Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:31:56 PM)
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Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:32:18 PM)
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Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:33:11 PM)
*she heads up her stairs, and into her living room, it is clean and tidy, though banages lay on the side table*

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:33:15 PM)
Walking up the stairs in silence, she returns to the familiar pad with a soft smile on her lips. Her hands sre slid into her front pockets as she walks, and she pauses in the living room, looking again to the paintings.

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:33:41 PM)
*she watches her as she looks at her work*

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:34:05 PM)
ill get the coffee on*

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:34:31 PM)
"Lilly, do you remember that I told you, you could speak of him and nothing bad would happen?"

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:34:42 PM)
yes i do..

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:36:17 PM)
She turns her head and smiles at Lilly. "Do you believe me?"

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:37:04 PM)
i dont know, but you have no reason tolie to me...but it wont matter anyway as im getting helpfrom another who talks to me, they helping e to feel again

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:37:28 PM)
She blinks. "Who is this person, and how are they helping you?"

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:37:52 PM)
it dosent matter how, but i hear them in my mind...

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:38:08 PM)
She nods slowly. "How are they helping you, though?"

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:38:37 PM)
just teaching me to feel again, and it helps me to forget...but not the dreams

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:39:13 PM)
She turns and steps closer to Lilly, her eyes darting over the other girl's shoulder before landing back on her face. "Show me how they help you? Please?"

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:39:58 PM)
i have to do things and get the badness out of me

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:40:42 PM)
She shakes her head. "But, Lilly, there is no badness in you. I can tell by your smile and your eyes; there is only pain in you right now. If you will let me help you, I can get rid of that pain."

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:40:50 PM)
and im not really alloweed to eat much, only drink

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:41:06 PM)
allowed]

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:41:23 PM)
*she looks to her arms, then back to isabella

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:41:47 PM)
"Who says you cannot eat?" She gently reaches down and wraps her hands around Lilly's, bringing them up to cradle them.

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:42:17 PM)
who ever it is that talks to me, when i look at the shrine

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:43:04 PM)
She looks around, then back at Lilly. "Show me the shrine?"

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:44:33 PM)
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Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:44:55 PM)
*she nods to the one in the corner, no more is the picture of moses, but of another, who is clad in leather armor, huge dark wings, that have wisps of fire seeping from them...and a darkness like the vid surround him*

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:44:59 PM)
void]

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:45:36 PM)
*no face can be seen*

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:45:45 PM)
She looks, then slowly pulls her gaze away from it and back to Lilly, hands tightening around Lilly's. "Please, show me how he helps you to feel again? I want to understand."

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:46:11 PM)
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Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:46:28 PM)
*she moves her hand and shows her arms, where she has been cutting deep..and it forms a like a band around her arm*

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:47:17 PM)
Isabella's face pales and a muscle in her jaw jumps as her teeth clench. Reaching out lightly, she gingerly traces her fingers across the wounds. (whisper) "He is telling you to do this, or is Moses telling you to do this?"

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:47:40 PM)
he is..not moses

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:48:58 PM)
"Lilly, he is not good for you, if he wants you to do this. Please, let me help you. Let me show you just how wonderful life can be, without this... this..." She gestures towards the wounds. "... I am not so proud that I will not beg again, but this hurts something in my heart to see you doing this to yourself."

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:49:43 PM)
*she looks to her and smiles softly* it doesnt hurt isabella....i feel better aftwards...

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:50:39 PM)
"It hurts the Almighty to see you bleeding like this. And it hurts me to see your beautiful essence dying a little because of this. The pain is not something I ever thought I would feel again. Please, Lilly, let me help get you away from all of this."

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:51:39 PM)
how, he is in my dreams.... you cant stop my dreams...i know who ever it is is with me....

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:52:17 PM)
and besides if i left moses would kill me

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:52:55 PM)
She glances around, her eyes starting to burn with ethereal light for a brief moment, then she blinks and looks back down at Lilly with a smile. "He would try, but I will not let him hurt you, not ever again. Trust me, Lilly. Put your faith in me that I will never let you down..."

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:53:03 PM)
i thought that he was my guardian angel moses, but now i know he is not

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:54:04 PM)
now that drink isabella?

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:54:31 PM)
She blinks at Lilly, then nods. "I think I need something a little more than coffee, now."

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:54:50 PM)
i have brandy and vodka if you wish?

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:55:40 PM)
moses has not hurt me physically only metally

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:56:26 PM)
"Sometimes, the mental scars hurt worse than any physical scar ever could. Brandy would be nice, thank you."

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:57:33 PM)
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Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:57:52 PM)
of course* she heads out into the kitchen and you hear her take out =a glass, the then sound of a liquid being poured into the glass, followed by the sound of ice, then she walks out and hands you the glass

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:59:02 PM)
She smiles at Lilly, then lifts the glass to her lips for a long swallow before setting it down on a table. "Lilly, I ask you again. Will you put your faith in me and let me protect you from Moses?"

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:59:30 PM)
no..my life has been plotted out..i know what i must do

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 8:59:41 PM)
"Then what do you need to do?"

