Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 4:41:22 PM)
(This user has entered Derek's Forge) (IP = 24.188.211.71)
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 4:43:03 PM)
*he drove them there in his truck, the camp was outside the city, in the country, drving through the camp area, bunk houses, rec area, class rooms, kinds of things you'd see at such a camp, they'd drive to a private residence, getting out at a log cabin style looking home, next to it was the forge itself, bigger then the one they passed at the camp, it was done in a midevil style, nothing modern about it.*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 4:44:18 PM)
Very interesting...*she said as she got out.* I live in a loft apartment above my tattoo parlor.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 4:45:27 PM)
*he strolls to the forge, unlocking it, when they stepped in it was alot hotter then outside, the inside had a large forge, bigger then it probabyl needed to me, varous tolls and equiptment all in the mideveil style, a large bellows, he took his shirt off and hung it up, the heat being intense*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 4:48:27 PM)
Hot as hell in here Derek. *she set her messenger bag down and pulled off her hoodie. She had a very tight t-shirt underneath with a picture of the band Walls of Jericho. The slight outline of nipple rings could be seen.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 4:49:02 PM)
*he paused a moment noticing the outlines* yes it is.. gotta be to melt the metal correctly.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 4:50:31 PM)
I expected it to be hot...but fuck, it's more intense than I expected. It's no big deal though, it doesn't bother me or anythin.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 4:50:33 PM)
anything
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 4:51:01 PM)
well if you want a tank top to be cooler i have a few in the house. *he would say paying out various tools on the table.*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 4:52:17 PM)
I'm fine honestly.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 4:52:26 PM)
Just had to take the sweatshirt off.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 4:53:41 PM)
*he nods* alright. *starts picking up the tools to show her* tonges for moving heated metal, various hammers for pounding metal, the bigger ones for less delicate work. i have a face mask, though i dont use it, i have an apron which i use sometimes. *waves hand to anvils.* different size anvils for different size items.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 4:56:36 PM)
Yea that;s sensible, don't want to burn yourself or catch your clothes on fire.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 4:56:49 PM)
*she laughs*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 4:57:45 PM)
*he chuckles* no doudt.. *something about the chuckle says it wasnt as funny as it may seem*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 4:58:14 PM)
Believe me, I know what being burned that badly feels like.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 4:58:56 PM)
*he just nodded a bit* not a good time.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:00:19 PM)
Well in my case. it was...enlightening.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:01:00 PM)
*he had to smile ironicly to that* yes.. it was ...very enlightening.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:01:25 PM)
*sweat began to bead on her forehead.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:02:17 PM)
so. *he'd get what a four foot strip of metal out of a bin, hand her some gloves and tongues* ok ready?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:02:53 PM)
Uh, I'm going to be doing this?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:03:43 PM)
*he nods.* I"ll walk you through it, you'll mess up a few times but thats alright, thats how we learn.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:03:50 PM)
I don't know Derek, I really would have worn old clothes if I had been planning on doing this hands on...this is like my favorite shirt.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:04:36 PM)
*he pauses* well. then.. we can get you something different to wear.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:05:16 PM)
*grins a bit* by the way.. the rings look nice.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:05:51 PM)
Uh, thanks.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:06:13 PM)
Didn't realize they were showing through.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:07:13 PM)
*he shrugs* my bad.. didnt me to make you uncomfortabel.. anyway.. i can get you an old shirt no problem
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:07:35 PM)
You didn't make me uncomfortable, just didn't realize they were showing.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:08:49 PM)
*he nodded* so.. just rings?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:09:02 PM)
*She still didn't look like she was positively sure she wanted to just jump into this hands on.* What do you mean just rings?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:10:03 PM)
i mean just rings or are they decorated or have anything on them?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:10:18 PM)
Just captive bead rings.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:10:30 PM)
*he nods not sure what that means*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:12:20 PM)
Alright give me a tank top I guess, and maybe I'll wear the protective gear you mentioned so I don't burn myself. *she still didn't seem entirely sure this was a good idea, she had expected to observe him working for awhile first.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:13:09 PM)
*he nodded, going into the house, he'd come out with a black tank top.* figured you might like black. *handing it to her* remember. *grins* you like to jump right into it.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:15:42 PM)
*she turned her back to him after taking the tank top and peeled her shirt off. She was bra less. There was a large almost tribal tattoo in between her shoulder blades. Scars were across her back where she'd bean beaten with a strap as a child as well as much more recent whip scars. They were terrible and beautiful at the same time. breathtaking in their own way.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:16:51 PM)
*he blniked and stepped up behind her, putting a finger on one of the scars.* you have been through alot.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:17:36 PM)
No sympathy Derek. *she said forcefully, strength in her town and maybe a bit of righteousness.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:18:44 PM)
*he nodded* I dont have sympathy for you.. *running his hand over the scar* your obviously a very strong woman.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:21:02 PM)
Thankyou. *she took a step forward, away from his hand and slipped the tank top on. Her full sleeve tattoos covered her arms from shoulders to the backs of her hands. There were other scars across her body, some from her childhood it seemed, like where her mother put out lit cigarettes on her, others were newer, cuts from an obsidian blade, burns with heated steel rods and the like.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:24:33 PM)
