Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 7:51:37 AM)
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Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 7:39:06 PM)
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Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 7:39:33 PM)
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Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 7:41:05 PM)
-luc is walking out of trauma to start his break. its been a bad day and his ability even when tried hasn't changed the balance. he knows death is a part of life but sometimes its hard to keep the distance-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 7:41:08 PM)
*pandora had been walking in a daze most of the day , it was odd pandora was one of the more deacted nurses, losing herself in her work. something was off as well, she had clearly put on some wieght, was more femine, curvy*
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 7:42:00 PM)
*she was at a table in the breakroom poking some food*
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 7:42:49 PM)
-he shakes his head then walks into the cafe, spots pandy- hey what's up?
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 7:44:59 PM)
not hungry? i know i'm not hungry..... today has been not so good in trauma..... despite our efforts
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 7:45:08 PM)
*she looked up after a moment wiping her tears away, and then motioned for him to sit down*
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 7:45:45 PM)
" yeah...i can seem.. to think right....it makes me quizzy..."
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 7:46:31 PM)
-he takes a seat now- oh whats wrong, you're crying -he frowns lightly-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 7:48:19 PM)
*she looked around to make sure they were alone, then she whispered*" i'm going to be leaving in a few monthes... i am prengent.... with i believe sextuples"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 7:49:21 PM)
-luc blinks- what, 6? -his voice stays low- you did some fertility treatments.... those give too many and then there are issues, are you sure?
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 7:50:45 PM)
" no fertily treaments..."*she kept her voice low*"
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 7:51:22 PM)
" i'm not sure but... my vision and...my cheak... indicates more then one for sure.."
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 7:51:40 PM)
oh i'm sorry -he leans over and gives her a hug-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 7:52:38 PM)
*she hugged him back*
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 7:53:00 PM)
" i don't know i mean i wanted one...but 6?"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 7:53:08 PM)
does the guy, does he know? -softly-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 7:55:13 PM)
*nods*" i told him i'm sure about the pregancy.. it's doctor morgan..."((aka one of the doctors who works with them))
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 7:55:54 PM)
oh well least you have someone to support you in this
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 7:56:17 PM)
he's an ok guy...... i wouldn't trust my life to him but he's ok
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 7:56:51 PM)
" he's a very good doctor.."
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 7:57:19 PM)
" very dec ated... just he doesn't have the skills we have"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 7:57:54 PM)
i trust people without our skills -voice lowered- i meant him personally, if i am laying there god forbid bleeding out i want someone else
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 7:58:32 PM)
" you need to trust people more luc.. he knows his stuff"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:00:30 PM)
-luc shrugs lightly-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:00:59 PM)
*she leaned against him*" so i'm going to hav to quiet.."
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:01:42 PM)
have to quiet what? -not following, he hugs her gently again-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:02:20 PM)
" quit.."
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:02:55 PM)
" i don't have a choose... going to have to be a full time mom, "
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:04:07 PM)
unless morgan picks up some of the slack or is he one that doesnt care?
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:08:05 PM)
.
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:09:54 PM)
" oh he's going to help but he needs to keep his job"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:10:30 PM)
-he nods gently- well i am happy you found someone, i'd like to have kids someday too
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:11:09 PM)
you know a family
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:11:20 PM)
" don't we all want a family?
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:11:38 PM)
-he usually doesnt talk like that in front of her-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:11:57 PM)
*she hugged him back*
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:12:32 PM)
-he gives her a hug again-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:13:44 PM)
" why do you not think you won't?"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:14:41 PM)
i can't meet anyone i'd think of you know settling in with.... people at clubs act so fake so i just do it too... and it means nothing
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:15:11 PM)
" i try not to act fake"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:15:56 PM)
-he sighs faintly- it just doesn't matter much anymore for me
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:16:24 PM)
" why not? it should matter luc"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:17:10 PM)
cause if it doesn't matter it hurts less
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:18:20 PM)
" i doubt that's true"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:19:55 PM)
-he shrugs lightly then changes the subject- you know you cna keep working..... until you feel you can't, some continue up into their 3rd trimester
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:21:02 PM)
" with 6.. i'll be lcky if i carry them to 30 weeks"
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:21:09 PM)
((lucky*))
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:21:59 PM)
you're lucky if you carry them all to term.... you know if you don't want this its not too late to... well you know -faint frown- i can't imagine having so many kids
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:22:56 PM)
" i can't...i can't killed them... any of them"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:23:27 PM)
it could hurt you too in the long run. people were not supposed to have huge birthings like that
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:24:11 PM)
" i know....i know..."
