and kissed her cheek speaking softly* How are you feeling hun

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:36:01 PM)
a little better- thanks

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:36:38 PM)
I wish i could do more dear. *He reached up caressing her cheek tenderly*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:38:13 PM)
I don't know what else can be done

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:38:55 PM)
I know dear, i know *He leaned in and gave her a light kiss* Still wish i could help, you are a good friend, and i dont like when you are sad

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:40:09 PM)
sometimes I feel too much- I can remember what it feels like to be betrayed by the thing you believed in more than anything in the world-

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:40:53 PM)
We all have felt it, i know what you are saying *He smiled and stroked her side and cheek lightly*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:41:32 PM)
*the look in her eyes- it's almost like the wound is fresh in her*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:41:54 PM)
*He wrapped her then in his arms and hugged her tightly*

Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:43:04 PM)
*and she would bury her face in his shoulder as he does*

James Laurence (Jan 16, 2011 4:44:06 PM)
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Jacqueline Rose Leblanc (Jan 16, 2011 4:58:18 PM)
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