Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 1:30:21 PM)
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Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 1:32:55 PM)
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Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 1:34:53 PM)
*Sabine came in with a large duffle bag on one shoulder and a totebag in the other hand. She wore her corset, leather skirt, goggles, gloves, and leather apron, but her docs were replaced with vintage high heels today.* Mon cheri I brought surprises!

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 1:35:21 PM)
*The duffle bag contents clanked, like they were steel*

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 1:38:47 PM)
~F~ Welcome Sabine! *smiles brightly* you look splendid.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 1:39:21 PM)
*She looked Emma over as well of course, setting her bags on the counter* I missed you, cutie.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 1:40:16 PM)
I brought you some swords and daggers, as well as some steampunk outfits and accessories for the store.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 1:40:18 PM)
*blushes* you should no say such things Sabine.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 1:40:33 PM)
Why not Emma, it's the truth.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 1:41:02 PM)
It's improper.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 1:41:38 PM)
How so? I'm allowed to compliment you. I really don't think it's a big deal.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 1:41:52 PM)
just....nevermind.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 1:41:56 PM)
what brings you by?

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 1:42:15 PM)
Dropping the stuff off, but mostly because I wanted to see you.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 1:43:53 PM)
*she walked over, closer to Emma.* You look very pretty today. *She said in French* Have you found your present to be useful for work, with all it's pockets?

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 1:47:05 PM)
*smiles* yes it's been very useful Sabine. *slides ahand along the front of it, smoothing out*

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 1:49:10 PM)
*she watched Emma smooth it out and smiled.* And you look really nice in it. *She said in French*

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 1:49:55 PM)
*F* I love leather so much.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:04:21 PM)
it is so nice. oui.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:04:34 PM)
(sorry was afk, landlady yelling at me )

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:04:39 PM)
((np))

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:05:20 PM)
*she reached into the bag of steampunk clothes and pulled out a single rose, holding it out to Emma.*

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:05:29 PM)
I brought you this too...

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:06:00 PM)
*giggles like a schoolgirl caught doing something naughty* i think it has always been a turn on for me. part of my love for Renafires i suppose.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:06:24 PM)
*straightens up and fornws, then softening and smiling a bit* you need to sto pthis Sabine.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:06:40 PM)
as lovely ,as sweet as it is, I cannot let you do this to me.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:06:54 PM)
I cannotlet myself become what you want from me.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:07:01 PM)
Let me do what? What is so wrong about it Emma?

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:07:38 PM)
As improbable as it may seem, i need to find myself a proper husabnd, have healthy children. IT is what my family expects.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:08:03 PM)
within a family like my family, you do wha is expected of you.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:08:59 PM)
Emma...I really like you. You're special and I think deep down you like me too. You're family should accept you for who you are and not force you to be something you aren't.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:09:18 PM)
They might even surprise you and accept it.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:09:30 PM)
i've been struggling to accept that for years..and then yo usweep into my life, makign it al lso very hard to live with, like a hurricane of fthe gulf you cause chaos, reak uncertainty within my heart...

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:09:56 PM)
No one has to know Emma.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:10:49 PM)
you make me doubt who, what and who i have been? You show me strength and love, you make me see you inside..and outside..you're lovely and strong, skileld and artistic..a craftswoman and artist..

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:10:54 PM)
I just -know- that if I let you be, and forget all about it...I'm going to regret it for the rest of my life, mon cheri.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:11:23 PM)
Sabien I have lived in my darkness, myshadows for my entire adult life...my teen years where hidden from view and as a child i was nearly mute.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:11:55 PM)
and just who do you thin kyo uare to come swepingi nand destroying al lof the defenses i spent a life time building?

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:12:21 PM)
*scowling* I need those crutches Sabine, I need those defenses, I'm simply not as tstrong as you!

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:13:10 PM)
damnitall! *throws the book in her hand agiasnt the wall*

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:13:23 PM)
Emma, you can be strong honey. And having someone you care about to lean on, helps you be strong. Cheri, please let me in. I promise to take it slowly. As slowly as you need.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:13:50 PM)
And if you don't want anyone to know, no one will have to.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:14:49 PM)
*smiles weakly* "You have such interesting friends, it is obvious they all think highly of you. But it is not in your nature Sabine to hide what you are, nor hide what you want."