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:24:18 PM)
" but i'll be fine"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:24:35 PM)
well so long as you are happy -faint grin-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:25:24 PM)
" i don't know but it do enjoy having dr.morgan around more"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:25:24 PM)
i figure you are stuck marrying morgan now...
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:25:45 PM)
" well no i mean... we'll see"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:26:04 PM)
i'm sorry but if you ever tell a guy you want to see that you have six kids its a big turnoff
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:26:27 PM)
" turns you off?"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:27:09 PM)
just having one could ruin a relationship. i'm talking about men in general. its part of psychology and the part of us that is animal....
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:29:15 PM)
" i know but i think Dr.Mogan is a bit.. happy with the idea"
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:29:33 PM)
" not that he knows it's more then on yet"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:29:48 PM)
you ought to tell him
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:30:54 PM)
-he gets up to go find a drink- you want anything?
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:31:22 PM)
" i well when i can...luc i'm only 2 weeks along"
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:31:32 PM)
" water please.."
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:32:02 PM)
how do you know if its so short a time.... -he gets himself some chocolate and her a water with a lime in it, returns and sits down, passes it to her-
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:34:00 PM)
-luc glances to her sadly then sips his chocolate-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:34:09 PM)
" i luc i was trying to get prengent"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:34:39 PM)
so you fucked him just for that? why? you are a single mother... what if someone had wanted to date you?
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:35:28 PM)
with so much going on, having a kid in this world is a lot... what about searching for the one you lost? -quietly-
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:36:12 PM)
i guess i'll go find someone fuck em and get a kid.....
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:38:07 PM)
" luc i have no idea where to even look for my past"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:38:40 PM)
maybe try your soul or dreams or some of that -voice lowers- community?
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:38:50 PM)
" and you are right i need to move on.. so why not start a family of my own?"
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:39:14 PM)
" i've tried luc....the best i get is headaches"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:39:35 PM)
thats not moving on.... moving on is being happy with your own life and not bringing others into it until things are more stable
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:40:06 PM)
" my life is stable though i have a job, i'm well ecucated"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:40:35 PM)
some men accept one kid not their's, very few stay with a girl with 2 not of theres and to ask more of them is unfair..... but you wont have it you said
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:41:09 PM)
" no but even though i'm scared... a part of me is exited too"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:42:35 PM)
ok cold reality, no man other than morgan, if he accepts so many, will want them -he sips his drink-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:43:17 PM)
" i know that but i think we can make things wrok"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:43:50 PM)
if you ever wanted to get to know me better you blew your chance out the window
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:44:02 PM)
" i see"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:44:15 PM)
and for what, because you are lonely and want a family? -he shakes his head lightly-
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:45:02 PM)
ada i liked but she isn't around anymore... i'm starting to consider i don't belong to that community and wont find anything there
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:46:39 PM)
" luc you belong"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:46:59 PM)
i don't want to, i feel nothing for them.... less than strangers
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:48:08 PM)
" why though?"
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:48:17 PM)
*she squeed his hand*
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:48:38 PM)
-it is warm in fact his energy is rising- don't that's my business.....
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:50:04 PM)
and best to keep morgan away from me too lest i punch him in his fat face of his
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:53:56 PM)
.
