Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 10:40:43 AM)
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Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 10:40:46 AM)
Vicki closed her phone after having sent Heather a text. She sighed as she paced in the kitchen. Herring probably wouldn't have to worry about Shariq anymore. He'd hate her now. And she really wouldn't blame him. She hated herself for this whole mess*
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 10:41:59 AM)
[why would shariq hate her?] Herring came up from downstairs, still holding to the house rule of no clothing and placed his pole aside as he looked to you pacing. "Ya okay ma cher?"
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 10:42:36 AM)
(Because, she promised she'd stay with him...hence why some of her clothes were gone)
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 10:42:53 AM)
[I see...]
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 10:43:08 AM)
She sighed and put on a smile and nodded. "Im alright..."
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 10:43:52 AM)
He would frown, he knew you better than that and looked to the smile with a shake of his head. "Wha' is it ma cher..."
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 10:46:24 AM)
*She shook her head.* Its nothing Herring...really. I mean...*She sighed* a part of me really still cares for Shariq. But on the other hand...I really love you....Shariq would never truly be mine like you are..." Im just so...confused and with Zain still being out there somewhere...I'm finding it hard to trust even those I love most.
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 10:49:34 AM)
His appearance went from bad to worse, frowning with a wince as you mentioned your feelings for Shariq and then glowering as his gaze dropped to the floor as you spoke of Zain. "I don' kno wha' ta tell ya ma cher... when it comes to shariq ya have ta choose between me an' him which ya have... bu' when it comes ta tha wolf in sheeps clothin... from wha' ya told me o him I didn' think he would do such a thin'..."
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 10:52:30 AM)
She sighed. "I didn't think he would either...he had me fooled...he had the whole camerilla fooled....he even had the prince fooled..."
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 10:53:28 AM)
He would nod slowly. "A sabbat with tact... who woulda thought." His comment was harsh but there was no real feeling of anger or malice behind it... more sadness.
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 10:55:08 AM)
Vicki tossed her cell onto the table and sat down. This was all being harder on her than she expected. She couldn't even think straight anymore.
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 10:56:48 AM)
He would flinch at the sound of the phone hitting the table as if you had slapped him, hell he half expected his comment, even if spoken offhandedly to end up with just that. After a moment of not feeling anything he would look up with an expression of pain on his face. "Love... is there anythin I can do for ya?"
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 10:59:42 AM)
She gazed to him a half smile on her face but her eyes revealed the true torment she was feeling inside. "I guess like you I need time to heal...In a matter of a week, I learned my life with Zain was a lie...and I managed to hurt two men that I love...I really know how to screw things up"
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 11:01:01 AM)
He would give you a weak but supportive smile. Whether of your own fault or not things hat gotten screwed up and he couldn't refute what had trasnpired. "Its no' all ya fault ma cher... ya couldn' 'ave known bout zain..."
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 11:02:43 AM)
She gazed to her coat hanging by the door and that feeling of wanting to hunt Zain down herself rose back up inside her again
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 11:04:06 AM)
He would follow your gaze to the jacket and shake his head, suddenly determined. "I tell ya the same thing ya told me when I had tha same Idea ma cher... don' take part in tha hunt... for me." He would look to you with a pleading stare. "Ive los' ya enough this last week... isn' tha enough?"
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 11:05:25 AM)
She gazed to him and sighed. "I want to see him meet his final....No...I have to see it Herring..."
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 11:07:29 AM)
He would stare hard at you, a million things running through his head before he just nods and turns away, going into the kitchen. You see a spark and the scent of a cigarette floats back to you. "Do wha' ya need ta... though ya don' have ta take part in tha hunt ta see his final death... from wha ya told me he could kill ya easily an' I don' wanna see that."
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 11:07:49 AM)
His voice had a since of finality... though it was wrapped in resignation
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 11:11:59 AM)
She heard his words and stayed curled up on the couch. She knew he was right. She pulled her knees up to her chest and wrapped her arms around them and rested her forehead against arms. How had she managed to mess up so bad? Why had she gone to Shariq that night? She had all these thoughts running through her head.*
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 11:16:31 AM)
Alone in the kitchen just as many thoughts rang through herring's mind and due to him being alone all his pain was plastered on his face... unlike when people were around he had no reason to hide his emotions as he tried in vain to sort through them. He finished his fag and lit another.
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 11:19:43 AM)
Vicki sighed softly in the other room when she came to the conclusion. A part of her had feared Herring wasn't going to come back. All of that combined with learning Zain was alive and out there somewhere had been more than she could handle. If she didn't stay with someone who could restrain her, she would have gone out and gotten herself killed. She sighed again. All she really wanted in this life...and her last...was to be loved. Tears started falling from her eyes again as she silently cried.
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 11:21:49 AM)
,
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 11:23:11 AM)
Herring wouldn't come back into the livingroom... at least not for a while yet. He smoked another cigarette then another as he sorted through his pains and after a while of making no progress he hadn't already he sighed, shaking his head, as he gave up. Putting a mask of apathy he would walk back into the room with you only to stop, frozen in stride as he saw the tears of blood.
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 11:25:24 AM)
She heard his footsteps and she gazed up at him. "I...I think I know why I went to him..."
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 11:26:24 AM)
He would cant his head for a moment before his mask shatters completely when he realizes what you were referring to. moving to brace himself against the wall he would nod. "If you must then tell me..."
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 11:28:25 AM)
I was afraid...you wouldn't come back....That you had left me too...."
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 11:31:05 AM)
His eyes would glow in rage before being doused as he looks to the ground. "I guess I can see how ya feared tha' considerin..." He didn't say that he wouldn't leave you... or that he was only gone a week... or even the rage he felt that you doubted him so.
