Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:04:21 PM)
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Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:04:37 PM)
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Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:05:57 PM)
*They took a while going deep into the city near downtown.. she moves into her home in her room that looked mostly spartan with things she had as a kid.. when there she turns to him closing the door tightly and the window.* I think this is private enough what is on your mind?

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:06:40 PM)
You should know whats on my mind mar...i mean Doi.

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:07:02 PM)
You know the litany Isaac. *She says quietly.*

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:07:23 PM)
We didn't then...shit, we didn't even know we had to worry about a litany...

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:08:05 PM)
Right so I figure that stays in the past.

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:08:35 PM)
How do you figure? I didn't even know it -was- in the past...shouldn't we sort this out now that it's my present and your past?

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:09:34 PM)
*She pauses.* What exactly are you talking about?

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:10:39 PM)
You don't know?

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:11:10 PM)
I know many things I want to know what you heard. Because many things happened after you left. I wish to adress your concern.

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:11:37 PM)
Is...it a he or a she? How is It? Is it accepted? *he sighs running his fingers through his hair obviously upset. He begins to pace back and forth in the space of the room.*

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:13:12 PM)
I mean...when i found out...I ran here from alaska...*he says pausing long enough to look her in the eyes.*

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:13:37 PM)
I don't know. My Grandmother took care of it. When I asked her she stated that it was not asthetic to worry about that child it would be trained. I trust my grandmother, and right now the suffering we would share would only further be complicated by taking our past back it should be let go so we can due our duty for the future..*She looks to him back in the eyes something of feeling in those eyes but she is controlling it.*

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:15:02 PM)
Thats...You know what...I...*he pretty much sits down where he's standing, so terribly upset that a single tear slips silently down his face.*

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:15:48 PM)
*She kneels before him waiting patiently.*

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:16:26 PM)
I didn't even know I had a kid till about a year ago...let alone it was ours...

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:18:34 PM)
It was probably for the best you know. *She whispers to him.*

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:19:21 PM)
Maybe...but...It still doesn't make it any easier...

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:19:34 PM)
You don't have...a picture, or...a name?

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:19:59 PM)
No, I don't. *She says quietly.*

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:20:20 PM)
So thats it? Why the hell did somebody tell me at all then?

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:21:24 PM)
Perhaps to premote suffering. *She sighs.* It was also the proof of what you were. Perhaps in time we will meet them but for now we must have patience and control.

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:21:53 PM)
Control...seems easy for you...I turned out just like my father it seems...

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:22:57 PM)
*He shakes his head looking around* The same place? *seeming to be desperately looking for something else to talk about.*

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:24:02 PM)
No your not your father. Remember that you are you, you have the choice to get another kinfolk settle down with it raise a kid an also keep an eye out and give messages to others like it is known in your tribe. You have a duty still as do I.

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:24:29 PM)
*He looks back at her* No...I had a kid and left.

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:24:32 PM)
It is the best place I knew of where only those that know would be in on it. We must not let that out or it will cause suffering on both of us.

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:24:52 PM)
You didn't know you had a kid you didn't leave. it was an illusion you couldn't pierce.

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:25:24 PM)
You know...when he or she comes looking for us, you think they'll accept those excuses?

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:27:20 PM)
Will it matter? When it's in the past and we have already had our punishment for our ignorance?

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:27:43 PM)
If they cannot accept us after the blood we spill for them they are not open enough.

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:28:17 PM)
*He shakes his head.* What blood? We let them go, we didn't fight we didn't know...

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:32:59 PM)
I mean the blood we give to them defending the sept Isaac. We learned our lesson from our ignorance they would be fools to not understand. We didn't know what we were at the time.

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:33:50 PM)
It seems too easy...and it -feels- like we're just abandoning them again...this time knowingly...

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:42:11 PM)
Well I understand your feeling. So I will tell you this. Stargazers, which is what my grandmother is a part of, do not blame the metis, they teach the metis, they make it learn how to control and hone it's rage. Remember even if we made a mistake out of ignorance. Wherever it is it is being trained to do it's duty and not for paths of selfishness it is being taken care of.

