Samantha Richardson (Nov 26, 2011 11:59:47 PM)
::she paused and said in her montone:: sex... :then listed other things:: Research on who you were, research on how to help your memory, discuss gypsies more.

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:00:14 AM)
*She nodded a little blushing at the sex thing*Im afraid of sex....

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:00:51 AM)
::she facepalmed.. for a moment:: I was making a joke... You know, ha ha.. but because its improper to have with someone who is not your mate...

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:01:26 AM)
*she blushe dsome*I..was just saying..because..I can't remember it can be..something scary right?

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:02:44 AM)
You're pure now....

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:03:17 AM)
Pure...you mean untouched?

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:03:22 AM)
In spirit too

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:03:43 AM)
thats good right?

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:04:00 AM)
::she nodded:: yes.

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:05:24 AM)
*smiles some watching Sam now*You...are really doing ...well now?

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:05:40 AM)
What do you mean?

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:10:28 AM)
You...you had mentioned...about things to do and that you seemed sad but are you ok now?

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:10:55 AM)
I've got epsides every so often... You remembered that :;she smiled::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:13:00 AM)
*She blushed looking off to the side*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:14:31 AM)
You meant what I told you before.... right?

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:15:17 AM)
*she thought for a moment*about..loosing someone?

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:17:48 AM)
That yeah and some other stuff

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:17:56 AM)
I..dont remember much more...

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:18:18 AM)
What are we doing right now? ::she leaned over and poked Sayda's foot::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:19:14 AM)
*laughs and squirmed some*Well..*she paused trying to think now*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:20:43 AM)
::looked over at her and sprawled on the couch fixing her own bandana::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:21:47 AM)
Well...umm..The trouble is I..dont know..my hobbies..or remember them

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:25:00 AM)
Get some shoes on

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:25:20 AM)
*Blinked a little but nodded hopping up to get her shoes on and paused to check her wrist and find her things*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:27:06 AM)
::sam would help her and then would guide her outside::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:27:19 AM)
*She walked with her at that point*Where...are we going?

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:30:25 AM)
Its a surprise :;she guided Sayda downstairs.... to the private garage::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:31:45 AM)
*Laughs some but tags along sticking close by*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:32:46 AM)
::She guides her to where a tarp is and pulls it off, revealing a new set of tools she had bought for someone else, for workong the cars here:: just want to see if you got a thing for cars...

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:33:23 AM)
*Blinked for a moment lookin gat it*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:34:37 AM)
:;she just watched::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:35:21 AM)
*She moved to the tools looking at them for a moment looking confused but started to pick them up*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:37:37 AM)
I thought it'd be like muscle memory ::she whispered:;

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:38:15 AM)
*Smiles some*I..know...what these are...

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:38:59 AM)
::she smiled for once::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:39:47 AM)
I...dont..understand it...but..i know..or feel..that..I can handle these

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:43:05 AM)
::she went to take sayda to guide her to the bike dalia first fixed::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:43:21 AM)
*She looked around but followed now*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:45:18 AM)
Its yours to work on if you want

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:46:00 AM)
Mine? *She was confused*I...cant drive

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:49:18 AM)
to work on to repair and I can teach you to drive...

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:49:57 AM)
I..cant..because of my condition...

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:50:20 AM)
Trust me... and you can work on repairs... you just tell me what you are doing and I wil lwrite it down.

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:52:00 AM)
*she smiled at her now and nodded*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:52:24 AM)
there is a hobby and I get to learn automotive repair while you work... :;she smirked::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:53:49 AM)
*laughs*Alright...um...we..do now?

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:56:16 AM)
sex ::again teasing:: or you get to work on the bike or we find other thign you like to do. You can try cooking and agai ni can take notes as your narrate waht you do

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 12:58:09 AM)
*She blushed some watching her at that point*You..seem to care about me...

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 12:59:44 AM)
Yeah so?

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:01:04 AM)
*she blushed a litlte more and shook her head with a smile*So far...I dont think I have anyone stick around..after I forget..

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:03:10 AM)
I know you may not be her.. sayda.. .but I think part of her is in you... I think... that she would want me to protect you and care for you. ::she knew if she fucked of being soft and mushy like she often did she could try again in an hour::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:03:54 AM)
*She smiled some and looked at the bike then at Sam again*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:06:29 AM)
::smirking:: What are you thinking?

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:06:44 AM)
I'm glad I remind you of someone

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:09:04 AM)
::she doesn't say what she thinks, not this time:: But you are your own person, you aren;t her,

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:09:53 AM)
i...still am learning that

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:12:15 AM)
::walking towards Sayda:: She never knew this... but my name wasn't always samantha... I was never always good and pure... or.. nice... I changed who I was... and I know how scary it can be not to know who you are. So I will stick around hekp you figure out who you are.