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 11:33:03 AM)
She saw the rage in his eyes and it made her tremble lightly. She gazed down. She always seemed to say or think or feel the wrong things anymore. She was starting to doubt even her own sanity.
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 11:36:20 AM)
He just stood there for a long time, burying his anger within his chest before he looked to you again. "I wouldn' 'ave left ya... i would never 'ave left ya. Ya kno me be'er than tha' an' be'er than anyone else!" He sighed and looked away.
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 11:37:48 AM)
She shook her head lightly. "perhaps its better if I keep my thoughts and feelings to myself from now on..." I didn't think Zain would have either, she thought to herself but she didn't say it.*
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 11:40:32 AM)
It was a good thing you kept that thought inside but he looked to you with a shake of his head. "Its no' a problem o keepin ya thoughts to yaself ma cher... this... findin' out wha ya did 'as made ya doubt -me- as if im zain all over again..."
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 11:42:10 AM)
She shook her head some and looked over to him. "You are far from being Zain..." She whispered. Zain wasn't as kind and compassionate as you are... " Or were, she thought but also didn't say.*
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 11:43:28 AM)
He nods slowly with a wince as you trailed off, giving him more than enough of a hint what you meant. "Exactly ma cher... so don' lose faith in me cuz wha' zain did to ya, im not zain...." He looked away. "An' we both kno tha reason im cold now..."
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 11:45:07 AM)
Yeah, cause I screwed up...." She sighed. A part of her wished he'd just take all his anger out on her. Anything to get her Herring back.*
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 11:50:29 AM)
All he did was nod, he couldnt refute that you had indeed fucked up by betraying him in such a way though old habits died hard and he kept that in as much because how he USED to be as to spare your feelings.
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 11:52:16 AM)
Vicki kept her gaze lowered, staring at a spot of dried blood on the carpeting. She remained still and silent.
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 11:54:32 AM)
After a while he would sigh, looking up to you. "Dwellin on wha' ya did, or wha' zain did for tha matter, aint gonna help any. Ya made a mistake an' its been fixed, give tha wound time ta heal an' things will be more or less as they used to be... bu' kno if ya do it again ya lose me ta final death."
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 11:58:50 AM)
Vicki heard his words and she didn't look up at him. She didn't move other than to tremble lightly. "I won't betray you again..." she said softly.
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 12:01:09 PM)
He nods slowly and heads over to sit beside you, wraping an arm around you as he stares off into nothingness. "I will do ma best to trust ya word again..."
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:02:13 PM)
Vicki still didn't move and her eyes never left the spot of blood on the floor. She took a deep unnneeded breath and slowly let it out*
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 12:02:56 PM)
As you breethed in he would look over to you with a slightly worried gaze. "Ya gonna be okay?"
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:03:20 PM)
"I suppose I will in time..."
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 12:04:59 PM)
He nodded, he couldn't say any different for himself. "I hope we both can heal soon... we both are hurtin for many reasons... an' I doubt either o us can actually fathom the depth o eachothers pain."
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:06:24 PM)
He'd feel her nod. She had never hurt so much. She was no longer crying. Her tears wouldn't come no matter how bad she felt. "Im sorry Herring..."
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 12:08:00 PM)
He would nod and give you a light, strained smile. "As am I ma cher..." He said it even though he hadn't done anything to actively hurt you... his reaction to what you did was still hurting you so he was sorry nonetheles..
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:09:05 PM)
She closed her eyes for a few moments. She didn't know what else she could say and if she could go back and undo it, she would.
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 12:11:17 PM)
He just sat there in silence, his depression had been active since he heard the knews and it didnt seem that it would lift anytime soon.
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:13:16 PM)
She was depressed herself. More so than she'd ever been before. She debated going home to Savannah. Her sire would know what to do. Of course, he'd tell her she never should have gotten herself into this mess to begin with.*
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 12:14:31 PM)
[not sure what to do now... i think vicki and i know herring will be like this for quite a while.]
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:15:12 PM)
(Me either)
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 12:16:03 PM)
[sigh]
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:21:47 PM)
(I don't know what for them to do)
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 12:22:50 PM)
neither do i... even if we ff it would still be like this... honestly it will take time for his trust to grow back]
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:23:10 PM)
(I know)
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 12:24:12 PM)
[-sigh- this kinda fucked rp over for awhile >.<]
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:24:52 PM)
(yeah. :( )
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 12:27:41 PM)
[well... =sighs= we are both lost as of what to do now]
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:28:14 PM)
(Yeah, cause is seems like they are gonna just sit in silence
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 12:30:16 PM)
[yea and any further days of ff will be the same routine of them trying to rebuild a bridge with no tools]
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:30:34 PM)
(yeah)
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 12:34:19 PM)
-head desk-
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:53:19 PM)
(*sigh*)
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 12:53:29 PM)
[warning im going to be leaving soon to get another os system]
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:53:59 PM)
(ok)
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:57:50 PM)
(Vicki will text heather to come over
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 12:58:34 PM)
alright, though im getting ready to leave now... if i leave before she comes in just rp that i went up to the bedroom to leave you with heather.
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:58:49 PM)
She can't come yet
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 12:58:53 PM)
)
Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 12:59:33 PM)
ah lol]
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 1:36:40 PM)
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Xavier 'Herring' Dupliss (Feb 5, 2011 2:32:48 PM)
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Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 2:32:59 PM)
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Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 3:21:11 PM)
././
Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 4:10:43 PM)
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Vicki Pride (Feb 5, 2011 4:21:28 PM)
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