Larissa Connerton (Jul 24, 2011 12:04:14 AM)
Yeah. And that was another little slice of irony that life decided to give me. The birth was easy enough, as much as it can be anyway. After staying in one form for so many months, I was feeling twitchy and ready to explode. Only to be handed a healthy, loud, and beautiful baby boy. But I couldn't hold him. Not for very long anyway. *And for the first time since they'd known each other, Summerlynn can hear tears and sadness in the voice of the full-moon* Sometimes I think the spirits used this whole affair to punish me for something in a previous life.
Summerlynn Fields (Jul 24, 2011 12:10:38 AM)
Oh Honey…*Summer didn’t give two a shit if someone saw her crying. If they had a problem with it she would tell them they were a heartless bastard who needed some life lessons. Quickly she put down her cup of coffee to the side. Wrapping Larissa up in her long jolly giant arms, as she smoothed down the back of her alphas hair* She gives the really hard tasks to those she knows can handle it…You aint done nothing wrong at all. Me and my twin brother Sommer, we both had an ahroun momma. She could not do too much for us…she knew that…but lord help we had the best up brining on a farm with lots of other kinfolks…good people. We was both raised by kinfolks…Sommer went with the Children and you got me! Tada! *She said with a soft laugh trying to comfort her*
Larissa Connerton (Jul 24, 2011 12:16:19 AM)
*Leans against Summer, giving a long sigh and just staying quiet for several minutes.* There was a kinfolk woman, a girl really since I doubt she was even old enough to vote yet, in the sept that had lost her child the same day. A little girl, with the cord around her neck and there was nothing the healers could do at that point. So my mother and I made arrangements for the girl to serve as a surragate. I couldn't even kiss my son goodbye without making him cry because of the rage inside me. The girl was barely any better. The last time I saw Alexander, he was in someone else's arms still crying.
Summerlynn Fields (Jul 24, 2011 12:21:39 AM)
That must have been so hard for you. I can’t imagine how much courage you must have to be able to do something like that. You are true and loving mother to think of your child in such a self-less way that you allowed your suffering to somehow comfort that of another…One day you will see him again. It isn’t goodbye forever. *She tried to reassure her brushing away Larissa’s hair away from her face in motherly fashion*
Larissa Connerton (Jul 24, 2011 12:26:36 AM)
It didn't feel very couragous when I did it. I stayed the rest of the day to undergo the rite of motherhood and then just got on my bike and drove. I had no idea where I was going or what I was going to do, other than knowing I had alot of energy left pent up and an urge to use it. The newspapers made a comment about a string of urban gang violence that was me venting and striking against those who have violated the Goddess' laws. It reminded me of my first change, except this time there was no fear at the sudden feeling of rage. This was enjoyable and I relished every second I felt it screaming against my chest and blood pumping in my ears.
Summerlynn Fields (Jul 24, 2011 12:30:59 AM)
*She nodded her head as though she could completely understand how she would feel that way.* I am glad that you are safe, and everything went well with the delivery. If you ever need anything or feel like you just want to vent and talk about it. You know that I am here for you. Times are a bit rough here…
Larissa Connerton (Jul 24, 2011 12:33:37 AM)
*Gives Summer a tight hug, pressing her left cheek against the theurge's belly before pulling back and giving a quick sniffle* Thank you. And yeah, time for a pity party is over for now. What's been going on here that I need to know about, so I know who's heads to start bashing in.
Summerlynn Fields (Jul 24, 2011 12:36:37 AM)
*She points to herself* You are looking at the soul member of our sister in the pack it seems. I can’t reach the others through pack link. Lew is around and John sometimes…but as far as ladies go….just you and me. *She took in a deep breath* Evie is gone too I am afraid…Goddess rest her soul. Our tribe has currently been trying to take down human tracfficing ring as well.
Summerlynn Fields (Jul 24, 2011 12:39:56 AM)
(( I think I am going to have to go lay down I am nearly falling asleep here))
Summerlynn Fields (Jul 24, 2011 12:40:18 AM)
(( thanks for the play! It was good to see you again))
Summerlynn Fields (Jul 24, 2011 12:40:34 AM)
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Larissa Connerton (Jul 24, 2011 12:42:30 AM)
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