Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:36:41 AM)
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Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 12:38:05 AM)
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Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:38:29 AM)
Just didn't want to deal with any idiots. I......can't handle Apollo right now.

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 12:39:11 AM)
understandable

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:42:53 AM)
One of my ancestors was the one who wielded it last time. Not a direct line of descent but my blood is here. Just as it is among the Uktena of the North, Wendigo. I can't think it random chance that my old pack died, a horrid event in and of itself but it brings me HERE, just as this bane reawakens, and I follow events to the spear...like some salmon nosing it's way upstream. I can't help but see the hand of fate in this.

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:43:43 AM)
I think it's an ancestorial oath.

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 12:44:40 AM)
*he nods* that does not obligate you to risk yourself.. you know this

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:44:47 AM)
No honor does.

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 12:46:16 AM)
i hate to ask this.. but i want to be sure

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:46:22 AM)
I have an idea that might work.....to keep me from being a burnt out husk. But it involves others taking up the burden as I feel myself get to the danger point. And I fear...this thing WILL damage it's bearer. Thats a pretty hefty thing to ask of other garou.

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 12:46:34 AM)
is it honor or personal pride *he is just making sure*

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 12:47:15 AM)
i will take it up

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:48:35 AM)
Honor. Personal pride ... no there may be stronger garou. But I've taken the burden of the spear sense we first fetched it. It would be dishonorable to refuse the burden now. dishonorable to ask another to take the risk, if I'm too cowardly too.

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:49:50 AM)
Maybe it's both. But personal pride....wouldn't have me asking for others to share the burden with me. Honor just makes it so I bear what I must bear...does that make sense?

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:50:30 AM)
I'm not sure if I make sense. I kinda just want to throw up right now. I'm afraid.

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 12:50:59 AM)
to a point.. it makes sense

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:52:38 AM)
*she begins stripping down to buck naked inside the lodge...she also begins heading the rocks...clearly shes using the Native AMerican rituals to comfort herself*

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:54:04 AM)
I should have been fasting for three days....don't have time now.

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 12:54:35 AM)
*he stands there, still clothed.. and does what he can not to look over her body* when do we do this?

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:54:49 AM)
Tomorrow.

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 12:55:26 AM)
*he nods*

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:55:31 AM)
*shes sitting Indian style letting the steam do it's thing*

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 12:56:30 AM)
may i ask what is the purpose of this place

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:56:35 AM)
*she places some odd insense on the fire and hot rocks...the smell of sage fills the air*

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:57:35 AM)
Native American tribes traditionally use the sweat lodge as a form of cleansing. It's supposed to purge the inpurities of the body, assists to free the mind. With fasting and prayer, it often leads to vision quests.

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 12:58:50 AM)
*he sits to the side* and this would help prepare you for the trials ahead

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:59:23 AM)
*nods* In theory. At the very least it'll calm me so I don't end up crying like a little girl.

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 12:59:30 AM)
But the shock is wearing off.

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 1:01:47 AM)
I think my plan will work.....if the pack's willing. Very risky. And if none wish to risk it themselves I don't blame them. *huffs* As for me I'm in too far to back out now. If my life can save a cearn....well, OK. But I'm hoping my idea will have us all survive. How fucked up we'll be however is anyone's guess.

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 1:01:59 AM)
every day maybe our last.. especially in this life we have.. life everyday to the fullest.. and have no regrets.

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 1:02:15 AM)
If they are not.. i will take up the Burden until the end .. when yuo have had enough

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 1:02:44 AM)
*nods, she can't begrudge horus that*

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 1:03:40 AM)
*shes in there for hours, the smell of sage, her occasional Salish prayers, and then a calmer more determined Sarah dresses*

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 1:04:03 AM)
I think i could use a nice cup of tea.

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 1:04:07 AM)
*he never disrobed.. and shows little sign of fatigue*

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 1:04:45 AM)
I suppose I can deal with idiots now.

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 1:06:37 AM)
do we have too

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 1:06:58 AM)
You prefer the pack house?

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 1:07:11 AM)
i would like to check on Megan as well..

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 1:07:21 AM)
Fine lets go check on Megan.

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 1:07:41 AM)
*he exits the Sweat lodge*

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 1:07:47 AM)
((where is Megan?))

Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 1:07:59 AM)
( she is logged off. but she is at the packhouse icly)

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 1:10:12 AM)
((lets to to the plantation house then))

Sarah Runningfox (Sep 1, 2010 1:10:21 AM)
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Horus Alexander (Sep 1, 2010 1:10:52 AM)
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