Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 9:45:11 AM)
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Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 9:45:59 AM)
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Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 9:46:38 AM)
*Lacie was sat on the back porch, sipping tea in her PJ's and reading a book*

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 9:47:45 AM)
*Tristan limped up, wearing cargos and a tshirt, hair brushed for a change, looked like he'd put on at least a little weight in the past couple of weeks* "Hey."

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 9:49:23 AM)
*She glanced up from her book slowly, as if finishing her sentence, before she popped it to one side and smiled softly* Heya Sweetie. How you doin? *She rose to her feet, giving him a tight hug, before sitting again and hooking another chair closer with her foot for him*

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 9:55:31 AM)
"I'm alright, need to talk to you though if you got a few" *he hugged her back and took a seat in the chair she moved over*

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 9:56:55 AM)
*She smiled and nodded her head a little* I always have time for you Tristan. *She picked up her tea again, curling herself in her chair* What's up?

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 9:57:52 AM)
*he put up his feet on the railing and looked at her* "Wanted to talk to you about Alexi"

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 9:57:59 AM)
*and he waited at that point, to guage her reaction*

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 9:58:37 AM)
*She just nodded her head, watching him over the rim of her cup as she took another sip of tea*

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:00:35 AM)
"Lacie, I dont honestly really want to cause problems or drama. Frankly we can do without both, but...I dont want you upset. And I know you seem to be about her. But I like her, a lot."

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:04:52 AM)
*and he paused and looked at her*

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:07:19 AM)
*She shrugged her shoulders a little* She does upset me. Yes. A lot. She came into our house, and started doing my job. I've always looked after you, Axe, the rest of the Pack. So walking into the house, and finding a complete and utter stranger making herself at home and looking after -my- brother... *She shrugged and shook her head* I was angry, and upset. I didn't have Axe here at the time, so that made it worse. You and Axe are my Family. As are the rest of the Pack. She didn't even ask if I was ok with her being there... *She shook her head and closed her eyes* I felt utterly worthless, completely un-needed and just a second thought. *She shrugged her shoulders* But she makes you happy.... So I just pretend it doesn't hurt

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:09:37 AM)
*he frowned a little*

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:09:43 AM)
"Lacie, yo'ure not unneeded, or unwanted."

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:09:58 AM)
"and she didnt ask because she didnt know she needed to."

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:10:16 AM)
"And I was a little too busy being either a. a drunk idiot. or b. an idiot trying not to be so drunk. to have my wits about me. ive told you this."

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:10:24 AM)
"And it's not that I dont think of you as a sister Lacie. I do."

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:11:05 AM)
"But ...see that's kinda the thing. It's not that we dont want you or need you or want to replace you. But. Lacie. yo'ure a *sister* to me. You're the lover of *my brother*. And ah...y'know. I may be a child of gaia but there are some things I just dont wanna share with him." *sheepish look*

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:11:16 AM)
"And i'm sure he doesnt wanna share with me"

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:14:01 AM)
You are the only family I have Tristan, and at that moment in time I was having doubts that the man I love more than anything in the world felt the same way. I didn't want to loose everything. But her, in my kitchen, in the place I felt safe from everything shit in this world.... *She shook her head* It may seem trival to you. But it was a -really- big thing to me

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:14:30 AM)
"No I get that it was. I just dont know what to do to fix it"

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:14:38 AM)
"Because it's not really her fault. And I dont want you, or her, upset."

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:16:00 AM)
Then just go and be happy Tristan. That's all I've ever wanted for you. -Ever- ..... It just may take time for me to adjust to her. *She shrugged her shoulders a little* And she know's the result if she -ever- hurts.

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:17:14 AM)
"I know that lacie, the first part, and i heard about the second actually, and ..i just. i didnt mean to fuck everything up."

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:18:28 AM)
*She just starred at him for a long moment, before nudging him with a bare foot* Shut the fuck up you fool.... Your -not- fucking everything up.

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:18:37 AM)
*She smiled a little at him*

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:20:46 AM)
*he just looked back at her, eyebrows furrowed, he was worried*

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:21:06 AM)
*She sighed a little* Just... Spit it out.

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:21:22 AM)
"I just dont want you mad at her or me Lacie. that's all"

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:21:49 AM)
"I knwo things were a big deal. but I...I .....I was kind of ashamed of what was going on. That's why I didnt ask you to help me."

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:25:08 AM)
*She shook her head a little* Tristan.... Never be ashamed. *She smiled a little* your starting to sound like Axe when he's down. I have enough on my plate trying to break twenty years of bullshit that he was put through. Never be ashamed or whatever to talk to me Tristan. We've been through hell and back and it .... kinda makes me upset that you think you can't talk to me.

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:25:55 AM)
*he shook his head no at the last bit* "No, I know I can lacie"

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:26:28 AM)
"It's that I.I've fucked up enough that I've drug my entire pack cross country. I've asked more of all of you than anyone, has ever had a right to. And you all did it anyhow. I didnt .I didnt want the be a dissapointment again."

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:27:26 AM)
"I know if i'd asked you, you'd have done anythign to help me. Because you already have. And...you always do."