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:13:18 AM)
*watched her now blushing some*Its...terrifying

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:15:37 AM)
I will be your... rock.

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:16:27 AM)
*She awtched her more now looking like she wasn't sure what to do*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:18:38 AM)
Are you okay?

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:19:52 AM)
*She nodded a little but looked tense slightly*Even..the..aid..doesnt' stick around

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:20:27 AM)
I am not an aid.. I am not normal... ::she sighed: and fuck the aid, fuck the system, fuck the grid...

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:20:48 AM)
*Blushes more and shifts to find something to lean on*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:22:32 AM)
::she walks towards her:: do you want my help?

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:22:50 AM)
I'm..a little light headed..

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:24:34 AM)
can I touch you to help you up to the aparment?

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:25:32 AM)
*She nodded some and reache dout a little towards her*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:26:11 AM)
::she moved in range and wrapped an arm aroudn sayda's side:: whats wrong?

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:28:12 AM)
I..get light headed..I..*she shook her head some trying ot shake it off maybe*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:29:36 AM)
What are you thinking? ::she looks for a nose bleed before guidign her to the elevator::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:32:03 AM)
*She wasn't bleeding this time around*I..was feeling overwhelmed

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:34:43 AM)
I am sorry I put a lot on you ::she hitthe button for her floro::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:35:33 AM)
*she shook her head some and smiled*I'm fine with it...I just feel worn out sometimes

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:36:04 AM)
:;she nodded but was silent for now as sthe elevator went up::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:36:22 AM)
*She leaned into her some at that point*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:37:55 AM)
::the shorter woman held Sayda up and guided her into the apartmetn and set her on the edge of the bed before kneeling in front of her and helping her remove her shoes and socks::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:38:36 AM)
*She tried to focus for a moment watching Sam and glanced around maybe trying to remember where she was.*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:39:45 AM)
::she looked up at sayda and was silent for a moment befoer the colder sam who was afraid of being hurt said:: lay down get some rest...

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:40:56 AM)
*Blinked some looking at Sam but nodded at that point*Thank you..

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:43:36 AM)
::she smiled faintly, it was hard to see.. but then she went to sit on her own couch::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:43:53 AM)
*She was laying down at this point to be comfortable but she looked tired not able to help it*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:45:11 AM)
::sam closed her eyes for am ometn before getting up to get some post-its and began writing::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:45:56 AM)
*She managed to fall asleep though her cell phone alarm started to go off to remind her of her next dose of medication*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:47:21 AM)
::she let the post-its in lgocial places for sayda before she went out onto her bay window balcony and had a cigarette as she cried for real, for the first time in nearly half a year but as quickly as the tears started they ahd stopped::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:48:07 AM)
*She ignored the alarm too tired to answer it an drolled curling up a bit tight in the blanket*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:48:59 AM)
((misread your post))

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:49:07 AM)
((i thought she said she had set her alarm.. not that iwas going off))

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:49:16 AM)
((heheh its ok))

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:49:24 AM)
::sam got up, after ashing her cigarette, and walked in to kill the alarm::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:49:47 AM)
*She was still rolling a little not sleeping well but then again she never slept well*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:51:57 AM)
::she did something weird.. she bought herself a body pillow after dalia had died to sleep with to hold to, because it felt natural she got it form the floor, where she often slept, and brought towards the bed Sayda was on and put it next to her...::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:53:05 AM)
*Started to settle in a bit more at that point*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:54:19 AM)
Yeah I know.. you always had nightmares... ::she said to no one them amde sure the recorder was off and set it with her journal::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:55:18 AM)
*It had been going she forgot to turn it off but now it was off.*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 1:56:29 AM)
::she sat on her couch again and just watched her and felt so angry and sad at one time that she was having trouble rationalizing it, she grabbed one of her own pillows and just held it tihglty, curling up around it to sleep::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 1:57:38 AM)
*She slept through until the morning when the alarm on her phone started to go off again to warn about medications*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:00:10 AM)
::sam was up at dawn sitting in her window box smoking her cigarette and drinking a pink (supernova) mtn dew... in seatpants, a t-shirt, a bandana, and nothing else. She turned to look in the direction of the alarm::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:01:04 AM)
*She starte dto roll now pawing around and fell off the sofa with a thud*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:02:50 AM)
::she blinked and knew that was a sign of possible brain damage and dropped her cigarette in the half empty can and went to check on her::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:04:17 AM)
*She laid there starting to wake up with a groan*nn....

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:08:39 AM)
Sayda... your journal is by your head on a table... are you ok?

