Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 12:53:40 AM)
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Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 12:53:48 AM)
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Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 12:55:26 AM)
(( *bursts in wearing a wizard hat and robe!

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 12:57:14 AM)
*Benjamin did in fact burst through the door, looking about wildly for Joelle. Upon seeing her, he would leap forward aiming for a hug.*

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 1:03:47 AM)
*Joelle had destoryed her office. the neat ventrue desk had been clean broken into neat pieces and she had tossed her computer through agaist the wall...pretty trashed. She was sitting on the floor a bit. Blood on her hands from glass taking deep breaths. Crying large red tears into her white dress shirt*

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 1:06:22 AM)
*ben scooped her up in a big hug, seemingly trying to squeeze the air out of the mourning friend.* "Shhh, shh, it's ok. I'm glad I was already coming this way to tell you about it." *Shaking his head as he hugged.* "God, why didn't I think you could hear it too?"

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 1:08:25 AM)
I didnt hear it...I felt it ben...i felt it *She'd turn and sob into Ben jacket letting out a cry like she was some sort of wounded animal.*I felt the connection break bettween us ...I dont wanna believe it...i dont want it to be true...I'm not done learning from him....I dont want it to end like tis...he doesn't deserve it to end like this

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 1:12:06 AM)
*Ben nodded as she sobbed listening, ignoring the massive blood stain now covering his jacket.* "I don't wanna believe it either; he's been an amazing leader for us all. We can do this. You got me." *He pet her hair as he hugged her, concern oozing out of his very pores.* "You'll always have me." (( 06/11/11 05:11:24 Benjamin Wey rolls 9 dice vs. diff of 6 to Man + Subt (great liar): Just a spoon full of sugar . . .: 6, 4, 7, 4, 6, 4, 8, 5, 10, 8 : 6 successes (10s Rerolled)

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 1:16:12 AM)
I can't do this...i can't *She'd shake her head. SHe wasn't talking like the ventrue he knew her as.* I can't do this alone...i can't do anything with out him....I only stayed in thsi god forsaken city because of him.....

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 1:19:49 AM)
*shed squeeze ben tightly and place her head into is shoulder* i dont wanna do this with out him....

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 1:23:49 AM)
"Joelle, Joelle . . ." *He whispered, still petting her hair.* "I know this is hard. I know, and I'm so sorry I didn't come sooner." *He sighed, and nodded, before pulling her away, holding her shoulders as he looked at her, blood tears welling just lightly in his eyes.* "Just listen for a second, ok? He didn't leave you alone; you still have a family. You'll always be my sister!" 06/11/11 05:20:53 Benjamin Wey rolls 7 dice vs. diff of 7 to Presence 1: Cha + Perf; You’ve got friends!: 1, 5, 9, 2, 1, 2, 9 ,W: 1 successes

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 1:27:37 AM)
I'm Ventrue...*She'd say as she wiped her eyes* ...Ventrues dont cry *she'd wipe her eyes *they dont....act like this...if he saw me like this....He'd be so shamed of me *She would nod her head*....No one needs to know about this...not now okay...this needs to be a secret until...until i can find someone to talk to....I wanna know our options ....there has to be away ....there has to be away maybe...maybe he's not completely gone....maybe we can find him...they kept him alive for so long ....maybe they are hiding him

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 1:29:15 AM)
We need to avoid the cluster fuck .....There will be power plays Ben and we need to ...*She'd take a deep breath* ....i feel so empty right now

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 1:36:21 AM)
*she'd actuly shiver and then look to ben.She'd place her head back on his shoulder and just decide to spot speaking and stop moving*

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 1:36:42 AM)
*Ben sighed deeply shaking his head. He really didn't like breaking stuff to her, but . . .* "Joelle, I heard him. Heard the death scream cry out across the sky, and I could feel the connection shatter. It . . ." *He took a deep breath to steady himself.* "I'm so, so sorry, Joelle. Just . . . just remember that he lives on, ok? He lives on in you, and in our hearts and minds. He'll always be there to guide us along the path." *nodding some he continued.* "We'll take good care of you, Joelle. That's what family's for. Whatever you need, you know you can count on us. We will make sure the Sabbat will pay!"

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 1:38:05 AM)
NO! what if he's just torported ...what if they ...i dont know have him in a fucking closet or something ....no i dont wanna believe he's gone...not till they bring me HIS FUCKING HEAD ....Will i believe my sire was destoryed by a bunch of dog sabbat

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 1:40:11 AM)
what if he's just torpored...what if ....i dont want No..no...no no no no FUCKING NO! *she'd throw the only working lamp across the room*

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 1:40:31 AM)
*now they were in darkness in the room...way to go Joelle *

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 1:44:43 AM)
"Joelle, you know there's no other way to drop the bond." *His pouting frown was deep, and thin red tears were trailing lines down a face of misery. The lamp throw made him jump, but he stayed near her for comfort.* "Joelle, we're friends, right? Damn close friends. You know I'll always be there for you." *Just then, he rested his hand on her shivering shoulder, wrist exposed.* "Will you be there for me? You know my secrets, you know what I'm like; I will never leave you! We can do this together!"

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 1:46:30 AM)
"Joelle, I'm offering to protect you. You don't have to ever be alone."

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 1:48:26 AM)
*she'd shake her head* no ...tremere have blood magic...who's to say someone else doesn't ...*She'd look at him*Ben...ben..*she'd touch his face*...i know you'll always be there for me...i look to the people who cared for me when i was nothing and i know ....i know they are the people who will never turn from me ....I just dont know....i dont know what ...what i am even doing here..in this office....i wanna go home...