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:29:01 AM)
*She reached out and took his hand, squeezing it softly* Tristan.... We're family. This whole Pack is a messed up, normal, disfuctional family. No matter what we go through, we're all here for each other. You have every right to ask us to up and leave. We didn't have to come. But we did. Because we have a special bond that -no one- can break

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:32:28 AM)
*he paused a moment and then nodded* "Alright....i jsut..i dont want you upset and feeling unwanted. It's just...I also..kinda really like Alexi"

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:32:49 AM)
"I mean I'd like to think that one day there will be *someone* I bring into this household. Y'get what i'm sayin?" *

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:38:12 AM)
*She nodded her head softly* And I want you to be happy Tristan. If it's with Alexi, I'll adjust.... I'm mean look at me and Andy. I hated the guy. I thought he was nothing but a whore. And now I love the guy.... He's the one that'll give me away if and when Axe and I have our little ceremony.... It just takes time....

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:39:10 AM)
*blink* really? you hated andy?

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:39:13 AM)
I missed something here....

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:39:19 AM)
*looked suprized by the whole thing*

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:39:38 AM)
*She nodded her head* Yeah. I hated him. With a passion.

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:40:19 AM)
*tilted his head* ?can i ask why?"

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:40:28 AM)
"As maybe I had my head stuck in the sand but I didnt realize that"

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:40:36 AM)
"oh wait you said, the whore thing. sorry. still half asleep"

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:41:47 AM)
I didn't like how he could screw anything that walked, and if Axe even thought about holding my hand we would both be punished for it. Even when you asked Axe to break up with me, and he left this Guitar at my house, I still hated Andy. I took the guitar to the Sept, shoved it at Andy and told him to tell Axe it wasn't acceptable... So... Yeah... I hated him for a loooong time

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:42:16 AM)
And... Andy really didn't help himself flirting with me.... That just made me more angry

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:42:32 AM)
"Ah." *he rubbed at his face a moment and ran a hand through his hair* "Yeah, Andy can be infuriating at times"

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:42:59 AM)
Yeah... But that's part of the reason we love him to

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:44:28 AM)
"Well, yes."

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:44:41 AM)
*he just sighed* "okay then" *nodded at her*

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:45:53 AM)
I want you to be happy. If Alexi is that Happiness, so be it. It'll take time, I'm sure I'll come round. She seems..... Ok. But I mean it.... She hurts you and I will hunt her down. No one hurts my Family and gets away with it....

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:47:16 AM)
"I'm. not going to argue with you on that last one. she knows."

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:47:45 AM)
"And. i think she realizes that we've been through hell and we're all a little...well. we've all been screwed over and she knows we're not likely to take that kind of thing well. ia lso think she's not going to hurt me."

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:48:33 AM)
Good... *She looked at her hands a moment* Does she know about Axe and I?

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:51:06 AM)
*shook his head no*

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:51:23 AM)
"She knows a lot but not that"

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:51:59 AM)
*She nodded her head a little* Are you gonna tell her? Because I thought I could hide it from the Pack and.... welll, Anna proved I couldn't the night Axe came home

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:53:30 AM)
"Probably but. only later"

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:53:38 AM)
"that or i can not tell her, but she's likely to figure it out"

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:55:42 AM)
*She nodded her head a little* I'd rather we tell her.... At least then she can't say we were hiding things from her. But I don't wanna be creeping round the house again... I... Kinda like being able to be with Axe around the pack a little more

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:56:01 AM)
"Okay, then I'll tell her."

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:56:14 AM)
"I mean she is my tribe, she's not too likely to care"

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:56:38 AM)
Actually.... *She pressed her lips together a little* I'd like to tell her... If that's ok with you?

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:56:58 AM)
"uh, i suppose. sure."

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 10:57:07 AM)
*he looked a little worried but, well, he usually did*

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:58:17 AM)
Well, you can tell her if you want to.... But it might look like I'm trying a bit harder to be her friend if it comes from me? Don't you think?

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 10:58:41 AM)
That I'm not some big bad Evil Emo type...

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 11:01:23 AM)
"No, that makes good sense. I think that works" *he nodded*

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 11:01:46 AM)
She knows about you and Axe I take it?

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 11:02:40 AM)
"I..Honestly dont remember if i mentioned. I think she doesnt."

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 11:03:11 AM)
"pretty sure i didnt mention that one yet."

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 11:04:08 AM)
*She nodded her head a little* Ok, I can avoid that then

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 11:06:00 AM)
"Well, yeah. I mean, i want anna to swear to the sept and...then i was thinking about telling alexi something like that"

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 11:06:07 AM)
"because..well, oh it's long"

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 11:06:59 AM)
*She nodded her head a little* I'd like you to be there though... When I tell her

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 11:07:21 AM)
"sure."

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 11:07:31 AM)
(btw, i dont know why i'm suddenly so tired)

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 11:07:37 AM)
(can we finish later? i'm sorry. i'm goin to go lay down)

Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 11:07:52 AM)
(Yeah, I need to get ready for work anyways =) )

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 11:08:59 AM)
(thanks *hug*)

Tristan Redgrave (Jul 3, 2010 11:09:01 AM)
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Lacie Redford (Jul 3, 2010 11:09:03 AM)
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