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:43:20 PM)
*He sighs* So it's some place better...none of the disgust or...dispersion, no...working harder then anyone else for the same respect?

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:43:42 PM)
Right now yes. It is going through the same training as I.

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:44:37 PM)
I have to be blunt cher...I don't like your training...to stand there and calmly say, i should put my own child into the past...it's not healthy...but if it works for you...*he turns away running another hand through his hair.*

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:50:05 PM)
What good would it do the child? What good would it do us Isaac? We all have a future ahead of us. You wish to throw it away by pulling a child out of training that can help gaia?

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 7:50:59 PM)
I never said that...It's always good to give something better to your children...but you seem cold and distant...Do you even remember my promise or is that lost in your "past" too?

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 7:56:37 PM)
*She sighs quietly.* Isaac, I remember that. I remember all the suffering we both went through.

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 8:00:21 PM)
So is there any Mary, left? Hell it's been 10 years but...even i remember that night...*he chuckles* Maybe...thats why i run...

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 8:04:57 PM)
Are you seeking to love me still Isaac?

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 8:05:18 PM)
*He turns watching her closely* I can't do that, now can I?

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 8:11:17 PM)
You can love me as a sister not as a mate. *She says quietly.*

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 8:11:49 PM)
*He shrugs* Even if I did still love you...you aren't Mary any more...she's dead.

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 8:13:23 PM)
You don't know that. *She says quietly.*

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 8:14:33 PM)
Don't I? *he looks at her, his eyes on her's almost penetratingly so.*

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 8:15:46 PM)
*She watches him calmly.. looking concerned.* I don't know what you expect from this Isaac. But it will only bring us suffering to get back together and I am not a child anymore I've grown up

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 8:18:27 PM)
*He smiles* So have I, I don't know what i came looking for either....maybe some place to stick around...maybe a reason maybe a home...*he shrugs looking out the window he used to climb into when they were younger.*

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 8:22:42 PM)
*She sighs and moves over giving him a hug and a kiss on the cheek.* Either way, I'm not afraid Isaac, You still have a sister here a family. And do not be afraid about making other relationships. You won't hurt me I just want you happy got it?

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 8:23:08 PM)
*He smiles a bit oddly* Maybe...

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 8:23:20 PM)
We both know i can't really sit still for long...

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 8:23:46 PM)
Maybe? *She eyes him.* Well there is that. Unless you can find a pack you want to be in a family that will protect you.

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 8:26:06 PM)
Regardless, I'm at least going to stay here for a while, we'll see about the pack.

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 8:26:26 PM)
Then you are welcome brother. *She smiles sliding away from him.*

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 8:27:24 PM)
I do need a place to stay...I'll have to find someone who'll let me work for room and board.

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 8:27:53 PM)
There are barracks at the sept

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 8:30:32 PM)
Not so sure i'm ready to stay at the sept just yet...feels odd for now

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 8:53:28 PM)
I'll ask grandmother if you can stay here and I'll stay at the sept if you like. Or, ask her if she knows some place else

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 8:54:39 PM)
I'll...find a place...it's okay.

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 8:55:00 PM)
Alright. Well Ask if you need help. *she says softly.*

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 8:55:10 PM)
Sure...

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 8:55:57 PM)
Lock up when you leave.. and Isaac.. The feelings were real. Simply its.. *She sighs.* Doomed. *She turns to leave.*

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 8:56:34 PM)
Yeah...seems a theme now adays doesn't it... *he stands there for another few minutes looking out the window.*

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 8:57:32 PM)
Find the path to true happiness Isaac. It's important for you. Your spirit needs to be as balanced as your body. *And she closes the door leaving him be.* (*sniff sniff hugs.* ty for the play!)

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 8:57:47 PM)
((sure hugs*

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 8:58:11 PM)
((don't be afraid to jump in if you have a question about garou ask.. I'm gonna jump on Kou.))

Isaac Steele (Jun 6, 2011 8:58:20 PM)
((k))

Doi (Jun 6, 2011 8:58:21 PM)
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