*he kept looking at the scars and such, nodding to himself, waiting for her to turn around.*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:24:50 PM)
*She turned around, looking him in the eye*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:26:19 PM)
*he looked back into her eyes* *he was a bit taken away by her gorgeous exotic appearence.* I dont have sympathy emma, but at the same time i wouldnt wish that on anyone.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:26:55 PM)
Wouldn't wish what? What my mom did, or my mentor?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:27:25 PM)
your mom and dad.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:27:32 PM)
Because what my Mentor did, I agreed to willingly. I learned from it, I was enlightened...I learned to be strong. I have -no- regrets.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:27:34 PM)
Oh.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:27:45 PM)
Well, they got what they deserved.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:28:05 PM)
thats good to know then.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:29:30 PM)
*she smiled*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:29:55 PM)
*grinned a bit when she smiled* so.. ready?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:30:19 PM)
*the smile was a bit creepy and the look in her eyes suggested she might not be completely sane.* I need your protective gear Derek.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:31:58 PM)
*he blinked* of course you do. *he'd get the apron and the face mask*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:33:03 PM)
Thanks. I might not mind the scars to an extent but don't wish to scar my face or burn my retina
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:35:07 PM)
so .. *hands her the gloves and tongs* ok pick up the metal and with the tongs put it in the fire, hold it there until its red hot, then' yoru going to put it on this anvil. *putting his hand on it* and your going to use this bigger hammer. *pointing it out* and start practicing banging it out.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:36:15 PM)
Well, ok here goes...*she picks the metal up with the tongs and holds it in the fire, letting it heat up.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:37:24 PM)
*he stood next to her, put a hand on her shoulder as he watched* good
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:40:30 PM)
*Once red hot she very carefully pulled it out from the fire and held it against the anvil with the tongs, then picked the hammer up with her free hand. She swung once and missed the length of heated metal completely, banging the anvil itself.*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:40:36 PM)
Wow, I suck at this
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:41:17 PM)
*he gently grabs her hand with the hammer in her hand and brings her hand and the hammer up and bangs down on the metal, showing her the motion.* takes practice.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:43:35 PM)
Thanks.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:43:48 PM)
*he takes his hand away and lets her try again*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:43:57 PM)
*she swung again with his help, a direct hit on the metal, sparks flying.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:44:08 PM)
*he grinned* see.. you can do it
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:46:56 PM)
*she banged out the metal, flattening it, it was somewhat of a sloppy job, but you have to start somewhere.* So, is there anything else you'd lke to talk about?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:47:33 PM)
*he stood next to her watching* what would you like to talk about?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:50:23 PM)
I really don't know Derek. I'm not used to being open about my past or my beliefs...not at all. It's...disconcerting to say the least.. *she continued to work the metal.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:50:43 PM)
*he nodded* well i'm not going to judge you emma.. i do admire you.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:51:44 PM)
I never use my...techniques on the unwilling I will say though. I'm not interested in trying to force the sheep into becoming wolves. They have to -want- it.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:52:11 PM)
*he nods* exactly.. cant make someone something they don want to be.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:56:09 PM)
Very true. But still, most would not understand what I do.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:57:05 PM)
*curious look* what do you mean by, what you do?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:57:54 PM)
As far as "guiding" those who seek enlightenment through suffering and tribulation.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 5:58:23 PM)
*she brought the hammer down again, sparks flying. It was good she wore the facemask, sparks bounced off it.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 5:58:39 PM)
its important to you isnt it.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:00:21 PM)
Belinda saved my life with such technique. *she was sweating her arm was beginning to burn* Think I'm running out of gas here Derek
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:01:22 PM)
*he nods.* ok put the metal in the troth of water, put the tongs on the table.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:02:56 PM)
*she dropped the metal in the water and steam wafted up, then put the tongs down and took the mask and gloves off, followed by the apron.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:03:32 PM)
*he took them back from her* its a good way to work on upper body strength.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:03:57 PM)
*she nodded* indeed.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:06:52 PM)
*she picked her t-shirt up and again turned her back to him to change*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:07:06 PM)
*he wentabout cleaning up, giving her peace this time.*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:07:25 PM)
*she turned around to face him again.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:08:02 PM)
*he smiled to her* better now?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:08:20 PM)
I'm fine Derek.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:09:07 PM)
good.. hungry?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:09:16 PM)
So, you don't think I'm some crazy cult follower?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:09:29 PM)
Sure, I can eat.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:09:53 PM)
*shook his head* no i dont think you are at all.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:10:07 PM)
I know that kind of alternative religion is often frowned upon.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:11:39 PM)