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:54:34 PM)
" why wuld you do that?"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:54:57 PM)
cause he's a bastard for knocking you up in the first place
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:55:36 PM)
and making 6 well its a knockout blow -he frowns some, clenches his fist and his eyes flash dangeroulsy a moment-
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:56:17 PM)
maybe i fucking liked you? ever think of that? no cause you were wallowing in self issues all the time and not moving on
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:57:25 PM)
people show it in different ways, i'm more passionate about it than others.... my feelings anyway but expressing it can be distructive
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 8:58:27 PM)
" luc... i just.. thought we were friends.."
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 8:59:00 PM)
i know you wanted me..... but now its too late
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:00:00 PM)
we had a dymanic going on, love hate love hate hate.. it was interesting hence there was something there
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:00:28 PM)
" i know i guess at least we can stay friends i hope..."
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:00:35 PM)
now its gone -japanese - -he glances down, eyes a bit watery yet there is a heat around him-
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:01:17 PM)
i can't love you, can't argue anymore -japanese-
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:02:25 PM)
and i have no fucking reason to belong to that community... -english- now i know none of you. -luc gets up, visibly upset-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:02:52 PM)
" luc wiat please.."*she grabbed his hand*
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:03:22 PM)
don't touch me -he says through cleched teeth- you made your choice, what's done is done, live with it now
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:04:02 PM)
" but i don't want to lose our friendship.."
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:05:26 PM)
we never had any we had more, you just didn't know or notice or care -some tears actually drop, she's never seen luc cry before he seems upset and the napkins on the table start to smoulder until he kills it with his hand-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:06:16 PM)
*she pulled him into a hug*" i'm sorry, i just.. you always kept pushing me away"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:06:42 PM)
let go of me..... its too fucking late now, give me space
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:07:02 PM)
((fix))
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:07:11 PM)
(hmm?)
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:07:12 PM)
" luc please "
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:07:28 PM)
hope you find morgan before i do......
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:07:54 PM)
" luc... you need to let your anger go"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:08:40 PM)
good bye, pandora
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:09:04 PM)
" luc please... "
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:09:30 PM)
its too damn late, dont you get it... you made me cry bitch... -he grumbles some-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:11:32 PM)
" luc.."
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:11:41 PM)
" i'm sorry.."
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:12:21 PM)
-luc has started out of the place, no matter of apolgies will help this-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:12:45 PM)
*watched him leave*
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:13:13 PM)
(i'm a pc, toh's is npc and probably isnt played much)
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:14:23 PM)
(( well going to ask someone to make her guy maybe))
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:14:42 PM)
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Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:15:40 PM)
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Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:15:47 PM)
(wb)
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:20:02 PM)
-luc is pissed off and scans the hall for morgan-
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:26:19 PM)
-one of his friends comes over to him seeing how he is now and tries to talk to him-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:27:38 PM)
*sighs and soon goes back to work working her tail off*
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:30:45 PM)
-luc vanishes into the lounge, claims the day has been getting to him-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:36:50 PM)
*sighes*
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:37:55 PM)
-he says some stuff but not who it is or that its 6 of them-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:41:02 PM)
" what? really?"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:41:32 PM)
yes really -if he is talking to the npc-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:45:51 PM)
((he is um steven ))
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:46:19 PM)
Steven looked at him shocked*" so wait this girl you liked did another guy and ended up with his kid?"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:46:51 PM)
yea, soap opera like -he shakes his head-
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:47:25 PM)
so i can't like them nor hate them cause hate turns to love and we dont want that... and its worse but i cant say -luc shakes his head-
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:48:34 PM)
" really how can it be worse? and man i know it sucks..,"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:48:43 PM)
more than 1 brat
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:50:36 PM)
" really more then one? "
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:50:47 PM)
yeah freak bitch she is
Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:53:25 PM)
" man really ... do i know her?"
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:54:08 PM)
possibly, but it doesn't matter now does it? i gotta get back to work -luc storms off again and hardens his emotions so he can focus-
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:54:27 PM)
(i'm tired i sleeping)
Dr. Lucien Ikaeda (Feb 6, 2011 9:54:32 PM)
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Pandora Smith (Feb 6, 2011 9:56:33 PM)
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