Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:26:23 AM)
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Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:26:48 AM)
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Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:28:23 AM)
*THey would get dropped off at a pretty little house in the suburbs. Bibiana would walk towards the garage and move to slip around the back. Pulling out a key and letting her self in*

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:29:57 AM)
Tony? Are you home? *she'd call out to him softly*Good he's out with Aldo then ....Tony works for the Donna now...He helps aldo alot...She's not happy with me right now *Bibiana would place her purse on the kitchen counter and move to take off her shoes*

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:31:25 AM)
I'm sorry. I know you wanted to impress her. *Quietly, Chiara following along.*

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:34:22 AM)
I thought i did such a good job too...But you know there more to it than i guess i see...i'll have to practice more try to be better....This is Tonys house...Aldo sends me to stay here when he is bussy *she'd motion around. Pretty plaine looking house ...TV couch coffee table*..anyway....i just been thinking lately ...i'm just so upset that aldo last weeks of life....i spent them having to ...i dont know ...Not enjoying his last weeks of life

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:38:11 AM)
*Chiara was mostly listening. A nod here and there, perhaps a murmur. It was clear she was paying attention, green eyes on Bibi enough to show interest and hints of concern.* You had an upsetting time, we all did. I wish I'd made better choices as well, but it is what it is. Aldo in the end got what he wanted and is happy with that.

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:41:22 AM)
Yeah but...that time...it was my time...i was engaged to get married...it was my happy time...and *she'd purse her lip*...its gone

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:42:22 AM)
*There was a pause and a slow, serious nod, hands nestled together in her lap.*

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:42:30 AM)
we were suppose to get married today you know...he said yesterday...and i've stopped caring chiara...i've stopped believe what he says ...and i've stopped caring and having a baby is all i really have anymore ...but even that is the most dangerious thing for me to do

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:43:44 AM)
I'm sorry. I'm not surprised, but I'm so, so sorry. Is it not possible to keep the baby away and safe here or another house? If Aldo is not around it..

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:45:13 AM)
that is the plan....this house keeps me safe too ...*she'd sigh softly* its just...i have to keep Aldo from his own child...because if he gets a hold of it...he'd eat it *she'd sit down* how screwed up is that

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:46:20 AM)
It's a hard choice and a hard life. I can't lie to you about that. If the Dona approves, I will help as I can. I'm hoping you'll let me play Aunt occasionally.

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:47:52 AM)
of course why not ....you can be her..Nonna flavored person

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:49:28 AM)
You know i've already though of ways to kill him to...*she'd look to Chiara*I love Aldo and i've had to think up ways to kill him quickly and efficently

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:52:16 AM)
*Chiara did not, in fact, run away. Sadness did etch itself openly across her features, somber eyes on Bibi. She would nod very slowly and let out a breath.* ..Sensible, if heartbreaking.

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:53:15 AM)
its why i'm here and your not were i am*shed say softly*....Aldo knows you couldnt bring your self to do something like that...even if it was bettween you or him

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:54:30 AM)
It's because I realized you were right, if too late to avoid hurting you.

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:55:00 AM)
..That and I promised I would not fight or compete with you.

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:56:15 AM)
You did sort of a shittyjob at that though? ..Aldo made me promise to not fight you

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:56:59 AM)
i dont get why he did that....it kind of sucks now...aldo wont ever let me go

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:57:35 AM)
..*Chiara blinked, too poor of an actress to keep from looking wounded. She only nodded and elected to glance down at her lap.* Do you want to be let go? *That after a suitable pause to collect herself.*

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:58:44 AM)
I dont know...I love aldo ...But i wanna be married...properly Married and have a normal semi...Giovanni normal life

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:59:21 AM)
I won't interfer, I've done enough. Just.. please before sure, before you can't leave.

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:59:36 AM)
I love aldo so much sometimes...my insides hurt and i just wanna squeeze him SO HARD ...its um...soemthing like that

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 4:59:52 AM)
*Chiara had gone quiet and calm, her face showing less now. Though that seemed sincere in a quiet, serious way. A slight nod to that.*

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:00:34 AM)
but i feel like everything i do is wrong ...that there no place for me ...your good at stuff chiara..you know were you fit.....in the puzzle..me i'm that weird piece

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:01:06 AM)
you know the one..with that sort of...spade shape..and your like why doesnt it fit...did this get cut wrong or something

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:01:42 AM)
Maybe your place isn't what you thought it was?