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:09:23 AM)
*She nodded groggy but reached looking at her phone rubbing her eyes*medication...

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:14:15 AM)
::she knelt by her:: Do you know where you are?

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:15:02 AM)
*She had to look around for a long moment but she shook her head*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:15:44 AM)
Do you remember me? If not, do you feel safe right now ::her safety was clearly Sam's primary concern::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:16:32 AM)
*She was still trying to focus as she started to sit up looking around a little more*i..um...

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:17:57 AM)
Ok... :;she took a step back:: my name is Samantha.. or sam or sammy. I am a friend. You are at my place, which I have opened to you as a home.

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:18:39 AM)
*She nodded slowly and looked around for a moment the bracelt at her wrist jangling drawing her attention causing her to look at it*I..my..bag..um..

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:24:42 AM)
::she sighed:: what can I do..

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:25:09 AM)
I..um..*She blushed a little*Need breakfast and...meds then...um

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:26:59 AM)
Ok ::hancs her her note book:: tell me waht you don't want to eat then :;she went towards the kitchen, and began to make Dalia's favorite breakfest foods::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:28:43 AM)
um...*She opened her book starting to look through it tyring to focus*um...

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:29:37 AM)
Sayda, take a breath or two and relax... ::she began to work::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:30:31 AM)
*She nodded and rubbed the sid eof her neck some*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:31:26 AM)
do you want to come in here and help me cook wil that help you get your bearings?

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:32:02 AM)
*She moved getting up at that point heading to her*yea...sorry just..a little lost

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:33:36 AM)
It's ok... I understand... ::she smiled:: I would make you watch the movie fifty first dates but you'd forget it half way through so I may just make you watc h the ending ::she was trying to be light hearted:: come here and keep the eggs from burning ::she held a metal spactula out to sayda:;

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:34:11 AM)
*laughs and moved to take the spatual a little aprehensive at first*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:37:27 AM)
:;she slid her hand over sayda and guided her in the motion:: I won't step back until you're ready ::her arm arlong sayda's, her fingers around Sayda's hand::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:38:10 AM)
*She blushed nodding but was watching what was being done but she knew oddly how to cook*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:39:08 AM)
::she knew she would:: there you go, just like the old pro yo uare.

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:39:37 AM)
*Laughs and seems to start to enjoy it*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:41:52 AM)
::she still hadn't let go of Sayda's arm as she said she wouldn't until told to. Sam rested her cheek against her shoulder::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:43:33 AM)
*Blushed some and leaned into her a little without thinking about it*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:44:28 AM)
::drunk with her own grogginess she whispered::I missed you :: and just kept the slow motions of helping her cook::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:48:48 AM)
*she blushed a little more but didn't tell her to stop helping infact at one point she was already forgetting what she was doing by just being close to Sam*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:51:38 AM)
::her eyse closed adn she sighed happily as, her cheek pressed to he back of her shoulder, the covered head barely raising past the top of her shoulder:

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:53:14 AM)
*She shifted a little not able to help it at that point*Relaxed?

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:54:16 AM)
Mhmm... ::she murmured::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:55:27 AM)
*That made her smile but if Sam didn't get her to flip the eggs she would forget*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:56:31 AM)
:;sam was robotically still guiding the motions::: waffles.. we need waffles :;remembeirng that she had been made to make those the morning she played Dalia's maid::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:57:01 AM)
*laughs a little*you like waffles?

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:58:29 AM)
I rarely have a chance to make them, but you like them I bet.

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 2:59:05 AM)
I will ahve to check and see...*she focuse don what she was doing again finally*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 2:59:54 AM)
::sighing she peeled herself form Sayda:: trust me ::she winked:: and fruit... ::she goes to the waffle maker she ahd purchused for someone in particular::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 3:01:12 AM)
*Looked at Sam as she pulled away and then back at the pan with a small frown. Granted she knew the motions she still was uneasy*

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 3:01:52 AM)
::she looked back:: I am sorry I didnt ask.. where you ready for me to stop?

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 3:02:05 AM)
Its ok..I..think I have it...I think..

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 3:02:23 AM)
(( i need to head ni ni soon.)) You sure? ::she stepped over, resting her weight on her tip toes::

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 3:02:33 AM)
*She nodded*((me too wanna pause?))

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 3:03:19 AM)
(((sure. Is it my turn to screen or you good to remember?))

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 3:03:45 AM)
((I can remember breakfast))

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 3:04:10 AM)
((mmmm mmm good)))

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 3:04:15 AM)
((ni ni!))

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 3:04:20 AM)
^.~

Samantha Richardson (Nov 27, 2011 3:04:22 AM)
((ni ni))

Sayda Cervantes (Nov 27, 2011 3:04:23 AM)
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