Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 12:01:53 AM)
::she laughs a bit and gives him a nudge with her foot beneath the table and she eats:: My reality isn't your reality, obviously.... ::rolling her eyes as she winks::
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:02:08 AM)
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steev OOC (Aug 4, 2011 12:06:46 AM)
There is only one reality miss.... *he grinned at her and leaned back in his chair as he finished. then downing his share of the saki to get nice and buzzed as he relaxed in his seat* How are things at the house? More comfortable?
steev OOC (Aug 4, 2011 12:06:56 AM)
[[brb]]
steev OOC (Aug 4, 2011 12:07:29 AM)
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Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 12:09:19 AM)
::she laughs:: How do you know there's only one reality? You were trapped quite a while... ::she popped her last piece of sushi in her mouth and leaned back, long fingers surrounding the tiny sake cup, and she shrugs:: I've been spending more time here and at work than at home. Duke is on the patio tonight...
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:09:23 AM)
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Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 12:10:26 AM)
::she laughs:: How do you know there's only one reality? You were trapped quite a while... ::she popped her last piece of sushi in her mouth and leaned back, long fingers surrounding the tiny sake cup and she shrugs:: I've been spending more time here and at work than at home... Duke is on the patio right now...
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:12:15 AM)
*he nods* Because there has always been only one and will always be only one. Despite how ever many layers are contained within it. And despite how much we may beny it or wish it were otherwise. Did you want to just move in fully? *asked as he leaned back in his seat*
Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 12:18:33 AM)
::she smiles and relaxes with him, full and satiated, pleasantly buzzed from the sake and a bit of scotch when she came home and she looked to him:: Mmm, maybe that's part of the issue... so many different layers of reality... ::she looked mildly surprised and then shook her head:: Not yet... I brought over a few more things, but nothing major...
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:20:23 AM)
I really don't know why you choose to deny it, and there aren't as many layers as you would like to belive. *he shrugged and then got up from hsi seat to wash off his hands in the kicthen sink. Still able to speak with her* What's the point really? All this denial with you?
Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 12:26:06 AM)
::she raises a brow and watches him a moment, watching him wash his hands:: What denial?
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:27:43 AM)
You know, I mean let's be perfectly honest with one another, if you did not love me by now you wouldn't be here. We are past the point of fun little tryst, and if there is still doubt deep down within you, well then you will never love me luciinde, it is that simple. So that is the denial i speak of. Ijust don't understand the point in the game...
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:28:02 AM)
*his tone was casual and said in a way as not to offend*
Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 12:30:46 AM)
(keep in mind, got a headache that's getting worse) ::she watches him and she nods:: You're right, this isn't a tryst or amusement... and as for my feelings, I'm just not ready to admit things, even to myself. It's not anything bad on you, something that will just take time...
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:36:12 AM)
Well then maybe you should ask yourself if I am ok with that. Because I don't think I am. Take some time and sort out your feelings but I have been more then patient. I have nothing left to offer you and instead of embracing me you choose to withdraw time and time again. It's not only tiring but frankly a bit insulting. The fact that you do not see it that way doesn't really lessen the blow. This isn't a threat or some kind of ultimatum, just notice to perhaps take into consideration what exactly you are doing in actuality and why whatever part of you chooses to do so hurts you the way it does. I'm not speaking of withholding anything from me, to be clear. I am wondering why you continue to hurt yourself in this way, and why a part of you desires to do it. *drying his hands he would make his way back over to where she was and sit again*
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:37:18 AM)
[[wanna end the scene?]]
Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 12:37:36 AM)
(prolly a good idea, my head is starting to pound. I'm going nini soonish)
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:37:54 AM)
[[you do realize we never ever finish scenes right? lol]]
Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 12:39:05 AM)
(I should've known better, I always get headaches when I'm over tired)
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:39:36 AM)
[[no problem, the next few scenes are totally on you though, i'm running out of stuff]]
Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 12:40:36 AM)
(it's fine babe. I just need to get back on a regular sleep schedule, it's wrecking havoc on me)
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:41:15 AM)
[[hope you feel better, wanna just wash this then? since its probably a pretty important convo, just say they snuggled and did it?]]
Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 12:46:34 AM)
(laughs, maybe a good idea)
Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 12:46:42 AM)
(probably did it quite a few times)
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:47:44 AM)
[[not a problem... this is just the 4th really important relationship changing conversation they have had and would be the 4th we never finished.... and it feels like its creating a pocket of unbelieveability]]
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:48:06 AM)
[[so just dinner and happy fun stuff and forget the rest of it]]
Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 12:48:20 AM)
(I'm not trying to do that. I just didn't get even remotely enough sleep)
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:49:31 AM)
[[ i get that which is why i'm not upset about it or anything but too much unrealistic and my attention goes gone fast, so we can just wash it and continue like it never happenedtill i can get on regular and you're feeling better sound good?]]
Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 12:49:59 AM)
(nods, that works. sorry to frustrate you)
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:50:20 AM)
[[not frustrating,just premptive frustration stoppage]]
Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 12:50:28 AM)
(good call)
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:50:37 AM)
i am smarts
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:51:00 AM)
ilike playing with you too much to let it go poof just cus of bad timing yknow?
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:52:23 AM)
wanna chat for a few mins while im folding laundry and driving home?
Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 12:53:42 AM)
(lemme pee then sure)
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:53:52 AM)
ok call me when you are done peeing
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:53:55 AM)
talk soon
Zacarias Martin (Aug 4, 2011 12:53:59 AM)
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Lucinde Duboir (Aug 4, 2011 1:08:52 AM)
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