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 8:59:47 PM)
die

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:00:10 PM)
*she sits down and looks up at her..* i am alright with it

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:00:19 PM)
She bobbles the glass, then catches it and carefully puts it down on a shelf before turning to look at Lilly. "You... you wish to die?"

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:00:40 PM)
i wish to no..but it wil happen...

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:01:34 PM)
"All humans will eventually die. The Almighty wills it. But why do you think it is what you need to do? Your fans of your art will hurt with your passing..."

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:01:52 PM)
moses will kill me in time, i rebel to much against him. he cant handle me

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:02:26 PM)
"Then why not chose, instead to die by his hand, to live by mine? I can promise you, I will protect you from those who seek to hurt you."

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:03:15 PM)
because you are to good for me, you are the perfect angel

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:03:59 PM)
She blinks, then blushes faintly. "I am far from perfect, Lilly. None ever are, except the One. But thank you for the compliment."

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:04:35 PM)
you are an angel of light, even though you are shrouded in darkness

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:05:05 PM)
god has abandened me..i am no longer in his light

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:06:10 PM)
She picks up her glass again, then finishes the rest off in a long swallow before setting it aside. "Lilly, that is not quite true. I am an angel of life and death. At one point, I was known as the angel of second chances. I show up to help give someone a second chance at life. The Almighty has not abandoned you. You have His light in you, in your art and in your smile."

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:07:14 PM)
*she look to her and kneels before her* then i have been blessed to be in your presence*her head bowed low*

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:08:57 PM)
She smiles and slips to her knees in front of Lilly, reaching out to gently lift her head and look into her eyes. "Please... don't. I am not worthy of such an honour from such a beautiful and talented woman. It is I who should be kneeling in front of you, Lilly, for giving me the chance to speak with you and make my offer to you."

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:09:50 PM)
i will have no harm brought to you..and i ask that you donot mention this to moses

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:10:34 PM)
i am bound to him isabella

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:11:12 PM)
She smiles and leans closer to wrap her arms around Lilly's shoulders. "He will never hear it from my lips, I swear to you. I can help you break that bond, if you wish to. His bond to you is only as strong as your faith in him. If you dislike him so, and do not trust him, then why remain faithful to him for even a second longer?"

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:11:43 PM)
because i gave my word to remain faithful to him

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:12:19 PM)
"Did he not give his word to you about something, too?"

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:12:29 PM)
even though he questions it all the time, im fed up with his insecurities

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:12:50 PM)
tolook after me, and protect me

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:13:13 PM)
"And is he protecting you if he is hurting you, or allowing you to hurt yourself?"

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:13:40 PM)
it is his right, if i am doing wrong,,i have tobe punished

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:14:37 PM)
though who ever it is in my mind, tells me he has no right ,,but ill soon be free

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:15:39 PM)
"No, that is not how things are supposed to be. I can tell you, as one of his kind, that is not how things are supposed to be; not at all. He is treating you wrong, he is abusing you and has you doubting yourself. He has /hurt/ you, and will continue to hurt you if you do not break free. Please, Lilly, break free of him. Get free before he destroys that beautiful spark in you."

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:16:45 PM)
*she looks toher and smiles*

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:19:02 PM)
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Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:19:30 PM)
i cannot leave my home or galleries

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:20:46 PM)
"Yet you met me for coffee. What kind of person is he, to tell you who you can talk to or where you can go? You are not a child, nor are you his dog that he can boss around as he sees fit."

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:21:30 PM)
he owns my soul

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:22:02 PM)
"No one but you owns your soul. He cannot take that from you, no matter what lies he has told you. He cannot get your soul, not even if you try to give it to him."

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:22:04 PM)
i see him as the devil he is, for noo angel would do this to me

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:23:06 PM)
i will come with you Isabella but if he harms on hair on your head i will tell you his name

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:24:01 PM)
but i want you to give a week

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:24:29 PM)
She smiles and nods. "If he harms a hair on my head, or yours, I will destroy him and not worry about what his name is." The soft smile on her face belies the vicious gleam in her eyes. "You want me to wait a week? Do you mind if I ask why?"

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:25:16 PM)
as i want to tell him myself what i think of him..and well i may need time to heal afterwards

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:26:19 PM)
i no longer pray to him..he isnt worth my prayers

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:26:38 PM)
"Let me at least be nearby when you confront him, so I can come to help you if he hurts you."

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:27:00 PM)
of course i will let you know when im going totell him

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:27:35 PM)
She smiles and leans in, pressing her cheek against Lilly's. (softly) "My name is Kalika. Call my name if you need me, and I shall show up to help you, I promise."

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:28:09 PM)
thankyou angel of second chances, for you have given me mine

Isabella Perez (Nov 9, 2011 9:29:08 PM)
She leans closer and hugs Lilly tight. "It is what I do. And it is an honour to give you that chance, Miss Lilly Moon." ((gonna have to call it here, because I am starting to fall asleep, and need to call my sweetie to say goodnight))

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:29:12 PM)
now my prayers will go to you

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:29:27 PM)
(as am i hunni ill catch you tommorrow hunni}

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:29:46 PM)
night night hun and thankyou

Lilly-Moon (Nov 9, 2011 9:30:21 PM)
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