*shrugs* people beleive what makes them happy
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:13:01 PM)
Well, if you ever come in for a tattoo I'll show you the basement...where I do my "work." There's also a ritual space and occult library.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:13:30 PM)
*peaked his interst* really? sounds interesting
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:13:38 PM)
*he'd lead her out toward the house*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:14:18 PM)
*She picked up her bag and sweatshirt, but didn't bother putting it on, and followed him to the house.*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:14:45 PM)
I'm not really much of a cook, but I couldn't let you do all the work.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:14:56 PM)
*the inside was rustic but it had the modernations of home.* its all good.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:15:04 PM)
Nice place.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:15:41 PM)
Do you live here alone or do you have a girlfriend...or boyfriend for that matter?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:15:54 PM)
thank you. *they enter the living room, the kitchen to the right side other end of it, hall in the middle of right wall, stairs leading up.* I live alone. *walking toward the kitchen*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:16:29 PM)
So do I. I used to be more than a little infatuated with my mentor, Belinda.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:17:14 PM)
*looks to her* oh? how did it go? *getting each of them a glass of water.*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:18:18 PM)
She wasn't looking for a relationship like that. Being her position I guess I don't blame her, she could have had, and often did, any of her followers.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:18:42 PM)
*hands her a glass* so you liked her in a more then one night stand kind of way?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:19:36 PM)
I was infatuated with her Derek. After all that she'd shown me, and done for me...she set me free from the prison of my old life.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:20:53 PM)
i'm not blaming you.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:20:57 PM)
*sh then shrugged a bit taking the glass*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:21:36 PM)
*goes back to the kitchen.* you like steak?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:22:40 PM)
I love steak. *she followed*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:23:20 PM)
steak and potatoes then? *getting the stuff out*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:23:40 PM)
Sure.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:23:55 PM)
*she looked in the glass to see what he'd given her.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:24:57 PM)
*its water*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:25:39 PM)
*he'd walk out onto the bak patio, starting a grill up and going.* so.. what kind of self torture do you do?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:25:42 PM)
*she sipped the water greedily, parched from the heat of the forge*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:26:26 PM)
you can get more, i have a filted jug of it in the fridge.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:28:28 PM)
*she followed him* I've been known to whip myself, cutting, branding, ice water baths, kneeling on broken glass, electric shocks...but self torture is really not as intense. It has limitations Derek. To really have true religious experiences...epiphanies, visions...you need someone to guide you, to administor the pain and suffering for you.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:29:22 PM)
*looks to her curiously* really? *wanting her to elaborate as he puts the steaks on the grill*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:29:50 PM)
Belinda is no longer in the truest sense my mentor. We're almost equals now...almost. It's been some time since I suffered so exquisitely beneath her ministrations.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:31:33 PM)
Well when you're torturing yourself, you're limited by your body's physical reaction. You get to a point where you dont have the strength to continue, you're right on the cusp of an epiphany then. But if someone is torturing you, they can push you past that barrier.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:31:49 PM)
so because your equals she wont do it anymore?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:34:03 PM)
That;s not it exactly.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:34:19 PM)
*walking back inside to bake some tatoes.* so.. what is it?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:35:04 PM)
I don't know if I should really be so frank about some of this stuff, I mean...I just met you and some of this stuff needs to be kept a secret. *she said as she followed*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:35:26 PM)
*he noded* thats fine.. i dont want you to compromise yourself.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:36:24 PM)
She is the leader of her group. She has responsabilities to them. I have gone my own way, I wish to follow Belinda's teachings and become a Hierophant myself.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:37:06 PM)
*getting out some salad* so.. like what is the form of torture you like most done to you?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:39:15 PM)
Hmm, that's not an easy question to answer Derek. They each offer such different experiences...almost like drugs I guess. I can equate some of what I feel when I've been pushed beyond the edge of what I can withstand as being high, sometimes you even see visions or hallucinate.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:42:20 PM)
*turns to her with a crious look.* really?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:42:45 PM)
Yes, really.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:42:56 PM)
Why?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:43:26 PM)
i'm finding this conversation fascinating
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:47:10 PM)
I still find it so hard to believe that you can hear these things and not judge me or think I'm mentally ill. I never discuss such things...I did have a girlfriend a few months ago. I wanted her to share this aspect of my life, I wanted her to feel the joy of enlightenment. When I told her she did not react well. She told me I belonged in the nuthouse in a straight jacket. She left me and ever since I don't even try to discuss my beliefs...until today.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:47:49 PM)
*he nodded.* you drink alcohol?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:48:21 PM)
Yes I do.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:48:25 PM)
what kind?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:48:38 PM)
Whatever gets me drunk.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:48:44 PM)
*she laughed*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:49:03 PM)
I like wine with steak though...