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:02:23 AM)
I know my place...i just dont like it at all

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:03:07 AM)
If your'e getting everything you've wanted, but you're still miserable? Maybe it isn't your place. I'm not saying I know what or where your place -is-. Just that there has to be more options than just this one. Even if it's just bent a little to the left or right.

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:04:57 AM)
i just wanted a little more time with aldo

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:05:18 AM)
*A slight nod, Chiara falling quiet to listen.*

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:11:21 AM)
gah...its just so weird sometimes...waking up and hes all ...dead feeling ...his skin is so cold...its just like well a real dead body....sometime i forget about his embrace and it scares the crap out of me

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:13:27 AM)
*Chiara had the brief (and quickly suppressed impulse to suggest footie pajamas. She thought better of it and instead, blinked, momentarily inserting Renzo for Aldo. It was.. an interesting picture.* It's been very hard for you.

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:14:10 AM)
and then i try to do nice things for him..and he gets angery at me for them ....i made him breakfaust sort of *she'd roll up her sleeves to show Chiara the bruises from were bibi had stuck her self with a needle*

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:14:48 AM)
*A slowly blink, Chiara thankfully had herself enough in hand to limit her reaction to that.* Did he say why it made him angry?

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:15:49 AM)
because i was hurting my sself...but thats not fair...what am i suppose to do

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:16:33 AM)
Do you.. feel like you need to be the one that feeds him?

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:16:50 AM)
i'm trying to be a good ...wife person thing

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:17:32 AM)
*A faint nod to that.*

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:19:04 AM)
so i'm not allowed to do that ether...i dont want him eating junk food ether

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:19:32 AM)
I think it's.. very hard for btoh of you right now. To understand how to do it in a new way. .*Chiara trailed of, a brow lifting.* I'm sure he'll manage, Bibi.

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:22:17 AM)
he um...also has to *shed sigh* ....um sex he just cant ...perfrom naturally he has to applie effort to ...rise to the ocasion...I know you can't understand that

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:22:49 AM)
Does that make you unhappy? *Quietly, Chiara shifting to the relevant point.*

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:23:33 AM)
but when you start to be sexy ...you know you feel comfident when guys sort of...spring into action at the sight of you *she'd sighs*He trys though ...i mean he does a good job ...really good job...it hurts when i walk good jahh*she'd release she was talking to much about that*...you know what i mean

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:24:17 AM)
..*Chiara went pink, just gazing at Bibi blankly, before remembering to nod. *

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:24:42 AM)
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Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:25:32 AM)
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Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:25:38 AM)
((sorry repost?)

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:25:58 AM)
(Chiara went pink, just gazing at her blankly for about thirty seconds before giving a careful nod.)

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:27:06 AM)
and then he asked if i wanted to be ghouled...and i said i want a baby ...and i sortof been saying that everytime he ask me what i want....

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:28:30 AM)
Just.. be sure. If you want to be with Aldo, I want you to be with Aldo. I'd just feel better if you didn't look quite so unhappy.

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:28:44 AM)
he agree it wouldnt be good for me...i already love him enough...i dont want to fake love him to ..

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:29:09 AM)
i mean if i love him and also fake love him...oh man and he brought a girl home...i'd rip her apart

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:29:10 AM)
*Chiara nodded again to that.*

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:29:37 AM)
itd make me crazy

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:29:37 AM)
..I really hope that he has more grace than to do it in front of you.

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:30:19 AM)
pssh i dont particularly care...Aldo has my name tattooed right above his...um you know thing

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:30:34 AM)
so no matter what...they have to look at me

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:30:41 AM)
..you don't care if he does it in front of you?

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:31:34 AM)
i dont particularly mind ...i mean i never cared ...it doest matter to me...How he feels about me is what matters ...he needs to remember who he belongs to

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:31:53 AM)
I hope he will.

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:35:55 AM)
and just as long as he can keep me how i want to be kept...i dont care if he has a couple of girlfriends...he sort of had one while we were engaged kind of

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:36:10 AM)
Sarah?

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:38:39 AM)
yeah sarah...i took her bedroom though...

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:39:07 AM)
*Chiara nodded, hoping she didn't look relieved. She'd been more than a little afraid that Bibi was referring to her again.*

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:40:51 AM)
((gtg to bed0

Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:40:59 AM)
night!)

Bibiana Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:42:18 AM)
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Chiara Giovanni (Jan 18, 2011 5:42:24 AM)
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