Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 12:56:13 AM)
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Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 1:16:23 AM)
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Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 1:43:54 AM)
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Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 1:44:00 AM)
(*waves*)
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 1:44:10 AM)
(YAY!)
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 1:44:25 AM)
(Woohoo i went and grabbed a drink and here you are)
Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 1:44:40 AM)
(ok)
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 1:49:29 AM)
*she moved closer to him.. she slipped her head onto his shoulder and slipped her arm around his stomache..She slowly closed her eyes.. whispering* feelins quite mutal.. Since we are being honest with each other and so open.. *Her head resting on his shoulder* Have ya ever been dishonest with me, or like held something back or did something sneaky?
Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 1:51:37 AM)
*wraps his arms around her and then kisses her head with a soft smile* um, I have not intentianaly done anything like that, why?
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 1:54:52 AM)
*She looked up at him*well I did, but I have for a long time. Though not entirely its a play on words really.. umm *Itches the back of her neck*I mean some of the people in my own pack dun know it.. *She reached foward and grabbed her back pack at the foot of the couch.. *Though your like the first person whom ever even questioned it.. You acutally called it right off the bat.. *She opened the back pack the zipper opening up and she grabbed the sketch book he and others have seen her clutching like the holy grail*
Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 1:59:05 AM)
*he leans back and watches her before he cringes a ltitle and then pulls out his phone* ok, Ok I might have an I am really sorry about ti, but I was goign to show you at some point
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 2:00:26 AM)
Well ya know i told you how i didnt know anything about my father or the garou nation till i frenzied for the first time and was taken in by the tribe and all.. My *Makes the quote fingers with her hands* boyfriend did not either. And we where not all down for the whole "Get mated have kids" both being warriors and comming from fucked up backgrounds neither of us wanted to be forced into a relationship nor did we want to have meaningless relationships. Neither of us will live long as we are both warriors, he is a kinfolk but he is a warrior.. When you said "your imaginary boyfriend" was just to keep people from flirting with me.. Ya where not exactly wrong.. you tried to call him my mate on several occasions but i told you on countless occasions he was my "boy friend" and tequnicaly he is, hes a friend hes a guy, ya know tomatoe tomato shit. We figure if we never called each other mates or said we where courting then we wouldnt really be lieing to anyone and thus free to meet others with out the uneasyness
Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 2:05:09 AM)
*he nods listening to her but is unsure of what to say so he does not say anything*
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 2:05:54 AM)
of expectations to be potensial mates or what have you..There was that day you promised to teach me how to draw.. we had that use discussion about ya know.. *hears him and grins then continues* about children.. Ya made me think hard about it, what kind of child you would have.. And i tried to draw the face so many times i wond up breaking the pencils burning the pages I could picture the child in my minds eye.. It wasnt till i finnally got it out that it came alive on the page and i realised why it was so difficult to do.. It is a mix of me and you.. *And she pulled a picture from the sketch book*
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 2:06:40 AM)
http://sudetvent.s.u.pic.centerblog.net/873933eb.png
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 2:06:48 AM)
($ SUXXS HELL YEAH!)
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 2:06:52 AM)
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Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 2:07:04 AM)
(We should make it into a fetish of inspiration haha!)
Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 2:08:07 AM)
(haha holy shit that is an awesome picture)
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 2:08:43 AM)
(*bows* ty)
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 2:09:38 AM)
(notice her mamas round face her papas hair and eyes and her HOODY!)
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 2:09:45 AM)
(HAHA!)
Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 2:10:59 AM)
*he takes the picture and looks at it and after few moments of examining it for what it iis a great drawing. But after a few moments he slowly puts the page down and then slowly moves away from her* I am not ready for that, I am not a father that is not me
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 2:13:32 AM)
*She watched him walk away and placed the picture down on the end table, She fiddled with the hem on her pant legs.. Looking down at her bent knees..*Umm im not ready to be a mother either, I mean im only a cliath, and your younge.. I'm not ready for children.. Dun mean I'm not ready for you.. *She tilted her head to the side..*Or relationship wise your not ready?
Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 2:18:58 AM)
*he looks to her and sighs softly in reliefe* ok good your not asking me what I thought you were asking me. I am young tht is for sure, and about the relatioship thing. part of me being young means I kind of like being with more than one woman
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 2:24:23 AM)
*she frowned a bit at that*Ahh.. Well that wouldnt work then.. *She moved to put her sketch pad back in her back pack zipping the pack up and dropping it at the foot of the couch again.. The kid thing didnt seem to bother her at all, he knew very well she was in no sort of rush to be a mother.. But the whole younge and carefree with his sexual life seemed to affect her quite deeply.. She did not meet his eyes as she rubbed at her legs a bit and looked at the ground a moment trying to decide what to do or say.. hearing the tv in the background she looked up at it.. and acted like it now had her conversation.. metaphoricly speaking he could likely visualize her placeing the walls of her exterior protective defences back up.. all those walls he had managed to break down brick by brick..*'
Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 2:26:10 AM)
*he moves to her and places his hands on both her shoulders before shaking her* look at me
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 2:30:46 AM)
*She felt his hands on her shoulders.. her gaze moved from the t.v and she looked at him.. Slowly tilting her head to the side*Jude I can't do nothing about that.. I know some garou might fight for your affection or try and change your opinion or simply claim you or what have you.. But I dun belive in robbing anyone of there free will. Your right your younge you want to explore or what have you, and that's fine if that's what you want to do.. I can't be like that i am not like that. I've tried to explain that to you..
Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 2:42:46 AM)
you tried to explaine it to me under the guize of you having a man already, yes, you did not sya he was your mat but at the same time you did not correct me either. *his hands move up her body and then he places them on the side of her face when he speaks* I am so sorry i did not put you in to this kind of situation.*his thumbs stroke her cheeks if he can get in to her lap he will do so. placing his knees on either side of her legs* your very important to me, your the only one that has ever understood me like I said before I would be so angry with myself if you left me and I never got to see or talk to you again
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 2:54:51 AM)
*She looked up at him.. not stoping him from getting into her lap.. She held back the tears she felt whelling up in her eyes at his words.. Her cheeks where warm and soft to the touch.. She again tried to keep eye contact with him.. Her words came out small and whispered* we can remain friends I would not want to loose you as a friend it would crush me.. The mere thought of it has crushed me in the past.. But I can not have a romantic relaitonship with someone whom can not commit to it.. Being your friend has opened me to a entirely different world and brought me a happiness ive never truly had with another.. So I will see you and talk to you again, couldnt bare to stay away.. *She gave him a small smile at that..*
Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 2:59:25 AM)
*he settles on her lap his ass now resting on her thights and he keeps his hands on her face as he spoke* I coudl not be commited to you in every way but my body?
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 3:04:55 AM)
*She looked at him..* No it would crush me.. I would be snipein bitches.. I know what I can handle and what I am incapable of handling. I actually wanted to like officialy be a item like get permisisons from our elders and the spirits.. No fancy wedding or anything like that mind you.. I'm not big into ceramony, but yeah I had allready planned on the not having kids things.. I see it if you take a mate ya got a year before any renown is given or taken depnding on breeding.. I wasnt worried about taking a loss for not breeding with my mate, you where way worth that kind of loss of renown.. simply be makin so much renown with all the missions it wouldnt even be notivceable.. It's not something I wanted to hide.. If I wanted to hide it and be deceptive id have continued on with the boyfriend thing and just screwed you when you said we didnt have to tell anyone..
Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 3:09:09 AM)
*he sighs deeply pulling his hands from her face and then soon after the rest of him from her. he hands his head and slowly moves away from her heading toward his bed room*
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 3:13:11 AM)
*She watched him get up and head towards his bedroom. her breath got caught in her throat.. She didnt speak up as he walked away, petrafied to hear a hollowness to his voice.. What the fuckin hell was wrong with her? Why was she being so damn fuckin open with him.. *She wrapped her arms around her knees again her chin rested on the top of her knees.. Her eyes closed as she inhaled the scent of the pajamas.. and tried to clear her mind.. give him a moment.. hes probly not pissed.. damn it wendy it was fine you should have known better.. Youve burdened him with emotions he didnt need to deal with.. *
Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 3:17:12 AM)
*he closes the door to his room and changes only emerging a few moments later. he is pretty quiet about what he does and with no realy comotion or words he slips out the door and in to the night. he left his phone on the coffie table infront of her, not taking it with him*
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 3:21:12 AM)
*She looked at him leaving and the cell phone left behind.. She sat there a moment.. He left his own house.. Looking at the cell phone though she didnt ever call him on it before it was clear he didnt want any calls, or company.. She slipped up and picked up her back pack slipping the picture back into her sketch pad.. She scurried off to his bedroom and got changed into her pants and hoody and sneakers.. She would write him a note..*~note~Sorry for everything, if you want to talk or hang out ya got my number ya got my adress, ill always be there for you..~signed~wendy.. *And once she was dressed she went to check what kind of lock he had on his door.. could it be locked from the inside and still closed ?*
Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 3:23:48 AM)
*both doors can be locked from the outside, the one on the outside automaticaly locks itself when the door is closed*
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 3:25:06 AM)
*she made sure it was locked looking up and down the hall.. Then she put on her hat and placed her arms in the straps of her back pack.. heading down the steps she flipped up the white and pink hoody.. *
Judah Wilson (Nov 14, 2010 3:27:08 AM)
*he was long gone by the time she got to the bottom door*
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 3:28:29 AM)
*She looked around then began walking.. She didnt have a vehical with her.. She just made her way to the street corner of the bussiness section and looked at the sign she tipped her head left then right and took her left as she went to find her way out of the city and back home.. give her plenty of time to think..*
Wendy Dubois (Nov 14, 2010 3:30:34 AM)
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