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:49:12 PM)
*he laughed, goes and gets her a captain morgan and coke* i find what your sayinf facinating.. obviously working in a forge thres a level of exhilerating pain to it.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:49:53 PM)
Yes I see that. I look forward to learning how to fabricate my own torture implements.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:50:27 PM)
we'll do some drawing for you. *handing her the drink*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:52:31 PM)
*she accepts the drink* Thanks.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:54:27 PM)
*walking back to the grill* so... *gesturing with his hands a curious look on his face* how does one start off with all that?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:58:18 PM)
Well I was at a club one night with a friend. I wasn't supposed to go out, but Dad was at work at the tattoo parlor and mom was passed out drunk. I knew I'd get in trouble for not cleaning up out trailer home and cooking dinner...you know doing the laundry and stuff. But I didn't care. Belinda was there at the club, she saw me and my friend, and we were high...my friend had talked me into taking Ecstasy with her.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 6:59:04 PM)
*he listened to her as he cooked, putting a sauce on the steaks.* no i mean like ...if you were to get a new student.. how would you start it?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 6:59:33 PM)
Oh.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:00:28 PM)
Well it depends, everyone is different and those who seek to learn do so for different reasons.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:01:57 PM)
*he nodded, flipping the steaks* I see.. so.. is there a general way everyone starts?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:03:07 PM)
Well, yes I suppose. You learn about the history of our...uh..group.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:03:39 PM)
oh? you have a history?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:03:56 PM)
Well, sort of...
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:04:12 PM)
Think of it like some of the stories from the bible.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:04:39 PM)
I really shouldn't mention specifics though Derek.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:05:11 PM)
so you have parabels?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:05:25 PM)
*she looked down at the tattooed arms, specifically at Lilith and Lucifer embracing one other.* I believe they are true stories.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:06:07 PM)
*he steps forward at the lucifier imagine* thats.. the morning star?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:07:01 PM)
Yes.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:09:13 PM)
*smiles to that* lucifer .. i like that.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:09:53 PM)
Oh? Why?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:13:32 PM)
so.. your stories revolve around.. lucifier and ....dang.. i just dont know the name.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:13:54 PM)
Lilith.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:14:08 PM)
The Dark Mother.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:14:28 PM)
*she looked into eyes, concerned at what he would think.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:16:27 PM)
( waiting for omen to answer a question for me)
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:16:40 PM)
((what question is that?))
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:16:58 PM)
((if a demon would know who lilith is)
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:17:59 PM)
((she;s mentioned in judeo-christian myth, so I'd think so, if he is familiar with either))
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:18:53 PM)
(he's making me roll)
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:19:08 PM)
((that's a good call :) ))
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:19:59 PM)
(dlp)
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:20:24 PM)
so .. your storires revolve around lucifer and lilth, how interesting.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:21:17 PM)
You know who she is?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:21:28 PM)
*he nods* yes.. he was a lover to lucifer.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:21:30 PM)
(she was)
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:23:06 PM)
Yes Adam's first Wife as well, but she was a strong woman and would not be submissive to him. She was also Jehovah's consort...
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:23:33 PM)
some say.. she persuaded caine to kill able.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:23:49 PM)
She wished to be their equal and suffered for it. Lucifer was her only mate that allowed her to be such an equal.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:25:35 PM)
*he grins wide to that* lucifer is a good man... a very good man.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:25:48 PM)
Wait.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:25:54 PM)
for?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:26:04 PM)
*she looked at him strangely* "Is?"