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 1:52:57 AM)
I use to Joke with him....about us just leaving the city one day....Doing exactly this...just poofing off the face of the earth and buying some island...and enjoying unlife ...i told him he needed to just get out of dodge...but he would never give up on this city.....He loves this city.....Loves everything about it ...the music and the threater and everything

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 1:55:30 AM)
*even sitting in the dark, the mood of the room was still tangible. Ben nodded.* "He did love it here. Remarked on it fondly." *He continued to nod.* "It must be . . . hard . . . to be without this bond. I feel for you, though I can't imagine what it's like. It's painful to see you this way, you know. You don't need this."

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 1:57:03 AM)
I never understood why he would deal with a city....a city filled with such ungreatful pieces of crap....you and the other malks are excluded for this ...its the only bond i've ever been able to feel.....I've never had a boyfriend before....seriously never had a boyfriend ...living or dead.....

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 1:58:26 AM)
I've been blood bond to this clan....blood bond to someone ....for the past 10 years Ben...i've never not had this bond with a ventrue *She would close her eyes* i feel so hollow

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:00:22 AM)
*She would take a deep breath and pause in the darkness. She would take a deep breath and let her head just rest on bens. She would close her eyes and just listen to the darkness...the silence of the mint...the cittering of a crickets outside**

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:00:34 AM)
*shed listen to the emptyness that she felt*

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:03:52 AM)
*He nodded to her, blood drying to his warm cheeks. He nuzzled the side of her head affectionately as she leaned. Silence. After a minute or so, Ben spoke quietly.* "I-I think . . . you could . . . I mean, you could, you know . . . bond, with me. I just can't . . ." *sniffling, he exhaled slowly.* "I don't ever want to see you like this again, you know? You're the best friend I've had. We've talked, we've joked, laughed and even cried together. Isn't that . . . I dunno, perfect?"

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:07:58 AM)
I'm not Blood bonding with you Ben....this is the first time i've been with out the bond...i'm this way because ...the sabbat *she'd swallow hard * ....they took my father from me ....I do not want to feel the fake love anymore....I love Gamel for reasons i can say go beyond our bond....But I hated my last dominator .....I do not want Blood telling me i love you Ben *she'd look at him and take a deep breath*....Because ...i already love you...just the way you are

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:13:42 AM)
"It's that emptiness that you feel! That's what I want to stop! Just like you said, we love each other without the blood sayin' so. I just don't want you to feel so dead inside." *He pleaded with her. Seeing her in so much pain, and knowing it would last years was . . .*

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:14:53 AM)
No..i am ventrue and i have to be strong and....i dont wanna talk about this ....i need to speak with my grandsire...

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:15:08 AM)
O

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:17:39 AM)
"I . . . understand." *Nodding a little. He didn't, but maybe it would make her feel better?* "Let's get you taken care of, okay?" *With that he stood up, offering her a hand.*

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:18:26 AM)
I'll fill the whole with something else...something tangiable...something ...i dont know...for now we need to keep this hush hush...

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:20:43 AM)
"Right." *He wiped a bit of the blood away from his eyes, threatening still to bring more.* "Lips seeled." *He nodded some more as though to a silent question.*

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:21:15 AM)
*she would get to her feet a bit shakey for a few moments as she holds onto ben*

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:22:54 AM)
*steadying her, he sniffled some more and wiped at his eyes.* "Damn blood." *chuckling a little as he attempted in vain to clean up his face.*

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:23:58 AM)
*The Nerontic ventrue would grab some wet ones from what was left of her desk and hand them to ben.She would peak into the hallway after she cleaned her own face and order a ghoul to clean this mess up*

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:24:30 AM)
....I need to get out of the mint...everything reminds me of my sire

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:25:14 AM)
"Will you be ok getting home?" *he asked with concern diminished, but always there.*

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:26:48 AM)
Home...fuck i dont know were i'm staying ....nothing is safe right now*reachin into the fridge and pulling out a bottle*

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:29:27 AM)
"I have a place you could stay . . . if you wanted . . ." *Looking around the Mint.* "If you don't feel right here, or at your haven. You, know . . . if you wanted."

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:29:44 AM)
what sort of place?

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:32:21 AM)
"I got a haven on the Lakefront. It's small, but should give you some good privacy."

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:33:02 AM)
oh good thats were i've been staying anyway...lakefront...not your heaven...that be strange huh

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:33:19 AM)
"Hehe, that would be."

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:35:43 AM)
*she would take a deep breath*you know what i really wanna do?

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:36:40 AM)
*Ben nodded.* "Get waffles?"

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:36:51 AM)
yeah...i wanna go get waffles...

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:37:05 AM)
"I think that's a great idea." *winking at Joelle*

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:42:11 AM)
Your okay to come with me? *she'd look at him with sad eyes*

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:42:43 AM)
"Well yeah!" *He exclaimed.* "Don't think I'll partake, but I'll definitely come with

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:43:20 AM)
"Of course, people might think we're serial killers, given the mess . . . " *Looking down at his clothes.*

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:44:00 AM)
yeah*she'd dig in her closet and toss him a button up shirt. She'd change her own*

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:45:21 AM)
*Ben changes his shirt, looking at the bloody mess of his previous one.*

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:46:28 AM)
save it for a halloween costumes

Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:48:09 AM)
"Ah, there we go." *He smiled a bit more. Pain and sadness still tainted his soft features, but he still managed to keep smiling.*

Joelle Bellefontaine (Jun 11, 2011 2:49:13 AM)
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Benjamin Wey (Jun 11, 2011 2:49:21 AM)
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