Zacarias Martin (May 30, 2011 12:04:47 AM)
Call me when you make up you mind then... *He was not angry or hurt but he was also not a man who tolerated being second in anything. He was too closed off and too aware of the dangers of this world to be comfortable with such a huge unknown. She could see it was a pained and hard move away from her as he reated a small bit of space between them and gazed don a her eyes*
Lucinde Duboir (May 30, 2011 12:09:05 AM)
You know better than to force me into a decision, Jophiel. You -know-. ::said softly, her eyes looking to his, as though she could -see- the demon inside. He could see himself at risk of losing the progress he'd made this weekend, preparing to keep herself from getting hurt at all costs, it was straight instinct. She watched him, remaining where she was::
Lucinde Duboir (May 30, 2011 12:12:00 AM)
::mild disappointment in her eyes, at least, what she was letting him see, keeping herself under control for now, an iron-clad resolve to not be hurt::
Zacarias Martin (May 30, 2011 12:13:06 AM)
Do you really think I am going to sit here and offer you everything based on an unknown.. based on a maybe one day I'll be important enough to you? You have made you choice already, I'm not making you chose anything... but if that choice ever feels like the wrong one you know how to get in touch with me... This isn't an ultimatum, I'm just not going to wait around and hope one day youll decide if you atcually like me enough or not. You put up you walls but they keep asmuch out as in... I may be a timeless being capable of changing the earth, but part of me is still just a man.... and that mans feelings are no different then anyone elses...
Lucinde Duboir (May 30, 2011 12:17:18 AM)
::she pauses, eyeing him:: Do you expect me to make such a decision so lightly? That I offer something so easily to you? Or to him? To either of you!? It was only -two- days ago that I told you how I felt, I told you I would try. And here you are, asking me to make a decision already? I don't even completely know how I feel about him, to make a decision! And yet... here you are, asking me to. Oui... I like you. And you -know- that. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't have bothered to bring you up to Amos. I'd have let you just be in the back of my mind. I just stuck my neck out, bringing someone he doesn't like, and letting him know, that I've been intimate with you, and plan on continuing to do so.. ::and there was indeed a hint of that fiery passion behind her voice, the hint that showed at what lay beneath that cool, calm exterior::
Zacarias Martin (May 30, 2011 12:24:52 AM)
I appaently am much more capable of making a decision, and knowing what it is i feel. It may just be two days but that doesnt matter.... I cant deal with uncertainty... Look inside yourself and find the truth about us... you dont have to grovel or ask me back or anything like that... this isnt the end... just call me if you decide i am worth a bit of pride is all.
Lucinde Duboir (May 30, 2011 12:32:56 AM)
::she pauses, listening to what he said, and she frowned:: You aren't someone's chattel. You are a free agent, Jophiel. I told you how I feel... and you -know- how I feel. You -know-. I know you do... you can't deny that. As for dealing with uncertainty, welcome to being human. Our lives are -constantly- uncertain. I want things to continue as they are, and I don't think Amos will try and stop it. But you're asking me to guarantee something I cannot... there are no guarantees in this life or the next.
Zacarias Martin (May 30, 2011 12:35:10 AM)
I know there arent... yet a simple word would mean an effort would be made... an effort beyond anything a person had been willing to do before... Yet the word wasnt spoken in the name of diplomacy... Im not asking for promises.. im not that naive... I am asking for effort... a commitment to direction spoken aloud to become truth...
Lucinde Duboir (May 30, 2011 12:39:15 AM)
::she frowns:: You are asking me to answer you, to say 'oui', I will side with you. I can't give that to you, with no circumstances attached, or being in the moment. There can't be that much forethought in this... I would give you a fair chance, to tell your side, to be heard. That is the best I can say... and I would argue it with him... but you know as well as I do, I cannot force one of your kind to listen, or make them do anything.
Zacarias Martin (May 30, 2011 12:40:42 AM)
Look just be open and honest with me for two minutes... no walls no bullshit. Do you feel like there is something amazingly special here...
Lucinde Duboir (May 30, 2011 12:43:13 AM)
::she moved to open her mouth, lips parting slightly, then closing, her usual smart-mouthed answer coming to the surface. She paused then... and watched him a moment, a long moment, fighting herself, her instincts to -run-, to be flippant, to hurt him before he got that chance himself. To be a total bitch... and she paused, quiet for a minute or two, just watching him, studying him in silence. Speaking softly, her eyes were on him:: I think maybe, oui..
Zacarias Martin (May 30, 2011 12:45:37 AM)
You think? Or do you feel it deep down and dont want to admit it? *he smiled at her though it was not sly, or seductive foor once. It was compasionate and soft... hand reaching out once again to bring her body in close to his
Lucinde Duboir (May 30, 2011 12:49:23 AM)
I think there may be something... I've had only a few days to think about it... like this. ::her body was close, and warm, still sunkissed from their weekend together, her legs a bit sore from the two days and nights of passionate, copious amounts of sex::
Zacarias Martin (May 30, 2011 12:51:04 AM)
Then I can be patient...*he smled and gave her a soft kiss* Just not forever... *smirking as he let the joke float off in her direction*
Lucinde Duboir (May 30, 2011 12:54:08 AM)
::she let her lips brush against his and she sighed out, looking a little pale under her tan::
Zacarias Martin (May 30, 2011 12:55:36 AM)
I promise you i wil never hurt you knowingly babe... *leaning down to kiss her shoulder*
Lucinde Duboir (May 30, 2011 12:56:58 AM)
::she closes her eyes, hating that he read her mind, and she smiled wryly:: And when I hold you to that promise?
Zacarias Martin (May 30, 2011 12:57:58 AM)
\\\You will know that I am a man of my word... * a small kiss to her nec*
Lucinde Duboir (May 30, 2011 12:58:59 AM)
We shall see then, Jophiel... and know that I don't give second chances.. ::said quietly, wanting him to have the information at hand, no surprises::
Zacarias Martin (May 30, 2011 1:00:39 AM)
Youve already used up yours.... *he smiled and then kissed her softly* think can cash here tonie'
Lucinde Duboir (May 30, 2011 1:01:57 AM)
::she raises a brow:: How does that even work? That I've "used mine up"... Pfft. ::she looks to him and tilts her head:: Oh?
Zacarias Martin (May 30, 2011 1:03:20 AM)
Laughig slighty
Lucinde Duboir (May 30, 2011 1:04:11 AM)
::she raises a brow to him, curious, waiting::
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