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:26:37 PM)
well.. can someone like him.. really ever die?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:27:18 PM)
Isn't he kinda...in Hell?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:27:36 PM)
*he'd smile as he walked back inside to get plates* dont know.. is he?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:29:22 PM)
Judeo-Christian myth would say he rebelled and was imprisioned in Hell and is there now. The teachings of my group do not talk about that though.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:29:43 PM)
*getting things ready to serve* what do you beleive.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:30:07 PM)
I don't know. Clearly the torrah and the bible are wrong about some things.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:30:19 PM)
Wrong about Lilith in most instances.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:30:20 PM)
*he grins a bit to that* possibly
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:30:37 PM)
So, you're Christian?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:31:03 PM)
*looks over at her* ooh.. i wouldnt say that.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:31:30 PM)
Well...what then?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:31:53 PM)
my.. beliefs are.. unique.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:32:47 PM)
I'm all ears. You can trust me Derek...you've heard things about me that I probably should have kept to myself.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:33:14 PM)
i'm a big fan of lucifer to be honest... he's not the devil to me.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:33:38 PM)
Nor to me.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:34:04 PM)
*grins* really? *interested more now as he hands her a plate* i'd follow him.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:35:01 PM)
Of all the men Lilith lay with only Lucifer respected her.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:35:48 PM)
*he nodded, a big smile on his face.* i'm not suprised.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:36:28 PM)
So shall we eat?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:36:47 PM)
*he nods walking to the table to sit down.*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:37:15 PM)
*she siits down at the table and sips her drink.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:39:19 PM)
so yeah.. i find this all rather fascinating.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:40:46 PM)
I'm fascinated too...I didn't ever think anyone but my peers would understand.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:41:05 PM)
(scroll fix)
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:41:17 PM)
i totally understand.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:42:46 PM)
I don't really have any friends. I don't often see Belinda anymore. Most people just feel uneasy around me like I said at the club.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:43:57 PM)
well.. i wanan be your friend.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:44:13 PM)
*he looked at her, so wanting to tell her everything*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:44:40 PM)
I'd like that. Do you have other friends?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:45:07 PM)
i have a few friends.. not many though.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:45:23 PM)
I'd like to meet them...
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:45:40 PM)
*his eyes almost seemed to sparkle as they talked* oh.. yeah.. i suppose.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:46:20 PM)
Tell me about some of them, will you?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:47:36 PM)
*he trys to think a moment which of the other demons actually like him* well.. uh.. and umm... *sighs* ok admittedly i mostly have aquantances.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:47:59 PM)
Fair enough...
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:48:34 PM)
((brb))
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:51:02 PM)
*looked to her a bit embarrassed*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:53:20 PM)
((back))
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 7:53:37 PM)
What's wrong Derek? *she said in between mouthfuls*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 7:54:56 PM)
oh.. nothing.. its all good. *one hand in his lap as he ate.* so.. tell me more about how you see lilth.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:00:06 PM)
*she thought for awhile* Well...I've been a little too loose lipped as it is.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:00:31 PM)
*she stuffed some steak into her mouth to chew, as if dodging the question*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:00:54 PM)
*looks to her* but.. i'm extremely fascinated.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:03:43 PM)
I know. But it's really bad that I've been so candid with you.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:04:12 PM)
why
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:05:47 PM)
Becaust my "group" doesn't share our beliefs open with non-believers. We've been persecuted in the past Derek.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:06:03 PM)
openly
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:06:04 PM)
oh.. i beleive in lucifer and lilith, dont worry about that.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:06:59 PM)
Well I mean believers in our practices, or aims...a -member-.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:07:44 PM)
*seems a tad bit dissapointed* I see.. fair enough i suppose.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:08:31 PM)
*she sips her drink.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:09:08 PM)
lilith seemed like someone who knew what she wanted.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:10:23 PM)
Well, she had a lot of rage I'd imagine for being cast out of Eden. She became mother to demons and other creatures that lived beyond the boundaries of The Garden.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:11:03 PM)
*he had to pause eating a moment, developing a smile again* indeed.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:12:53 PM)
How much about her do you actually know?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:14:31 PM)
*he blinked and smiled, he so wanted to just say it, but he knew he couldnt*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:15:02 PM)
You're not a "member" playing games with me, are you?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:15:55 PM)
no... no i'm not a member.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:16:23 PM)
Didn't think so...are you just very well read?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:16:52 PM)
*he nods to that* yes... i am.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:17:27 PM)
That explains it then I suppose. *she finished eating her dinner.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:18:02 PM)