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:14:57 PM)
*she sounded almost desperate, like she was terrified she'd not have a chance with this girl she was so terribly attracted to.*

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:15:06 PM)
It is not a flaw, but a strength.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:15:07 PM)
I would do it for you Emma.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:15:18 PM)
I would not ask you too.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:15:35 PM)
for you simply would not be the Sabine I so dearly love and respect.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:16:08 PM)
Emma...all I care about is getting to know you better, getting closer to you. If I let that slip through my fingers it will be the biggest mistake of my life.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:17:10 PM)
oh sabine, if you could only understand. *sighs and walks over to pick up the fallen book*

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:18:15 PM)
*she stepped closer to Emma, turned her so she would face the Nocker and hooked her fingers in the pocket of Emma's leather apron. She looked into her eyes and her heart was pounding.* Emma I do understand, I wasn't always so outspoken about being gay honey.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:19:00 PM)
*mumbles* m'not gay. m'not m'not

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:19:30 PM)
there was billy montreuse in freshman year

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:19:38 PM)
*smiles weakly*

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:21:07 PM)
*one leather gloved hand reached up to touch Emma's cheek, she looked almost like she could cry.* Emma, I'm begging you to give me a chance.I give you my word I will move as slowly as you need.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:26:19 PM)
oh sabine.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:27:02 PM)
cant yo uunderstand why i can't? this is not to hurt you. i'm so uncertasin so full of doubt.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:27:22 PM)
when was the last time oy udoubted yourself Sabine Lefevre?

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:27:32 PM)
it cannothave been very recent.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:27:40 PM)
Everyone has doubts Emma. *she said softly, wiping at her eyes with her leather-clad hand.*

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:28:40 PM)
I can't stop thinking about you. I can hardly work. I can't sleep. Emma...you're what's been missing in my life.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:29:42 PM)
*sighs and smiles, leaning in to kiss Sabine's cheek gently* You are too much for me ma cheri.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:30:10 PM)
It is like the seige of Minas Tirith...my defenses are crumbling ...

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:30:49 PM)
Emma, I don't want anyone else. When I think that I might not have a chance with you...I feel like I could cry. I haven't cried in a very long time.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:33:07 PM)
But why would you want me?

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:33:20 PM)
You're not like other girls, you're smart, well read, you're cute even if you don't believe it...we both love ren faires and the SCA, fantasy novels, leather...you own a very awesome store. Emma, you're -amazing-. *She says with conviction, looking the girl in her eyes, leaving no doubt that she truly believes what she says.* That is why I want you.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:33:28 PM)
i still can't understand this...this whole thing BAFFLES me.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:34:30 PM)
I'm plain, i'ma mousy, spinster who runs a bookstore o nthe fringes of the Quarter, who's most outgoing thing is she goes to Renfiares alone and walks alone watching other people have fun with their significant others and friends.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:34:47 PM)
my entire life, for as long as i can rememebr has been with me as an outsider.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:37:03 PM)
I was an outsider too Emma. I can understand you sweetie.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:37:30 PM)
but all those friends the other night, Octavian, Frankie, hoshi and Serendipity. and al lthe others..

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:37:33 PM)
But you -are- cute to me. Emma, you have no idea how appealing you are.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:37:45 PM)
They are outsiders too Emma.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:38:30 PM)
*she shakes her head, the few locks of hair that spiral out of hertightly packed bun shaking too* it baffles me Sabine. You puzzled me fro mthe moment we met at the Faire. You confuse me with your word sand your actions are downright chaotic.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:39:08 PM)
*she pulled Emma closer with the fingers hooked in the pocket of her leather apron.* What confuses you, mon petite?

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:44:10 PM)
Nothing, Everything, Front, Back, Begining to end.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:44:34 PM)
it's like reading Silarillion again. *smiles nervously*

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:44:46 PM)
Just relax Emma. It's no great mystery. I like you. It's as simple as that.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:45:06 PM)
You know when I see you my heart starts to pound.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:46:34 PM)
Silmarrilion*

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:46:50 PM)
*smiles and gives Sabine a gentle kiss*

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:49:27 PM)
*she pulled Emma into a hug, her tattooed arms around her waist. The leather they wore creaked. It was clear Sabine very much enjoyed seeing Emma in her leather apron. The gentle kiss made her smile, but her cheeks were still wet from the tears.*

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:53:13 PM)
*she felt drawn in by the hug, lickign her friends tears away impulsively*

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:53:20 PM)
don't ever cry for me.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:54:02 PM)
I can't help it. I need you Emma. *she whispered, hugging her even tighter, leather creaking more.*

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:54:06 PM)
ever. promise me that.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:54:30 PM)
*holding sabine tightly, she cuddled warmly*

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:54:57 PM)
*she nodded slowly, sniffling a bit.*

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:55:57 PM)
It can't be a coincidence...we like all the same things Emma, it's not just a coicidence we met.

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 2:59:13 PM)
i do not believe in fate.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 2:59:32 PM)
I've been looking for someone that understands and accepts me so long. My ex girlfriends all made fun of the way I dressed, especially liking leather, especially for wearing my goggles, gloves, and leather apron every day. Some made fun of me for being a blacksmith and making weapons for "nerds" as they said. I'm not sure why they dated me at all. I took a couple to renfaires and they made fun of that. Ultimately they wanted me to be "normal" and when I wouldn't they ended it.

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 3:00:12 PM)
*She held her tighter still*

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 3:01:39 PM)
gtg bbl

Sabine Lefevre (Mar 18, 2011 3:01:48 PM)
((ok))

Emma Raynard (Mar 18, 2011 3:02:11 PM)
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