and.. i beleive in it. *nods his head*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:18:54 PM)
*she looks up from her plate, now very aware.* What do you consider yourself then?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:19:39 PM)
nothing specific actually.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:20:02 PM)
but... maybe... i could.. help you a bit? with your pain?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:20:33 PM)
And, how would you help me, not being one of us?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:21:06 PM)
I'm sure you could show me things I could do to you.. to help you.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:22:54 PM)
Not knowing what you're doing, being trained, I'm not positive you could apply enough pain for an epiphany without killing me doing it Derek.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:23:45 PM)
*he nods* you could.. train me a bit?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:25:54 PM)
Torturing someone, even someone willing...wanting it, for religious reasons, is a hard thing on the conscience Derek. (yay conscience 1)) You're a nice guy, I would hat to do that to you. Could you really listen to my screams and keep doing it without feeling tremendous guilt?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:26:43 PM)
if i knew you wanted it, that it made you happy.. that .. that is what gives your fulfillment.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:28:00 PM)
Have you ever deliberately caused someone harm, an innocent?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:28:36 PM)
*shook his head* no.. I havent hurt someone unneccesarily.. though this is different because you actually want it.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:29:16 PM)
But you have hurt people?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:29:34 PM)
military service.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:29:50 PM)
What did you have to do?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:29:56 PM)
kill people.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:30:53 PM)
I guess if you worked in interrogatoion and the like I might feel better about you doing it, because you had experience.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:31:34 PM)
I do appreciate your offer and I'll definitely think about it Derek. Just let me think about it.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:32:03 PM)
*he nods* i totally understand. *pauses and looks at her* is that something you could.. try on me/
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:32:40 PM)
Are you sure it
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:32:44 PM)
((damn enter))
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:32:58 PM)
Are you sure it's what you want Derek?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:33:13 PM)
i'm sure there is something to be learned from it
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:35:01 PM)
Ok indulge my curiosity for a moment. What is the most painful thing you've ever felt?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:35:34 PM)
being run through with a large sharp object that was made to make squishy things scream and bleed.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:35:58 PM)
Where were you stabbed? May I see the scar?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:36:54 PM)
*he lifts his shirt up, showing a scar that might of been a stab wound, this being the wrong body*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:37:55 PM)
*she looks at the scar clinically and nods.* That's a start.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:38:25 PM)
a start?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:38:36 PM)
Painwise.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:38:41 PM)
*though he does have ALOT of scars and such from burns.*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:38:48 PM)
It's significant.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:38:57 PM)
THe amount of pain I men.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:39:01 PM)
mean*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:40:12 PM)
*he would nod* it is
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:41:22 PM)
I suppose we could try some light methods.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:41:38 PM)
*he grinned* good
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Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:43:40 PM)
*she chuckles.* I hope you know what you're getting yourself into.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:44:06 PM)
*grins* it'll be all good
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:45:47 PM)
What do you hope to learn? Or do you wish to try to prove to me you should be initiated?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:46:11 PM)
niether really.. I'm interested in experienceing what you experience.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:46:33 PM)
Alright fair enough.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:47:37 PM)
*grins as he finished* great
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:48:44 PM)
You seem happy about your ordeal to come, I'm not sure if that's admirable or foolish. *she smiled*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:49:10 PM)
its probably a bit fo both... but i am always happy about learning something new.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:51:03 PM)
So those women at the club today, friends of your's?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:51:26 PM)
one i dont really know at all.. the other an aquantance.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:54:14 PM)
So do all your acquaintances hang out there?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:54:29 PM)
alot do yes
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:56:49 PM)
Seems like a decent place, I never really went there before.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 8:58:02 PM)
its good enough i suppose
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 8:59:07 PM)
I prefer places without karoke though
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:00:01 PM)
less.. noisy.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:00:19 PM)
I like places with a darker theme too.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:00:36 PM)
i dont think i have a preference
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:00:53 PM)
Everyone has a preference.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:01:01 PM)
in that vein i dont think i do
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:02:21 PM)
Really now? *She smiled* If you say so I guess.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:03:20 PM)
*leans back in his chair* its all good with me
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:05:05 PM)
So what else do you for fun?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:05:54 PM)
*thnks* mostly i go out, people watch, go to the movies, create things in my forge, contemplate exsistance.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:06:43 PM)
People watching is good. I do like to feel like a wolf among the herd.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:07:52 PM)
i can see that and with your beliefs your definitely not.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:08:14 PM)
I'm not?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:08:27 PM)
( i wrote that wrong)
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:08:57 PM)
( ment to imply she's not an averge person)
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:09:10 PM)
((ok dlp))
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:10:47 PM)
*smiled gently to her* what if anything would you like to do?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:11:09 PM)
I really have no preference.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:12:25 PM)
so.. what tats do you have that i cant see?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:13:37 PM)
I have some more on my body and legs, top lof my left foot, that's basically it, you saw the rest.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:14:35 PM)
did you want to.. get to the torture?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:16:52 PM)
I need to know you a little bit longer Derek. To make absolutely sure I can trust you.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:17:14 PM)
*he gets up* understandable.. so.. chocolate cake?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:17:45 PM)
A very small piece and another drink perhaps.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:18:31 PM)
*gets her another rum and coke in a tall glass, and a peice of chocolate cake, setting it before her*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:20:25 PM)
Thanks Derek *she took a few swallows from her drink and then set it back down.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:21:00 PM)
*he'd sit back down with his own cake* your welcome.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:22:00 PM)
*she began eating.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:23:17 PM)
*he quietly regarded emma as he ate, thinking a bit*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:23:30 PM)
What's on your mind Derek?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:25:31 PM)
*furrows his brow a little* just thinking
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:26:03 PM)
I'd love to know what's going on in that head of your's?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:27:55 PM)
*smiles a bit gently to her* someday emma.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:29:53 PM)
Ok Derek, that's a fair answer.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:30:20 PM)
what are you thinking about/
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:31:36 PM)
I wasn't really, just could tell you're mulling over something, and I'm not sure what it could be.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:35:09 PM)
*he nodded* admittedly.. i'm trying to figure out how not to bore you.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:35:42 PM)
Why would you worry about boring me?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:37:25 PM)
*grins* ah i dont know.. i guess every guy wants to keep a woman interested in dealing with them.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:41:14 PM)
I hope I didn't give you the wrong idea when I came back here with you. That hadn't even occurred to me until now.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:41:31 PM)
*shook his head* nah.. i'm not that vain.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:42:35 PM)
I never really felt that way about men.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:43:23 PM)
*nods his head side to side* I can see that
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:45:24 PM)
Ok Derek. *she smiled a little*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:46:17 PM)
follower of lilith and all.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:46:56 PM)
We do have some men that are members you know. They are a minority though.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:47:07 PM)
i'd imagine a big minority.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:48:46 PM)
I'd really like to be a Hierophant like Belinda.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:49:04 PM)
what will it take to get there?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:49:28 PM)
I need followers to preside over Derek.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:50:19 PM)
ah, i see, how is that going for you?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:50:57 PM)
I could use more skill in torture. Belinda can do things with a simple shard of obsidian or volcanic glass that would not believe.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:51:58 PM)
*he nods* but your probabyl pretty good.. right
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:52:29 PM)
I have been keeping my eyes peeled, going to clubs and such just as Belinda did once, hoping to find the wounded, the weak. Those who can be tempered and remade into something stronger just as the metal in your forge.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:52:52 PM)
I'm not bad.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:53:23 PM)
*he smiled a bit to that* indeed.. made stronger.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:54:14 PM)
What I do is much the same as you, except you forge steel and I forge flesh and the mind.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:57:11 PM)
I forge more then steel with the camp, i also forge the mind and emotions of people.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 9:57:38 PM)
Yes, of course Derek.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 9:59:52 PM)
*stretches a little standing* want another drink?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:00:02 PM)
Sure, always.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:00:22 PM)
*goes and gets her another rum and coke*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:02:43 PM)
I have seen a few candidates, but I dismissed them all as possabilities. From intial discussions to see if they can keep a secret before I mentioned even the hint of who I was and I what I did I deemed them all to not be trustworthy enough. You're the first non member I've discussed this with.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:03:12 PM)
*he nods putting it down infront of her* i feel honored.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:04:13 PM)
*she lifts the drink to her lips*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:04:47 PM)
*sips his own drink.* luckly i am good with secrets.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:06:18 PM)
That's good, because telling my cult's secrets could mean my death.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:06:29 PM)
well. we dont want that.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:07:35 PM)
No, we don't. *she chuckled.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:08:09 PM)
because hey.. then who would i cook steak for right?
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:09:30 PM)
*she chuckled.* Many men would have made me the cooking I bet.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:10:18 PM)
I doudt it.. men arent that stupid
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:10:39 PM)
Not all men, but a good number.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:10:51 PM)
need to give us more credit
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:11:40 PM)
I speak from personal experience. More than a few men have tried to "tame" me.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:11:52 PM)
It never ends well for them.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:11:53 PM)
*laughs* your better this way
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:13:22 PM)
You're so not like most men. That's a good thing.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:13:37 PM)
i'd like to think so
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:18:24 PM)
*she drained her glass* I'm a tad tipsy, but thankyou for dinner and dessert. ((yay 4 stam))
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:18:53 PM)
(haha)
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:19:14 PM)
*he nods* all good.. *grabs the glass and gets her another, sietting it down for her*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:19:47 PM)
((high pain tolerence specialty))
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:23:39 PM)
((back sorry))
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:23:50 PM)
You trying to get me drunk?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:24:17 PM)
you said you liked to drink whatever gets you drunk
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:26:42 PM)
Yea, I do, but that doesn't mean it's a good idea to get wasted at a strange man's secluded cabin. *she laughs*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:27:02 PM)
*he chuckles* true enough.. though you've made your intents clear so.. i'm an honorable person
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:28:19 PM)
I'm sure you'll find a nice girl eventually.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:28:27 PM)
*shrugs* life is life
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:29:13 PM)
I wouldn't mind meeting one too, not necessrily nice.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:29:27 PM)
*chuckles a bit at that*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:31:07 PM)
Definitely one that would let me show her all I know.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:31:25 PM)
i'm sure you will find that in time.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:32:42 PM)
Uh, most Daughters of Eve are intmidated by me Derek.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:33:06 PM)
you mentioned.. but thats not all of them.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:34:53 PM)
I suppose it's weak of me to admit I wish to have someone in my life.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:35:00 PM)
thats not weak.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:35:23 PM)
I don't know...
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:35:45 PM)
tis not
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:35:51 PM)
no man or woman is an island
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:36:02 PM)
(and wow i never knew snoop dog appeared on martha stewart living)
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:36:13 PM)
((whaaaat?!))
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:36:24 PM)
It feels weak to admit.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:36:41 PM)
http://www.evilmilk.com/pictures/Done_Time.htm
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:38:20 PM)
((hah))
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Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:42:36 PM)
nonesense.. its not weak at all
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:42:44 PM)
its human nature
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:42:53 PM)
I guess that much is true.
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:43:30 PM)
I miss Belinda. I don't really admit that to anyone, even myself.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:43:31 PM)
its very true
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:43:43 PM)
its important to admit it to yourself at aleast
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:45:21 PM)
I don;'t like feeling like I need -anyone-
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:45:48 PM)
thats becuase its never worked out for you before
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:48:13 PM)
Strong people shouldn't need anyone.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:51:12 PM)
thats not true
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:51:37 PM)
theres no point in being strong if you cant be strong for someoen
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:52:47 PM)
You're strong for yourself.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:53:00 PM)
thats boring
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:53:29 PM)
Well that's who you should be strong for ffirst and foremost.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:54:12 PM)
but its more satisfying to be strong for others
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:54:58 PM)
Is it? I wouldn't know.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:55:45 PM)
someday you will
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:56:04 PM)
Perhaps.
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:56:20 PM)
im sure of it
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:56:52 PM)
Would you be adverse to hitting the club again? Getting a few drinks?
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:57:44 PM)
nah i'd be fine wih it
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 10:59:08 PM)
Maybe we can both pick up women. *she laugs as she drains her glass and stood up, slipped her hooded sweatshirt back on and grabed her messenger bag.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 10:59:16 PM)
*he laughs and gets up* alright
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 11:00:40 PM)
*she strolls out to his car and waits for him to unlock it.*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 11:00:55 PM)
*he unlocks it for her, opening the door to let her in*
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 11:01:24 PM)
*The Ba'ham settled down into the car and buckled up*
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 11:02:31 PM)
(gratuitious room hop)
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 11:02:43 PM)
((sure))
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 11:02:55 PM)
(follow you)
Derek Aerics (Nov 13, 2010 11:03:45 PM)
(hah you'd love my sluagh, he has torture as an ablity)
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 11:04:10 PM)
((im probably making a boggan, nocker, or satyr))
Emma Carver (Nov 13, 2010 11:05:00 PM)
((room hopping))
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